It's very much like I finally decided that I have every single right to go off on every
fucking body and say whatever I want to anybody, because I've paid my dues.
I've done everything the right way.
Now I'm gonna do everything however the fuck I want.
"Today I Decided" was very much like me being fed up.
It was when I decided that not only is people that fucked me over in the past can get it,
everybody else needs to be on high alert.
Like, "Yo.
Snow's not fucking playing with y'all no more.That's kind of my feeling with that.
You don't need it to be a new year, you don't need it to be a new week, you don't need it
to be anything.
You literally could have woke up on a Tuesday and decided today that today's the limit on
this and you're gonna now move this way and that's completely fine.
Every time you evolve people go, "Oh.
You changed."
But, it's like I did change for the better.
Somebody recently said, "I miss the old Snow."
I'm like, I sure fucking don't.
Figuratively I guess there's a lot of people that do, do some shady shit.
I feel like a lot of people hand me the scissors to cut them off, but they didn't have to hand
me them in my back type shit.
There's a video on YouTube where I went shooting with this dude for I think BET or MTV or something
like that.
Guys, I guess hood dudes think that only hood dudes can fucking shoot, but I gotta pretty
good aim. So, that's what I was talking about.
Half of these idiots dumb as a brick.
Like, it doesn't take that much to fucking hold a gun and be able to do it.
It's easy.
Imagine if this fucking industry really just took so many years of your life and fucked
with you.
Fuck music, just fucked with your soul, fucked with your brain, fucked with you.
All I'm saying is if I did wanna quit and I was still in this frustrated place I was
that day, I would probably take some people out.
I'm not there no more.
Pretty happy.
I got a puppy; feel good.
My lawyers told me to say that.
That's touching on suicide, I guess.
I'm literally saying, "Yo, I'm gonna self-destruct and fuck up some shit with me."
We can't fear, you know what I'm saying, talking about certain shit.
It's a real feeling; doesn't mean I'm gonna fucking do it or anything, but that's where
I was.
I literally fucking Kris Jenner'ed these people, to where I literally gave you a personality.
So, when people go talk shit, I feel like, "Wow, really?"
Either I'ma wind up whoopin' your ass," which I did offer.
That would be terrible too.
I'd probably end up getting sued, 'cause I can fight.
So, what I'ma do?
Talk shit.
The same thing keeps happening; people keep thinking, "Oh, I can just join Snow.
I can just grow with her and then I can just dip and do my own thing.
"Yo, if you wanted to do your own thing, don't come benefit off my thing and then go just
do your own thing."
Build it from the ground up.
But it's funny everybody always wants to do their own thing once they've benefit off your
thing.
How does it feel that you know and I know and there's plenty evidence and there's plenty
shit, and I ever decided to act as fuck-ass as you're acting, I would fuck your whole
shit up.
This whole point of the song is like, I did not do this until I went to you directly and
said, "hey stop talking shit about me."
"Hey maybe you should not do that because its gonna have other repercussions that you
don't want none of.
I define clout chasing as, You can't get attention through your talents, so you start doing shit
that doesn't have anything to do with any amount of talent, it just literally is like,
"let me get attention somehow!"
Like, even a little kid in a kindergarten is like a clout chaser, like, "I don't get
attention, so I'm gonna fucking break some shit."
Like, those are the kids that you wanna like, spank, like, sorry if that's wrong, or whatever,
I come from a Mexican household, sometimes you need a fucking ass whooping.