i'm a medical doctor and a researcher i started working when i finished medical school i went
to germany started working there and so there the story started like all of a sudden like it
it looked like nothing had sense anymore like all of a sudden it was very very strange and
uh it seemed like nothing everything was like meaningless what i'm doing here what's
what i'm supposed to do with my life and then um because i i wanted to help i really wanted
to help people and i felt that that was not the environment for me to to help because you
had like strict guidelines and you had to do what you had to do so in that low moment i i i thought
i'm going to do i'm going to go and do a research and already there i knew what manifestation meant
but still okay i manifested a job in research i learned like a scholarship for austria
and i went to research women's cancers and then so i knew what manifestation meant
but there is there is a button here it was very strange the more the more we researched on breast
cancer the more seemed the numbers to increase the more we saw about it the more um like the woman
of my colleague got sick for breast cancer or i started to have a cyst in my breasts and it was
something was not clicking that i said something is not right so everywhere that i went it was like
something's not right and um always going lower and lower than problems with finances and problems
uh different like issues and i said no it's the it's not this is not the end this is not
it doesn't make sense but this is not the end and i also believed in god and they said okay god it's
i am at this point but uh is this it it's it's exactly like dr justice is this it like
um i'm here like to experience like to see these things just to do this like mechanical work and
see that nothing improves like like be like a robot and um if this is it i said i'm out
and i meant it so um then i heard um i randomly heard doctor jose uh in in a in youtube video be
the scientist of your life and try something new and i said okay well i'm a scientist so
there must be something else there must be something new there must be anything
that i can do so i bought the book becoming supernatural and of course by the time
also my health was was getting worse i got like cultures in the stomach and
so as i read the book i started to do the meditations um and by the time i
also had like feelings of anxiety depression but while doing the work it was it was like some
feelings started to arise something else like a new world started to to open up and um it was
like very strange in one moment was really really low like i was feeling very bad in one meditation
and all this pain i said okay okay i'm completely surrendering if if i'm here to
feel this pain i'm gonna feel it i'm gonna feel it up until the end and i just surrendered and
i felt the pain without judgment without anything okay it's fine i'm here to experience
it if god wants that i experienced it i'm going to experience it and at that point i felt myself like
emerging like in a sea of mercy i don't know how can i stay and all the pain was like
like removed like completely removed from me and i heard like thank you like removed sometimes it's
not enough to do the meditations of course i was doing them them every day but it's also important
to change your consciousness to change your inner conversation how you talk to yourself how you
experience the world how how you see things more deeply or like to expand your consciousness from
all sides always and so uh little by little i started to change um i had like no more no more
feelings of anxiety no more depression no more i had like love for life i was ready to go and then
but still i was working at the job in austria which i actually didn't liked very much because
i was not agreeing with some things and um i did one time
um the pineal gland meditation not one time i i did it several times and um one night
i experienced um it was very real it was very real so i was at the top of a building
and also dr joe was there with me and it was like one of the scenes in the matrix but it was very
real i mean i felt okay this is real and dr joe was saying to me you have to jump you have to jump
like from this building to another one but the other the other building was like very far and
i can i cannot make it that far and he was like jump jump you can do it and like i was
questioning my mind should i trust him or not and then i i decided to trust him and uh
i trusted him and i said okay my life is also because of you because of your work so i'm gonna
jump and let's see what happens but it was real um and then i jumped in the moment i jump i wake up
i wake up and i i decide then okay i i understand what he meant because
when i was like at some low point in my life i i also uh thought like
i don't want to do this anymore but what also just as
you just have to kill your old self and at that point i understood this is killing the old self
and i decided yes i'm gonna do it i'm gonna burn all the bridges
so i left the job in austria i left everything everything but that takes like a lot of
power but i think that meditation gave me gave me that power i started to search for
a job in switzerland the job of course i used his meditations for everything and
i found something i really liked because while meditating i started to paint and also i i
started to paint i started um like to be like more creative person and i i found the job in research
at the university of bern for medical education but in research how to help students learn better
and i'm i wanted to do it like with paintings and then i applied for the job but they needed
um for me to know french and the interview was in two months so yes i said i'm going to do it and
i used the kaleidoscope and the pineal gland meditation to learn french in two months
yes and then i got the job uh we also like did amazing things there the walking
meditations helped a lot to implement to integrate the the identity so it's like
you are that person if you can if you can um see in your mind's eye who you are
and feel who you are and walk as the person that you are and like just be it it happens