hey guys welcome to a new video wanna watch dvd perfect
okay so before i start eating i just want to make a few things clear calories are accounted for
this isn't a binge this is strictly just a meal okay so taco bell straw
i got a diet coke no it's actually diet pepsi they don't have diet coke so i prefer diet
coke i drink diet soda on the daily i actually drink like six a day so we're gonna try this
it doesn't give me the same effect as diet coke oh well it is what it is so
these are like one of my most favorite things from taco bell it is their doritos locos tacos
so for one of them is 170 calories which is not bad at all so i did get a few
update on me i sleep with my fan on um i use just like a regular jugular it's like a small fan but
it like stands tall i sleep for the sound of it plus i just like the room to be like absolutely
freezing while i'm sleeping and my girlfriend was never like that so now she's like starting
to really enjoy that i woke up in the middle of the night super hot and i was like why is it so
quiet in here like why isn't my fan working well turns out the power went out overnight
so me and my like paranoia like it's middle of night right and i'm over here like did i forget to
pay the bill which obviously like i'm responsible so no but i looked on the app just in case
no there was an outage because there was like a wee bit of a storm
last night it's supposed to like rain really hard today which i'm excited for but
that is so good
that's some great stuff
so the power is back on it was out for like well i would say about like three hours all
over so it's not bad the simplicity but the flavor is like crazy literally it's just meat
lettuce and cheese i don't do the supreme um because i don't need the tomato i don't need the
sour cream or whatever you want to do to it i just get the simple what packs the punch is definitely
the dorito shell i don't know if you guys know but um i actually am a dietitian so weird
like i'm a dietitian nutritionist i honestly didn't think it would ever happen
it's [ __ ] so weird i know all this knowledge i just don't put it into action
like my dreams have come true i only have one client though which is quite unfortunate
um his name is nicholas he's struggling cynthia don't know i have a dietitian her name is amber
you can look her up she's very famous her last name is ama kamina
with an h at the end i think it's italian anyways she i hired her because my last dietician kept
getting getting me all confused and i'm trying to heal these three ribs and i need nutritious treats
but you know i'm here to help that's all it is i'm just gonna help if you need help you know
i know it sounds like oh my god why are we like listening to a 500 pound girl
talk about this like she knows what she's talking about unfortunately i do
crazy
so things might start getting weird you'll see
y'all are about to like so this is just
what i do now i'm just neat inside
before anyone thinks
i'm trolling i'm not i promise
that's bomb
i'm uh
taking off the meat and the lettuce so my appointment's going up
jokes aside sorry i'm like really hungry look at my fingers
so my appointment's coming up for uh getting help from my binge eating
and i'm nervous i've stopped weighing myself daily because i have a feeling they're gonna tell me to
stop doing that y'all have recommended to kind of prepare for that appointment
and i was like nah you know there's nothing to really prepare for it like what do i do
if i think too hard about it i'm gonna talk myself out of like going to the appointment
um but i was thinking harder and i was like what i'm assuming is gonna happen might be completely
different than what's actually gonna happen i really feel like they're gonna have me intuitive
eat and no weighing myself that's like what i think they're gonna say do i want them to say that
i don't know i don't really know what i want i'm just like assuming at this point
to prepare myself for that i'm like okay let's stop weighing myself every day
so we'll see but my appointment sooner than you guys probably think it is i just don't
know if i want to like say the date out loud because a lot of the times i'll say something
out loud and then i won't follow through but i want to follow through like i have to do this
i'm actually really excited i've had people reach out to me saying like
how outpatient really helped them a few of them said that they were put on like eating plans
but i don't know why they went so i don't know if it's like
it was for like a different reason than why i'm going because i feel like with binge eaters
going on eating plan might only trigger so i don't know i know it's gonna be hard a lot of feelings
and emotions are gonna like fester because like i am seeing a psychologist and there's like
she works through it all and she works through the trauma i'm like thoroughly nervous but
i think it'll be good for me
look at all this i did not eat
like all the meat so i drastically lowered the calories on this for real i should have
had you guys closer like that oh my god the regret is real oh all right so the food's done
it was tasty i hope that you guys enjoyed i'll see you guys next video bye every time we say goodbye
they all see that it's a lie
cause we always give it one last try yeah you've watched me break a thousand times