In Japan which things got a little bit more escalated so that is me on 2.0
Good morning everybody I hope you're doing wait
(hello everybody in Japan)
I got an app today I saw a news today you can finally have a body of your dream that you can try it out.
you can move with it and it can move with your face
But you guys watch this if I kept going on like this for the rest of the day
Good morning everybody it's actually quite late in the day
I was editing all this morning, but now I need to get ready because I'm going to an event in Hong Kong
It's the Guerlain a event so I am going to take you guys with me
I'm going to get dressed now change my makeup up just a little bit like my lips and maybe add some
eyeliner or something and get dressed do my hair and
Then we're gonna head out
Whoa oh my god
I don't know how people
Put those whitening strips in and go about their life like they aren't even there like my best friend can do it
She picked me up when I was in Toronto
Last time and she had a whitening stripper in her mouth, and she could talk she could do everything
You are what?
I don't know. I I'm not one of those people that's a gifted with that talent I guess
How did you do that? There's so much spit and like buildup in my mouth
I can't I can't like swallow when they're in for some reason I feel like I'm swallowing chemicals
Alright, so I think my hair is pretty much done. I don't know
I'm going for this wavy messy look
I think I'll just get dressed and then I'll fix the last pieces
Honestly doesn't matter what I do when I go out in Hong Kong humidity. It's all gonna fall later
I'm gonna do a bold lip today. I'm wearing
I'm wearing something. I normally wouldn't wear
Actually so hard to do eyeliner when you already have mascara on I probably should have just started over
Drawing? drawing on my face yeah, I'm gonna make myself look good
Almost like don't want to go now.
I hate the pressure
I know, but it's like bringing back like flashbacks
like I don't know anybody and then
I feel like my hair is not good enough, my eyeliners not straight
just cover my face with my hair like I always do, my makeup doesn't need to be straight or anything
Alright makeup and hair is done now. I need to get changed, and I'm wearing something
I wouldn't normally wear. I feel like I don't want anything like it before it's pretty sexy probably a little too sexy for me
It's definitely too sexy for me actually I'm wearing a thing on the inside. You'll see what I mean in a second
I wore two top on the inside actually this is
Usually completely open and see through this middle part,
but I don't feel that comfortable wearing you like that
So I just threw in a little tube top and what question I have her people doesn't get where they put their underwear with these
tight dresses like you can see the lines and
if I like move it up you see the lines because this part see-through if I move it down you see the lines and I
Don't want to not wear underwear because that would be
Really uncomfortable and also I had this thing happened to me before in Hong Kong at an event
Where there was mirrors placed on the floor? I don't know whose fault it was,
but basically when all the press photos were released you could see up under my skirt, so thank God
I was wearing underwear, so I've been scarred for life for that reason, so I'm always careful below
What's underneath my skirt? Yeah that happened to me.
I decided not to go with the hot pink lips, but this dress was given to me by the store on Queen and they
They give me a coat for 50% off if you use th
You can use Taytay for 15% off, I'm sorry
I've become that person, but I don't want it's not an affiliate link or anything
I don't get anything out of it, so if you like this dress or you're on their website
They ship overseas,
and you see something you like and use that code get 15% off why not
so thank you to them for this dress
And yeah giving you guys a little discount if you want it
This is gonna be my first big fashion event back in hong kong, a toilet, but it is close um
Since moving back to Hong Kong
I've been to a lot of events before
But I've been kind of out of it since I was in Japan for three years
I haven't really gone to anything here, and I feel like a lot has changed since then a lot of people have changed
I probably won't know many people so I have to sort of
climb my way back up again, and I'm pretty nervous because
It's weird I'm a really shy person actually when I first meet people. I'm really shy I know you well
I'll open up to you, but an on camera I can do things like maybe I don't come with a crush
I on YouTube, but I am like alone in my room most the time
Or I don't know it's weird on YouTube I can do it
I don't know how to explain it
but in
Real life when I face the face of people or like
Yeah, these events where you need to make small talk and like it go up to people I just can't so I'm always like
I don't know I was so nervous to go to these things at least I'm not going alone
I should know a couple people there at least if that would help and
I I've been to so many nice events in Hong Kong and like have really happy memory, but I also had a couple
Negative times one was the one I just mentioned and another one basically at that time
It is before I left I started youtube here
Just a little bit a little bit of social media side a bit of a following and
I was in my dolly phase taylor 2.0. I guess it would be and
So my agency at the time would send me to event and how it would work here was if your
Agency wanted you to get a bigger name or get more media attention
They would kind of slide you in with one of their more famous models
And you kind of tag along and ride their coattails. I guess to some events
so there this is one model with my agency
She's beautiful. She's so kind. She's nice.
She let me go along with her
I just remember one specific time. I went to this
I forget which brand it was some high fashion event and
Models here all dressed very well
And a lot of nice jewelry in really beautiful fashion, and I showed up with my Liz Lisa dress
And I just felt really judged
I remember like usually I would go on and take a picture like a press photo with the model
I was with or something and then when I went to go do it
I was stopped and they kind of just let her go ahead and held me back and I remember
this person looking at me and looking up and down looking on my shoes, and they're like oh cute shoes and
then like
So I just I just always remember feeling super uncomfortable because I'm not the most outgoing
I won't just go up to people and talk to them if they're complete strangers even if I want to and
I didn't always blend in fashion wise
I don't know. I just
So I'm like getting back into it again. This is a completely different style, and I love Hong Kong with
But I'm still a firm believer on wearing what you want to wear and
Doing what makes you feel comfortable and doing
What makes you feel happy you don't have to care what other people think of you
I completely still believe in that and I still am gonna go in with that attitude
I'm kind of running late
I just have these thoughts stuck in my head like nothing's good enough my hair my makeup my clothes
it's like something about this stuff and
I'm clear. I'm not I'm totally overthinking it because it's not even gonna matter, and no one's even probably good care at all but
Okay
It's pretty.
Really
I don't feel pretty
I was like trying to think of excuses for not to go
Why?
I don't know
Something about Hong Kong events gives me
Make a breakthrough day
Go, Kill it.
Wow, they set up a wall thing
I arrived at the event here it is
and here's me standing in the corner looking all nervous and awkward until I saw someone I knew and
That broke the ice, so I started feeling a whole lot more comfortable
honestly, I don't know what my problem was today, but
Yeah, got a little bit easier from there, and I ended up having a lot of fun. Here is what the event look like
Mine is like a big open mouth
That is actually really chill, I don't know why I was freaking out
I told you
I survived my first event in Hong Kong
I got this in the goodie bag
Apparently this serum works wonders all the makeup artists use it here, and you use that under your makeup
It's like two drops of this oil and your skin becomes so smooth, so I cannot wait to try that first things first
I'm going to get out of this dress. I can't wait to eat breathe and just be comfortable
Pretty, but it's tight
11:00 I'm having my dinner finally
Which is just yogurt and granola and blueberries my boyfriend's been obsessed with this lately and now he's gotten me into it
So good with everything inside
crunchy
sweet
Creamy and
Then you got all the nuts and seeds and
goodness nutrition
Yeah, I'm also having I had a huge bowl of papaya. I've been obsessed with papaya and
Dragon fruit lately I eat a big bowl every day
Also having that I already had a pie, and I'm going to have this
you say Hi to them
I had such a nice night. I got to
See a lot of old friends and people I've worked with and meet some new ones
And I don't know why I was so scared the first
Event is always the most difficult, but it was really chill actually I think beauty events are
Pretty chill here, so I've heard. For what has changed since I last went. It's been three years, so
Yeah
Yeah wait I guess I'm gonna
I'm gonna end the vlog here, so thank you so much for watching. I will see you guys in my next video