Was it a yes?
I mean... should I really answer him?
I'm Pierre Exo I'm 24 I'm Stephanie Weinberg. I am 43 years old.
And if I could describe our relationship
Its fiery
Rock-paper-scissors
Oh my God, what's that?
You don't know that- she's from Europe, so how about you just you go rock okay?
Just put your hand out.
Just just leave it here rock paper scissors. Okay, you go first
Like any couple of this digital world we met through social media
specifically IG, Instagram, you actually slid into my DMs and
You messaged me about my voice. Well basically, he liked a few of my pictures and
I went on his profile, and I got very interested
And I started liking and I start like watching his videos what he's doing and I've been really caught with his voice
And I just messaged him, and I I told him that
He had an amazing voice, and we started talking like that
I was like okay
Supermodel. She looks fairly interesting. I think we could get along
You're you're also slightly intimidating as well. You still are actually
Are you kidding me? Look at that!
Oh my God!
Really?
I mean a little bit. No way.
Oh come on, you're like a supermodel. You're like a Swiss supermodel. You're a rockstar!
There are pictures of you like half naked
I would describe our relationship as like like a volcano, just in
Mount Vesuvius, just- like they're like just boiling underneath a saute pan you know?
Repay for this medium-rare steak. Okay? He's like the pizza, and I'm like the fire
Yeah, I mean it's super passionate. It's super- I don't know what I can- what I can
Say. It's super intense. Passionate.
This is a good question actually
so we actually had an argument and
Where I stand is that I don't really know exactly
And I kind of prefer it that way. Our relationship is like the perfect representation of like a digital,
Postmodern world where there are absolutely no labels
No gender, and no age or like anything to define what the hell we're experiencing in this short amount of three months
And if I could find a label to describe what the hell just happened it would be nearly impossible
He's my boyfriend
No yeah, I mean yeah, he knows that but he doesn't want it
But the thing is like I don't fear any word, and I don't fear any
Problems, like regarding a relationship. He fears these kind of things so for me
This is like a normal thing so this guy is my boyfriend. Yes. I want to see him when I have free time
I don't want to see another one
Well, I'd like to go with the label-less route
I like to think that we're just doing what we're doing and we're having fun doing it
I think it's too soon to say whether we are boyfriend or girlfriend or not
But I do I do enjoy the time we spend together and I think it's important too. Yeah, it's very important
I agree. I know you know it's another I know it's fine. I know everything about that
To be patient
to be patient, I've learned to be patient. To be patient and
To listen to him
He is- sometimes he's depressed, is going in this dark place, and I know that you know like sometimes
You know you speak and you- you have to just let it out like this you you feel all so better like it's important
And it's important that he has somebody with who he can talk to and I told him that
And I because I want to know him like it's not that I want just to like hang out. Yeah, that's
That's cool
You know? No I want to know him like I want to know him really you know like also when he's sad
Or he is pissed off or whatever some other- what is making Pierre "Pierre"
Yeah
Yeah, I love him of course I think he's amazing he's just
Otherworldly
Yeah
I think so. I think it was a yes
Was it a yes?
You know it already you can feel it anyway. Yeah, I can feel it. Yeah, so of course. I love you
Damn
I do in one particular way, I mean
I'm not even sure what love actually is within myself
So maybe I got to figure that out before I start sending it out to other people
I know I don't want to give you the wrong information
Who knows if I'm right?
With that being said I do care for you a lot, and I hope the best for you
And I really support you with everything that you do you
You know I get these episodes of like
Just complete hopelessness within myself for you to see something and someone as young as me
and like to really just
Believe in me and the way that you do is something that I don't think I've ever experienced I
I don't want him to be depressed because he has
so much in himself
He's so talented
and he has everything he could. This is frustrating me so much because I want him to be happy
And yeah, this is what I would I would say to him
There is opportunity you are so talented you can't make it like really
Right here, and if you make it here you will make it everywhere and you can because you are
fucking talented
Like you have everything to do it like I trust in you so much, and this is not only me
For some reason it's I'm kind of resistant to believing these things. I don't know I need I think I need to work on a
form of acceptance.
But you know I'm just for my whole life. I'm just so used to
negative responses and rejections, or it becomes almost weird to receive anything else and
You know I almost longed for rejection because that's all I know
But to hear you and believe in me so much, I think you're slowly teaching me a language that
I'm starting to understand
And I really thank you for that
and that's why I really care about you
I think you're I think you're a beautiful person
I think you're extremely unique, and you're also also extremely talented
But on top of that you believe in yourself like no other and that's something the rest of the world needs to learn
and I think that's
one of the big purposes that you have here to show people that
I'm gonna cry
I'm gonna cry oh my god
Yeah, but really you got something special, too
And I think I think everyone's starting to see as well
Just like you
*quietly* Just like you