Glen, hi.
Oh, wow.
How are you?
- How you doing? - I'm fine.
- Good. - You look handsome.
You smell good.
You look amazing.
Oh, where should I sit, honey?
Sit here.
[MUSIC PLAYING]
Shorty was looking good.
She was-- I mean, she was aesthetically pleasing.
But you know, like I know, she did that to tell me.
She did that to show, yeah, this what you missing.
It worked.
I want to go home.
I want you to come home.
Yeah.
I need all that.
I can't stop looking at you.
You look amazing. - Oh yeah, baby.
This is what you call like, you know, make them remember.
You know what I'm saying? GLEN: Make me remember?
Yeah, make them remember, honey.
That's what this is.
You're doing a great job.
So how is your enterprise going, everything coming?
Actually everything on the business side is good.
I can't complain about that.
I'm very grateful to finally have the opportunity to just,
you know, do everything that I wanted to do,
so I can't complain about that.
Thanks for asking.
I'm concerned always.
You got a new glow about yourself.
It's something.
Yeah, you know, it's just--
it's just the Lord in me, honey.
The Lord in me. - God in you?
It's Jesus?
It's just-- it's just God in me, you know?
That better be all that's in you.
- Seriously? - Jesus.
God. That's it.
That's all that's in you, right?
That's all that's in me, honey.
OK.
- That's all that's in me. - That's great.
That's great. - I'm not you.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
OK.
Yeah.
About that, like, so I've been to three counselings.
Three of them, and you've been a no show.
To the counseling sessions?
Yes.
What am I going for?
For you to sit there and play victim?
This is my first time ever leaving the marriage.
I would always believe him.
I would always take him back, and I
don't know if Glen is just playing a game right now
or if he's really, genuinely sincere about getting
his family back, so I just need to make sure that this is
something that's genuine from Glen
and not just one of his things to get me back.
I just don't know.
I [BLEEP] up. There's no other way to put it.
I'm owning it.
I'm not perfect.
Minus the [BLEEP] bull-bull-[BLEEP],, minus the calls,
and the texting, and the affair, I'm a good dude.
Minus all that.
Minus all that, I'm a great catch.
- OK. - What do you want from me?
- What do I want from you? - What more do you want from me?
I've been bending over backwards here.
OK. Yeah, I will give you that.
Yes, Glen.
Lately, recently, you have been doing everything.
You've been doing everything right, but that's not--
that's not the first time that you've been doing everything
right, so I'm not listening to what's
coming out of your mouth.
I'm watching patterns.
That's what I'm saying.
Glen has apologized.
He said he's sorry.
He's done things over and over and over and over again,
and then we're at the same place again,
so right now I don't know.
It's so easy to not hate him, and I hate to love him.
I'm not going to lie.
Do I miss us?
Absolutely.
Do I miss everything we used to do?
Absolutely.
You keep saying were like it's past tense.
Was.
Were.
Glen, how can I trust you when somebody
that's right here beside me who I'm confiding in, you hurt me.
I can't trust nobody now.
I'm [BLEEP] up in the mind.
I have made mistakes.
Throughout these 23 years, I have, and I'm here right
now trying to own all of that.
You've always been enough.
It's not the fact that you wasn't enough.
That have never been the issue.
What was the issue?
GLEN: The issue was me.
It was just--
I wanted to talk like--
I don't know.
You don't understand how it feels to be, like, alone.
Like I feel alone like when I'm gone.
I can't understand you talking to another woman
because you were you bored.
Read a damn book.
[TENSE MUSIC]
I'm sorry.
I'm [BLEEP] sorry.
I apologize.
All right?
What can I do to make this right, man?
I miss my family, man.
I miss my family, bro.
This is the reason why I live.
You made me look like a fool out here in these streets.
You too friendly, and I told you about being too friendly.
Everybody shouldn't have access to you.
I need you to represent as my husband period.
That's all I'm asking you to do.
All this other stuff-- if the attention that I'm giving you
is not enough, then maybe this ain't for you.
I cannot allow you to come here and sing me
sweet ass nothings and then I fall right
back into the bed with you.
I need you to understand that it's a privilege to be with me.
That's what I need you to understand.
Stop playing with me.
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
[MUSIC PLAYING]
I cannot allow you to come here and sing me sweet
ass nothings, and then I fall right
back into the bed with you.
I need you to understand that it's a privilege to be with me.
That's what I need you to understand.
Stop playing with me.
I need you to be the same person in my face
that you are behind my back.
Where is the team?
Where did we lose sight of that?
Where did we lose sight of goals,
and it's me and you, T and G against the world?
See, it's so easy for me to fall back into this.
It's so easy for me to fall back into the cycle.
Listen, Listen, Listen to me.
It's so easy, and then I'm back in the bed with you.
I'm back having sex with you. - Teshia, listen, man.
Listen. Will you listen?
- I'm back doing that. - Will you listen?
I'm back-- yeah, I'm listening.
Regardless of what you think, it's always going to be
T and G against the world.
I know-- I'll take the blame.
How do I get us from--
I don't know.
--this position, this state that we're stuck in?
Somehow, some way we've got to come together.
We've got to figure this out.
You know, honesty is going to be the only thing
that we can hold on to to see what our next move is.
But I can promise you this.
There's not another soul on this Earth meant
to be with her other than me.
Right now I'm running from pain, OK?
And you are running to pleasure.
That's how I feel.
I did what I did, all right?
Can we just please bury this [BLEEP] in the past
and move forward, bro?
Bring your ass home.
I wanted to come here and try to spark something, just anything.
If there's a shred of love left in your heart for me, Teshia,
you've got to give me another chance, man.
If you could just give me one more [BLEEP]
chance, just one more, just one.
You ain't got to listen to nothing
to come out of my mouth.
Just watch my actions.
At least just promise me a date where
we're not doing this, where we're
actually enjoying each other.
Can we just put the past behind for like two hours?
Hey.
Thank you. - Thank you.
- You're welcome. - Oh, my god.
Thank you. - Let me get your drink.
- Yes ma'am. - Thank you, ma'am.
WAITRESS: You're welcome.
That's all that ask.
Just a date.
One date.
One minute I was-- oh, I hate you.
I hate you.
I hate you, and then the next minute,
let's figure this out because he is my friend.
This is someone that I've been with since I was 17 years old.
I'm a whole woman right now, so it's a different type of love.
What I don't want to do is keep experiencing the same hurt.
I understand that, Teshia. I'd never hurt you again.
I don't want to keep experiencing the same hurt.
I would never hurt you again.
I can't keep experiencing the same hurt.
I would never hurt you again.
I'm not-- I'm not her.
I'm not who I used to be. GLEN: Listen to me, man.
She gone.
GLEN: I will never hurt you again.
I'm so sorry.
I apologize a million more times if that's what it takes.
You and Josh, y'all are my life.
You understand that?
I need you.
Glen, you can't play with me.
GLEN: I'm not playing with you.
You can't play with me.
I'm just saying you can't play with me, Glen.
GLEN: If you give me another chance, I swear to God,
I would never play with you again in my life.
I can't let you play with me.
Do you understand what I'm telling you?
[MUSIC PLAYING]
I'm just so scared to love you again.
I'm just so scared.
[MUSIC PLAYING]
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