How do I love you?
I love you hard.
I love you aggressive.
I love you overbearing.
I love you all the time.
I love you all the way in every way.
Like, I love you.
I love you. I love you.
You feel me?
I've never been
with anybody
as long as I've been with you.
I've never spent
as much personal time
with anybody as I have with you.
You know what I mean?
So, like, the love we have is just.
It's just real, and it's hard,
and it's just like it's hard to control.
Oh, why do you love me?
Hmm.
Oh, we literally just talked about this.
That’s crazy. - Uh, where do I begin?
Okay.
I love you
because
you're so caring
and you're passionate
in everything that you do,
whether it
be, you know, your whole, like,
even this engineering, marketing,
little mathy stuff or... - Little mathy stuff.
Or just, like,
the way that you love your parents
or the way that you
show up for your friends,
or the way that you love me.
Like everything you do, you like,
do it to the fullest.
And even how you show up for yourself,
you're so amazing.
And you inspire me and you're so capable.
And you are who you are
and you don't apologize
to anybody for it.
You just are so unapologetic.
And I love that so much about you.
Why do you love me? - Oh my God!
You're literally one of- if not,
the most like wholesome, genuine
person I’ve ever encountered.
Why would I ever make a 17 hour drive,
on no sleep ,
you know?
I knew while we were facetiming, you knoe,
through January, February, March,
I'm like, she's special.
But I didn't allow myself to
fully open up to you.
Look at the way you're looking at me.
How am I supposed to-?
What do you find
most beautiful about my love?
The most. I know there's
so many, girl.
That it is very fierce.
Really?
Yeah.
I think you love me in a very fierce way.
I think you love me in a way
that is with me,
even when you're not around.
And I never thought
that was something that I would get.
And so this is really cool.
You look good in love.
I do. I feel good
in love.
I do.
And I think it's because of your love.
I think I've felt more empowered.
I know, I don't like that word either.
I think I've just felt more bold
in general
in doing
whatever the fuck I want to
do, you know, and starting
going
after the dreams that I
didn't think that I could have.
Why did you decide to marry me?
Imagine if I asked that in like
a different tone.
Why did you decide to marry well?
Well, I’m not married to you yet.
Yeah. - But, um...
But we're engaged. - We’re engaged.
And why did I decide that
I wanted to marry you?
I think just like
everything, the connection,
the communication,
the effortless relationship, the...
I love you.
Like, sorry, I had to say that.
I love you.
I love you so much.
You are my favorite person.
I look up to you.
You are my best friend.
I don't want to be without you.
I do not want my life to be lived
without you.
I want us to have
a shared life
like I want us to do life together.
That would even be my answer.
Like I couldn't not be with you.
Once I met you,
I had to live life with you.
Because you know
the question of
why did you decide to marry me?
We both proposed to each other.
We both were people that
didn't really see ourselves
getting married before we met each other.
I never was somebody
that desired marriage
and it had a whole new meaning
after we met.
Yeah. - You know?
It was like: a life together.
And also as an LGBTQ+ couple,
I want to marry you because we can.
You know,
that's a powerful thing as well.
Why am I in your life?
There's a lot of things
we've been through,
and this is one of the questions
that I sometimes ask myself.
Mm.
But it's like...
She just it.
She's just it.
Like religion couldn't tear us apart.
Different continents or states
could not tear apart
careers could not tears apart.
So why are- you are actually in my life?
You know what I mean?
It's like
you're just it.
If this was to be our last conversation...
Hmm.
What’s something you never want me to forget?
That I love you,
and I appreciate you
for everything you've ever done.
I love you and appreciate you too, babe.
Told you.
Don't make me cry.
When we first met, you were so broken,
you know?
And not care- and not caring about nothing.
And I just.
I just believe that everybody in life
has something to live for,
you know what I mean?
And I just never want you to forget
your worth, babe.
You were so raw,
so fucking raw.
Like,
I never think
you was gonna make it
but I was
thought you was going to be on pay per view
because I'm-
You know,
I told you I was going ahead and quit- - Oh, God, I'm
going to be good with that.
Because I never thought it was going
to be that,
because you were so different
from what I was used to,
you know what I mean?
Like to see you grow into your womanhood
and just
be comfortable in your own skin and,
you know, not let people get over on you
because your heart is good. You know what I’m saying?
Just never forget your worth, babe.
Never, never forget your worth.
So if this were
to be our last conversation,
what is something you never want me to forget?
And I don’t know why I’m crying.
If this was our last conversation?
Our last conversation.
If this were to be our last conversation,
what is something
you would never want me to forget?
I have no idea why-
I know.
That was weird.
I would want you to know
that I loved you with my whole heart.
That with you,
for the first time in my life,
I did everything right.
I forgave when I didn't want to.
I loved you when you were unlovable.
I liked you when you were unlikable.
I stayed when I wanted to leave
and I just did everything I knew
to be right.
I appreciate that.