- And then here, at nearly 19 with all of these followers,
I don't even know what is real
and what is not because I've let myself be defined
by something that is so not real.
("Palm Reader Instrumental")
To a lot of people, I made it.
I had half a million people
interested in me on social media.
("Palm Reader Instrumental")
I was surrounded by all this wealth,
and all this fame, and all this power,
and yet, they were all miserable,
and I had never been more miserable.
I let myself be defined by numbers.
The only time I felt better about myself
really was the more followers, the more likes,
and the more views I got online.
I didn't know myself without social media
and without my physical appearance.
I was Googling models, like centimeters
of their waists and their thighs,
and then measuring my own to compare.
There are so many things I could have done
with my time 'cause I was just living in a screen,
wishing that people would value me.
And that's all that I thought I should do,
and it's not real.
("Palm Reader Instrumental")
I'm not against social sharing,
I'm against the current status of social media.
I was miserable.
I had it all, and I was miserable
'cause when you let yourself be defined by numbers,
you let yourself be defined by something
that is not pure, that is not real,
and that is not love.
("Palm Reader Instrumental")