we always get in life a reflection of what we believe we deserve and if we
believe that we don't deserve money love or success then we will actually block
it out of our life now this video I believe will change your life because it
will help you to feel more worthy so that you have money love and its success
coming after you welcome back to another video my name is Erin and I hope people
expand their consciousness now in this video I'm gonna be sharing with you how
you can feel 100% worthy whole and complete of having money love and
success in your life and I'll tell you right now that I used to believe I
wasn't worthy of any of those and I'll get into the reasoning behind it in a
little bit and there's a little that will play on words their reasoning
because when we believe that we're not worthy hole complete of money love or
success then we continuously block it out of our life and this was something
that I experienced for years wondering thinking maybe I'm just not supposed to
be abundant in life thinking why is it so hard
believing that love I always had as I'm one was attracting certain types of
relationships into my life that were showing me that I wasn't worthy showing
me always kind of having a female in my life that was trying to control me that
had to do with my sense of worthiness and what I was comfortable feeling due
to past experience now let me show you this though as well this is our old self
think of this as the self that maybe doesn't feel worthy is not abundant is
conditioned by past experience the version of us that is in the autopilot
mind think in the same thoughts every day and it has the pain of the past kind
of wearing it on our back and that's all based on the meaning we give to our past
experience and the meaning we give to who we are now we are currently thinking
acting and feeling equal to this version of us now here's the thing and here's
what makes manifestation so much easier to understand if we want to create our
dream reality all we have to do is in imagine the best version of us that
feels worthy that is bold the version of us that is passionate that feels loved
and abundant imagine that version of us and then what we must do is simply be
that version of us now now this seems so simple and it's like well it's not that
easy and the only reason it's not easy is because we've been believing and
bought into this one for so long we've believed that and identified believing
we are the past we are conditioned we are in the autopilot mind we are not
abundant we are not worthy this is all been based on just autopilot that's it
when we can start to learn that we can become less of this and become more of
this this is how we experience amazing things in our life if you've read the
works of Nevel Godard even Joe Dispenza feeling the emotion now allows you to
perceive of the reality you want so think of it if we're not feeling worthy
we will get a reality that shows us that we are equal to not being worthy which
means people may treat you like you're not worthy
you may go in groups of people and feel like you're not enough or you have two
kind of people please or kind of agree with people in order to be worthy you
might feel that when it comes to money that you don't have enough of it and you
don't feel worthy of it and that's your reality all reality is is a reflection
of what we believe we deserve and who we believe we are so this video is going to
show you how to redo those reasonings the way that you see yourself so that
you can then experience more of the love and abundance that is in your life now
here's the other thing that I wanted to share now you could say yes I just have
to feel I just have to feel worthy if I feel worthy that I attract more of into
my life but this is how it really works the way that it really works is we first
have a belief a belief about who we are then that belief causes us to have a
feeling and then that feeling causes us to think thoughts consistent to the
feeling that is our state of being if we're in a certain state we think
certain thoughts and then our thoughts are equal to that feeling then those
thoughts lead to us saying hey maybe I'm going to take a certain type of action
maybe I'm not gonna go after my dreams because I
don't feel worthy maybe I'm not gonna go talk to that guy or girl over there
because I don't feel worthy and then that action or not action then leads to
a result which then fuels that same belief so for example the most common
limiting belief that there is is the belief I'm not enough and if we believe
I'm not enough then we will feel like we're not enough we will feel inadequate
insecurity and then from there we then think thoughts that are similar to that
now I'm not enough I'm not secure and then we will take the action or the non
action based on that end result and it becomes a perpetual cycle so this isn't
about just looking at the feeling and saying well I'm gonna feel worthy we
have to first off become aware of the belief the belief is the reasoning and
let me share with you a couple stories about how I went through this and even
more recently I've become aware of certain beliefs and meanings that I gave
to things in the past so for example I had a couple root experiences so am i
enough am i worthy when we say am i worthy we're really saying am i enough
and what happened was is I was thinking that I wasn't enough because of past
experience and that's where most people get caught up most people are caught in
the knots of their past believing that their past is who they are identified
with past experience thinking this is Who I am if I wasn't worthy in the past
and how am I ever going to be worthy in the future but the part here that's
important to understand is the identity the identification so for example when
we look at this I found certain route experiences we all have route
experiences of things that have happened in the past where we then gave things
meaning that then became on autopilot and those things that were then based on
that meaning then sin to run themselves out in subconscious ways for example I
had this one called clown boys what I wrote right here I had this one
experience with my I became aware of this actually while deep into meditation
actually I kind of even remembered it consciously but I forgot about it
because sometimes in the busyness of life you forget about sort
memories and I asked myself why don't I feel worthy why do I feel such a desire
to prove myself to people and why do I feel inadequate and insecure and I
remembered this one memory that I had back when I was younger my dad didn't
mean this I love my dad dearly however at the time he was probably trying he
probably had his own reasons for doing this and when I was about nine ten years
old I did this weird thing with my tongue or what I would do is I would
lick like the sides of my mouth don't know why I did it
I'm sure there's you look up Louise hay or something you can hear your life so
there's a thing about it but I was doing that I was looking the sides of my mouth
and what happened was then it caused a rash that would go right around my mouth
where then it would turn red and then it looked like I had this white this red
thing going around my mouth and I remembered that I was very insecure of
it and my dad noticed it and I'm sure my dad had good intentions at some level
about this my dad's a very caring person but he maybe he just wasn't aware in
this moment when we were in a car and I was with him and I think it was also
with the influence of my ex stepmom who may have told him like you need to tell
him to stop doing that or something like that that's the feeling I have but he
was saying like why you keep doing this thing like it's gonna keep the rash
there and then he's like he's like you keep doing it he's like okay clown boy
clown boy and he said it like that I remember I just started crying because
here the way that we view our parents is normally the way that we view God in a
way that's who is bringing us up and that's why a lot of times you'll notice
that a lot of people that maybe don't have much they don't want to connect to
their spirituality sometimes it's because their relationship with their
parents may have reflected back something to them and therefore that's
how they then viewed reality spirituality the way the world works so
in that moment though I felt insecure and even the person that I probably look
to the most in the whole world thinks and calls me clown boy and the meaning I
then gave that situation was that I not worthy I am insecure and I am not
enough and for a long time after that there was a lot of times where I was
always trying to prove myself I then started associate that if I can do
certain things then maybe I will finally be worthy if I then and then I I even
realized for a long time I was really seeking his approval over anything he
wanted me to I know he wanted me to like go to college and get a degree I went to
college for a year or two but it wasn't my passion I knew I wanted to do
something different and I found myself feeling guilty like I wasn't enough and
secure do I have his validation and then there was another experience that was
1/root experience that clearly came to my mind in meditation and then it was
also in my conscious mind and then obviously you've probably heard of my
story before of my ex stepmom my ex stepmom was in my life between seven and
fifteen years old during that time my brother and I had
almost zero freedom whatsoever we weren't allowed to have friends we
weren't allowed to do normal kids stuff like watch TV and ride bikes and stuff
we were normally locked outside of the house and had to do yard work drinking
water out of a hose my brother and I would try to make time go by if we we
were also not given that much food so we'd get a bowls here in the morning TV
dinner at night we were both very skinny my dad divorced when I was 15 years old
and at all the sudden then my brother and I have all this freedom and it was
like a whole new reality however I because I was talked down to physically
mentally and emotionally abused by my ex stepmom between that time I felt like I
wasn't enough I felt like my value wasn't there and the thing is is that
remained on autopilot I actually experienced that of someone was some
female figure was always in my life that was very similar to my extant mom trying
to control me because I was comfortable with that emotions and the meaning I
gave to a woman is that women want to control me woman controlled my dad
the woman could and then and then she controlled me this is just how it is
so even after my ex stepmom 15 years old comes around then I have all this
freedom then about 18 years old I have I had a girlfriend before that that was
also a little bit controlling and then I had
a girlfriend for four years that was contrite and control me
very jealous tanned like if I was hanging out with friends I thought my
energy was too much and I dealt with that and then I was working at
Nordstrom's and woman shoes broke up with her a couple years later then guess
what I got transferred from one department to a new department that new
department had a manager that was almost the same personality as my ex stepmom
it's very interesting how that works and here was the game changer years into
it we were trying to get her fired for a long time because she was so in the
department because she was so she would say and do things that she shouldn't
gotten away with but she was protected by upper management nothing ever
happened you want to know when everything changed was when I realized
these things I realized from the past that I was given things a meaning then I
was my past I believe that the heaviness of my past was Who I am and then I
changed that meaning I saw the meaning in a completely new way I then was able
to see that those things that happened to me were actually positive because it
led me to becoming more aware it led to waking me up and if you're here right
now then let me tell you something you are waking up to more of who you are the
things that happen in your past led you to going within it served a purpose when
I realized that the pain of my ex stepmom and all that stuff led to my
spiritual awakening I then changed the meaning of the past now realize this
this is the scale of consciousness right here we have shame fear anger that's
where I lived for a long time was in fear and anger the neutrality was where
I learned meditation I learned how to observe my thoughts to observe the
things that happen in the past then what happened is I became aware of the
reasoning the reasoning is the meaning I gave meaning to things in the past I
gave the meaning to my ex stepmom situation as I am not worthy
I gave meaning to the whole I have ADHD and can't focus thing and then realize
that I agree to it we are the ones that make up these meanings and now many
times many other people may agree and see and
yes of course that's a meaning that you should agree with I would agree with
that too yeah you shouldn't have experienced that when you were younger
but here's the thing we have to realize that we generated the meaning when we
see that we generated the meaning and agreed to it in the first place we can
then change it by reframing it I think that a lot of the extant mom stuff
happened because then it led me to my spiritual awakening so that I can now
help so many people that's me changing the meaning when I
change the meaning it changed my life in so many different ways so our worthiness
is directly correlated with how that our sense of value are we enough and if we
have this big value system in our mind these rules that say I know that I will
feel worthy once X Y Z then we're putting our sense of worthiness outside
of ourselves let me tell you something this will change your life understanding
this right here you are worthy and valuable for just being you that's it
you don't need to do anything for me to love you you don't need to do anything
or be in a certain type of way for me to accept you you are worthy for being you
you add something unique and special into the world there is no one in the
world that can do what you do in the way that you do it everything on this planet
has a purpose if you were to watch different nature documentaries the way
the seasons work the way everything in nature work it all has a purpose and it
is part of this rhythm of life and if we can agree that everything has a purpose
you have a purpose and you have a purpose and something that you're meant
to be in body and in this life and the more you embody that the more value you
put out into the world when I started doing what I'm passionate about which is
these making these videos I started to feel more you don't want to get it and
think that you what you do is what makes you worthy but you need to know that
I am Who I am right now me making videos as Who I am sharing these ideas as who I
am the more you tap into who you are the more valuable you will feel and when you
get rid of those past meanings that you gave things that's when you start to
become free you may have give things in the past the meaning that I feel anger
fear whatever shame for what happened in the past that's why it feels so heavy
right now and you've thought and identified with your past and that's
what's brought it into the present moment and then you said I'm not enough
you are enough you don't have to do anything to be enough you just are when
you lessen the degree of the rules you have as to what it takes for you to feel
valuable that's where everything begins to change
when you realize your own worthiness when you believe that you are enough
because you see that you don't need to be in the level of reasoning reasoning
is where all the pain happened in the first place I'm not worthy I believe
this I believe that that's all reasoning the truth is you are loved you are loved
and you have value just by being you that's it this whole belief thing is
from the reasoning and below paradigms now will still use this in our life but
the key is knowing who you are at your core you are loved the more you tap into
who you really are expressing it not caring what people think is the more
free you are going to feel so realize that you are enough and all you have to
do is get to the core experiences that caused you to feel like you're not
enough there may be many of them there are many more than just two for me but
as I become aware of them I then see them for what they are just meanings
things I gave meaning to in the past they are not really Who I am and then as
I change the meaning it then changes my life you see we all have a story we tell
ourselves we have a story that says that I'm not enough I'm not worthy I'm not
abundant that's just a story and if you want to be worthy all you got to do is
let go of this story and realize that you really are loved at
your core you are enough you are enough and you have value just by being you and
when you lesson and you re do that in your mind remember because belief comes
from the meaning then your feeling will come and you will finally feel like
you're enough and when you're in that feeling state you will perceive of
opportunities you will perceive of more money in your life you will perceive and
be at the right place at the right time to attract love that's all it really
takes but the key to this is feeling 100% worthy whole and complete by
completing the past and realizing you have value for being you and if you
didn't know one of my most popular meditations I have is on feeling wonder
scent worthy only complete and completing those past experiences listen
up for 21 days it will transform your life and it will allow more money love
and success to come into your life I'll go ahead and link that below plus an end
card right here you can click on it and listen to that for 21 days read the
comments and see what's possible other than that you are enough peace much love