As it felt so good to be home I love it oh I think this
with all the drama going on this week has been hard on me how you doing good
but just being around and being with Hannah again it feels so refreshing I
know her feelings are strong and real and she is ready to take that next step
so today I have a special day planned just for her and I'm taking her to a
place that's very important to me because family is everything tonight
yes mom dad this is Hannah I'm so happy that I'm the girl he wants to take home
to meet his mom and dad I mean that's a really big deal so of course I want to
make a good impression well no I actually can't believe I'm here um I
wouldn't have done this crazy journey if it wasn't Colton that you told me why
why the way I could handle himself through his experience on this side was
really appealing to me and I think it showed a lot of about his heart and what
type of partner he would be so I see that glimpse of like what life would be
like just as soon and it's good that's awesome
Chad go talk to her yeah I'm innocent I'll tell you what I think my mom and my
dad are gonna shoot me straight always because I know how much they love me
and they know how much I love them and they're always gonna give me the advice
that I need whether I want to hear it or not
how are you doing right now how are you doing holding up with everything that's
happening and I mean there's times where it's it's been very challenging I don't
know how many you know young ladies are left but it's not got to be a seven okay
yeah this has got to be when it's getting really tough for you yeah and I
was on a date this week in which another woman here expressed to me that there's
still people here that aren't ready and be careful of that
go I trust your gut more than I would ever trust the comments of anybody else
this is about you yeah at the end of this do you see yourself you know ready
to have an engagement I am so ready for engagement or marriage how do you think
his feelings are for you I'd love to know I have um but the last time we
really had a serious conversation was me telling him I was falling in love with
him but he definitely hasn't said that back to me again well Hannah's here so
what happed about Hannah I mean obviously you could tell Hannah is
incredible and amazing and while we were in Thailand she told me that she was
falling in love with me but I'm not there yet and like now that I have a
feeling like I know everybody I can't help but to start comparing some of
these relationships you're ready to do to take that next step with some other
women do you feel that those women you know how you make them feel yeah and do
you feel those women are ready to move to the next step the two that I'm taking
the hometowns I do this is where I knew it was gonna start getting really hard
on you yeah it's been a lot harder than I thought it was
because family is so big deal so you have when you do this you have to make
your decision and you can't second-guess it but you know what you have a great
gut you have a great instinct you always have what do you want to do what's your
gut tell you right now so are you in love with kolten yes I mean I guess my
advice to you is be open and honest with them is zucchini yeah wear your heart on
your sleeve it's there nothing bill I mean yeah this point you have nothing to
lose hmm I know how my feelings are I'm ready to just really dive deep into this
relationship hopefully bring him home to mama and daddy but I think it's
understanding his feelings that's what's hard this is real yeah I mean you're
talking about somebody you're gonna spend the rest of your life with but I
can't help but keep in mind that I do have other women in this don't
second-guess yourself don't second-guess your gut it's not gonna mislead you yeah
I feel like up to this point I have done a good job of trusting my gut I love you
okay anybody but I'm to a point now where I have to compare how these women
make me feel and that's what I'm struggling bye guys love ya
even going through today leaves me so unsure so I just have a tough choice
ahead of me
okay what okay yeah yeah I'm good thank you second chair I know that Hannah is
falling in love with me and I'm still not there yet but heading into tonight
our relationship deserves the chance to see if we can get there so I need this
evening more than anything
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