excuse me can i help
you what's the single most remote place
i can get to from the next bus
here's my montana uh great sky country
great i've been wanting to work on my
tan
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did you pressure check the apu's i did
relax okay this time tomorrow night
you'll be the fastest pilot on earth
right now you're mine
hey hey
this is the one hour week i get with you
there's just a lot riding on tomorrow
it all goes well i'm on the next mercury
mission
that's right become a poster child for a
country who hates you you know that i've
had my eye on mercury all of a sudden
it's a problem for you
i put in for a discharge larry
what i'm done
tiptoeing around these narrow-minded
meatheads had sooner kick my ass then
look at me if they knew who i really was
i'm out are you serious
come with me
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ugh
uh
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no
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levels are off the charts you're a
danger to everyone around you
not
cheryl listen to me whatever those
doctors told you is [ __ ]
i'm gonna get better and i'm gonna walk
out of this place okay
i promise you just hang on a little
longer for me
i've been hanging on a long time now
larry
i don't think i can do it anymore cheryl
please
larry hillary there bud
it's john i'm here with a few of the
boys
we heard you were taking visitors so we
hopped in my truck and
i'll be right here
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go
hey lair uh i didn't read you buddy you
want to run that back by me
go
copy that
i hate that word hero
it's dangerous the title other people
hang on you
and you're supposed to carry it around
but that's what you all are right
now
i tried being a hero once and it
destroyed everything i had
you're lucky
lucky you can't live for other people
you have to be true to yourself
you're learning that now it took me a
lifetime to figure that out
if we're stuck with each other the least
you can do
is understand me
we may share memories but you have no
idea how hard it was living this way
the lies the fear
the threat of losing everything if
anyone so much has questioned
my sexuality you want to fill in the
margins
of this nightmare
at the flight crew locker room the gay
jokes
echoing off the walls add the two boys
found dead
and hogtied outside pendleton you want
to know why i couldn't be with john
you want to know what's missing from
this fantasy
[ __ ] context wow
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you have no idea how long i waited to
hear those words
i'm preaching to the choir
no
i wanted you to admit it to yourself
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that's just one problem
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missing the sunset
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dark corner away from everybody
one dance okay one dance i'll take what
i can get
hey you asked for context here it is
we're in the heart of the happening
there i know this is it i get it i did
right now we could go anywhere we could
do anything
but we can't because even in this dream
or whatever the hell this is you're
still worried about what other people
think
no no no yes yes you are
yes you are if you're not running from
the military it's your wife
and if it's not your wife then it's a
table of perfectly wonderful guys that
is not it i just want us
alone i want to be with you then be with
me larry here
we're at the table or at the bar what
does it matter as long as we're together
okay
okay you're right okay i need to change
don't you think you would if you could
have by now
you've got to let go larry the world has
changed and you've stayed the same
never breaking out of your damn box what
kind of life is that
john john i swear i'll change just give
me a chance
i'm a lot of chances larry i don't want
to spend my last days like this
what you want a chance take one
john john
john
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john
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i can't believe you came
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hey
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what i said in the bar it was selfish of
me to bring my crap into our
fantasy i'm sorry are you kidding i'm
here because of what you said
the truth is i haven't really lived much
since the accident
you were my last real thing
and i still feel bad about sending you
away
you know when i told you i loved you at
the motel
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i meant it
i wanted you to know that in case i
don't get another chance to tell you
i did yet for christ's sake
now that i think of it there is a
relationship
i want to tell you about
go on go on
it's not a traditional relationship per
se but
there's something inside me
i wouldn't say we're friends but
there's definitely a connection there
for years i didn't know
what it was or what it wanted
but now i think i might
hey
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sleep well my friend
i'm here today
my love i'm here to tell you that
my love i've never been so
sure my love
i'm giving you my heart
and if the sun could speak
and all the birds could draw
with me they'll sing out
myself funny
i'm giving you my heart
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thank you
you