Report number 600451
My name for the purposes of this assignment is Graham Wheeler.
Our indication is that the subject rather than emulating human emotion
is capable of genuine feeling.
While making the subject more malleable, this also makes her,
rather, it,
more unpredictable and Charlie is reminded to engage the subject with care.
Handler has developed strategies for engaging subject's affections where necessary,
and will continue to use these strategies to motivate the subject as needed.
Handler has, at request of Charlie...
engaged in inter-species relations with the subject.
I, uh ..
I've been asked to do things that I can't...
my directives..
would make any
soldier sick to his stomach, any intelligence officer.
I've looked into the face of god and I've lied.
I've invited into my bed
something that we can't even define.
I don't know if my emotions are real because I don't know if she is giving them to me or not
Has she ever
ever finds out about this charade that we've built for her..
I will die for my country.
I will die for humanity.
But we better tread carefully.
Because the things she is capable of..
We're playing with fire
in a paper house.
So Clara wants to have a difficult conversation
and she has asked me to help.
And so if you have any questions, we can answer them together.
Okay..
What's going on here, Clara?
I'm freaking out a little.
I'm sorry. This is stupid. Let's just go home --
And have this secret you're keeping sitting underneath everything?
I'm not going to stop thinking about this. You might as well say it.
It's going to ruin everything.
We're a team.
You can't just leave me in the dark. C'mon.
Clara.
I think you have gone past the point of no return.
You need to talk with him.
Clara.
I love you.
Whatever this is..
I can take it.
Are you sure?
I'm not gonna just give up on you.
Linc..
I have
had this disease for five years.
It has effected every aspect of my quality of life.
I dont.. want to..
lose myself..
or forget how to love you and my dad.
Okay..
I can understand.
Is this about an experimental treatment?
I need to say goodbye to you
on my own terms.
What do you mean 'say goodbye'?
late last year,
I started to pursue
Physician-Assisted Suicide.
Oh. Last year.. Ok..
So this has been on your mind.
Yes.
But you can't still want that?
Not..
Not now that we're...
You do.
6 months ago I made an appointment
for November 6th.
That's a couple weeks away. Clara, what the hell?
I thought I'd cancel it. I kept thinking I'd cancel.
But they can't force you to go through with it --
I can't...
I tried.
And I can't cancel it.
Because..
I'm ready.
I'm so sorry.
So when you kissed me, when you told me you loved me, you already had this in the books.
no, it wasn't like that--
Really?
And you're letting her do this? What kind of therapist are you?
Linc, Stop!
Why the hell didn't you tell me earlier? Before we both got all tangled up in this.
Because I kept thinking I could push through!
I kept thinking if I fell in love things would be better but.. honestly it just made things worse.
Well it's nice to know that our love makes you want to kill yourself.
That's not fair.
Do I not get a say?
Do I even get a chance to make my pitch for our life together?
Our life together? What life Linc! I've been trapped in that house for five years!
We just need to keep fighting.
I am exhausted.
What about me?
You'd rather die than be with me? How am I supposed to be okay with that?
Linc, this isn't about you!
How is this different than every other suicidal person?
These are problems that can't be fixed.
Linc..
Clara really needs you to hear her.
You let me happen on your watch, so you can just shut the fuck up.
Linc..
This is my decision.
This is what I want.
This is what I need.
And I need you to respect it.
Alright.
I won't stand in your way.
But I'm done.
Linc, please. Just sit down --
No, I'm not gonna beg.
Not when you clearly never loved me at all.
Linc..