I just knew at one point, it wasn’t no stopping me.
You heard me?
I knew that this moment was going to come. To put me right here with you.
“Untouchable” was the last song I recorded going in and the first one I recorded coming out.
During that time in jail, Fee had my baby mama play it to me on the phone.
And I had to think about it. I’m like, "Oh!
This shit crazy.
I forgot all about this song."
When I came home, that was the song they wanted me to release.
So, I put the second verse on some upgraded shit.
On some not at this point type shit.
I used to really doubt myself.
I used to think this shit wasn’t going to happen.
I literally wanted to quit and there had been times I had quit for a short period of time.
Like, a weekend and every time.
“You know what?
I gotta start back on this shit 'cause this what people fuck with me for.”
I wasn’t the best son.
I actually saw my mama cry one time.
Once.
She’s a strong woman, but I actually saw her cry one time.
Even for me to see that, I knew I had hurt her.
So basically I had to make up for all them nights.
Man, I dropped out of school in the ninth grade.
I passed the eighth grade.
I dropped out ‘cause my mind wasn’t in that shit.
Matter of fact, I didn’t even have the clothes or fucking shoes.
I ain’t feel comfortable going to school.
Fuck school but you stay in school though.
You stay in school 'cause it’s the best option for you.
Thanks to my mom and my grandfather I always had a roof over my head.
We always had fucking water but when you look in the refrigerator...
All the money go to bills and there ain’t shit in the house.
Shit was gutter, literally.
I guess I don’t act like a big brother.
I guess I’m a man figure towards him.
Not a father figure, a man.
That’s one of the reasons I want to go back to school and get my high school diploma.
So, he feel like, " That shit, yeah.
My brother did that."
Obviously he take after my steps anyway.
This nigga just got me kicked out my condo for stealing somebody’s fucking bike.
This nigga tripping.
Shit, just life lessons.
The challenges.
The every day life in any fucking state made me who I am.
Standing up and being strong with my situations I went through, made me who I am. But B.R.
did make a part of me.
But honestly that part of me that it made, I don’t want that shit no more.
Meek told me I had to get out of Baton Rouge ‘cause I was gonna die.
'Cause he know. He experienced this shit before with his young boys.
When I said that I meant basically, we’re unstoppable at this point.
The only thing stopping me is fucking jail or death now.
Me changing for the better is for my little boys.
And I say Montana too 'cause Montana give me anything.
I got money but I walk in the mall and still ask Montana to buy me this and he’ll buy it.
And Lil' Ben on go.
He with me.
Forever with me.
His name in my phone is forever with me with a red heart.
Yeah, Monique.
That's 33 mama.
She been with me since my grandma died.
She just been there for me, just supporting all the way – I think she paid for my first
studio sessions.
Love is a rare thing that I barely feel loved.
I only feel loved when I’m on stage and shit like that.