So what are you guys hoping for the night I hope I get that rose and what
are you gonna do to get it whatever it takes huh
just like for volleyball just like the game today I feel like a lot of the
girls here may think that they have a stronger connection with Sean then they
really do but you know this isn't a sprint it's a marathon and I think it
would speak volumes if I got the Rose tonight because I
really feel like I have a ton to offer so I have something super serious to
talk to you about when you were kind of describing what you look for in a woman
well you're looking at her well there's a lot that I don't know about you
you're obviously a beautiful girl and I can just tell that you have a genuine
heart thank you I have to tell you if we were to get married I feel like I will
bring such a light airy fun atmosphere I could tell I love that I feel the same
way relationship should be you know yeah fun you are kidding me girl okay it's
funny how people are so different with us than they are when they are gonna see
Sean right like I've cried times where she's just looking just like staring
it's creepy I don't have any other word for it it's creepy very much I think
Amanda is really questionable I honestly don't know if she's here for Sean Sean
is just this great positive guy and then you see Amanda and she's just kind of
dark and she's just kind of creepy I'm hoping Sean I can see right through it
and not give her the rose tonight so being in the atmosphere that we were in
today I was able obviously to show Sean a different side of me and I'm really
looking forward to getting her I mean you killed it today so I think
that it has nothing to do with volleyball nothing
after watching the tension building between Desiree and Amanda I realized
that I don't think it's gonna be something that I Sean finds attractive
and so I'm kind of wondering do I tell him
we're doing this on my terms now she's taking charge I don't think he'll
tolerate drama so I'm gonna try to use that to my advantage and I'm gonna be a
little selfish right now I can bring it
so what's up a lot like what I feel like I've been punched in the face why um I
don't feel like it's my place but at the same time it's gonna come between us if
I don't see something mm-hmm um I've been caught between a rock and a hard
spot in the house and um between two girls and it's been between us right and
Amanda desiree has felt that there is something negative in Amanda that she
needs to stay away from but Desiree and I are friends so to put me in the middle
because Desiree's confided to me but yet I don't want there to be there was just
different dynamics between the two and I didn't understand you know and I can't
be myself
why are you saying something to me
they both seem fine and neither one of them has have said anything to me about
it and I don't want to be the person who
does but at the same time I'm stuck in the middle so I have to tell you what's
going on and I'm not a drama person I'm not and I think that's why this has kind
of been hard for me this time it hurt it hurts me because I don't want to hurt
either of them mm-hmm and at the same time that's going on and when that's
going on I'm having a hard time being myself
because um I'm worried about that but actually more importantly like why are
you involving yourself even if it's I've asked myself that too why focus any of
your attention on it you know I don't want you to think that
you're not my focus because you are I wouldn't have come back here for any
other reason I really I guarantee you're the only reason we're um is this gonna
be something that bothers you no I just want you to
I want you to act like Casey I know not like this crazy person that I'm seeing I
want you to be Casey you know I know I'm scared my plan just doesn't seem to be
painting hook the way I thought it would this is not what I expected it out this
is not what I wanted to happen I could have lost out on my chance you know and
it's kind of freaking me out this has been a night I'd prefer to
rewind and start again or completely forget about pick this guy
up today was one of my favorite days I got to see other sides to people here
that I haven't seen before and I appreciate your honesty in your openness
and even though I know it's difficult sometimes you know I appreciate your
communication and followed that being said
Lindsay are you accept this rose Oh Lindsay gets thrust and I look like a
crazy person who can't handle office drop at this point I'm really scared of
what's gonna happen to me because I have screwed up I'm so confused right now
champagne oh thank you ma'am I only came here because it's Shawn and I'm here for
him to know me more and so now I'm stuck here's to a gorgeous man whoo I like
that way I came here once and it wasn't this hard and I'm here again I told you
it was gonna be home
I'm not supposed to cry sir
you