It's a hard time right now.
Hello my frens its Nina and it's final season
It's been a difficult time
I'm currently not wearing makeup because
I don't feel like putting it on
and I also broke out right here
You might be able to see it
I did not pop it
I know that I say don't pop your pimples
and I didn't pop it
but I accidentally popped it
I never get anything right here, you know
It looks like another
jeom (점=dot, point, mole) but it's not
but it's a pimple and I never get anything here
and I forgot it was there so I was just doing
whatever and then suddenly I scratched it
and so it popped so now it's nice and bright and red
but it's okay
now it just looks like I have two beauty marks
But yeah, I'm just not gonna wear any makeup right now
I actually didn't plan to do another
not really studying with nina
I actually had other video ideas in mind and
if you follow me on instagram you would know that
I actually did have other video ideas of mind
I even asked you guys for your video ideas
so I was actually planning other videos, but
then I remembered
I'm in college
and so I have finals and its final season
and I should be studying for my finals
so here we are
I actually started studying yesterday on Friday
so it was not that late
I gave myself, what, 3.5 days to study
I had no choice
I had a group project due
this week
Was it really this week?
I'm honestly, I don't know what day it is.
I don't know when I left the house.
When did I go to school?
Oh my gosh.
I actually haven't left my house in three days
except for the times that I would
go outside to walk my dogs
but otherwise
I've been at my house for three days straight
But like that's normal for me. So that's fine.
Anyway, so here I am
It's Saturday night, and I'm
trying to finish my study guide for a class
but when I'm studying for finals
I like to print out the study guide just so I have it
in my hands and then I can cross things out and write
things as I go
I also
wrote the notes for my study guide answers
and whatever in a notebook, I have notebooks per class
But basically I just have the key terms all highlighted
then I just have notes corresponding to those key terms
So I have to pull up the study guide right now.
Where is it?
I'm almost done with the study guide
I just have to go through all the readings
and all the concepts and all the authors and their ideas and theories and all that
Basically the hard stuff
I can do this. I can do this. I can do this
surprisingly
my room has actually been cold but today it's actually pretty warm
so I don't really need this blanket, but I also need it for comfort
and to keep me sane because
this is a very stressful time
So I just wanted to mention that
I'm on my period right now
and I think we all know what a period is
so let's not make it a big deal
but I am
menstruating right now and it hurts a lot
I took ibuprofen and all that
oh no i ripped it
I took ibuprofen and I've been trying to eat okay today
but now I'm just having a citrus to make myself feel better
I was actually go and do some video ideas that I
have been pushing back but
we'll get to that a little later I guess
I just thought making another not really studying with nina
would be appropriate just because I know a lot of
other people are dealing with finals season too
so I just thought we could all suffer together
but I did want to say that this will be
the last not really studying with Nina
for the year
not for the series the series is not gonna end
it's not gonna end for a very long time
learning is a lifelong process, it's a lifelong journey
I actually don't know when this series is gonna end
probably till the day YouTube dies I guess
but I just thought it would be nice to capture myself
studying for my
finals for this semester
because after this semester, I have one more semester
and that's it
then I'm done with college
Thank goodness
In case you were wondering I do have hair
I'm just hiding myself in this hoodie because
my hoodie is a source of safety
after this final
I have a paper due that I haven't
started
and after this paper
I have another final and then after that final
I have another final on the same day a few hours later
it's at night so I'll be on campus that entire day
This has been the longest week of my life.
I'm just completely over it
I just wanted to mention right now that
all of my products are Muji
I've mentioned this way too many times
But people always ask and so these are Muji
these are Muji pens. This is a Muji notebook
This is not a Muji laptop
those don't exist
but my stationery is muji
My friend is actually
looking at the study guide too right now
if you use Google Docs or Google Drive
you can see other people who's looking at the doc
and so my friend's looking at it right now
we're just not saying anything to each other
but there she is
No
I dropped orange juice on my sweatshirt.
Oh well
Make sure to stay hydrated you guys
dang it I made a huge mistake
nothing that white out can't fix
Oh wait I just made another mistake
*screeches*
Okay, I just finished another term, moving on
I am going to just cross off as I go before I forget
and also it makes me feel like I've done something
So after I do that
Gosh, dang it
It's just like
when I die am I gonna remember any of this?
Let's just
learning is good for you Nina.
Let's just not think that way please
but anywho how are you guys?
Not doing great? same
I feel you, I feel you
that was too aggressive. I'm sorry
Honestly, this semester has been too much.
Like there was just a weird negative
energy surrounding this semester
or surrounding this quarter. Just something felt off
but I'm just glad that it's almost over
I just have to get through these finals
and I just hope that I do well because
ya girl needs to graduate
but 2018 has just been a very
intense year
not just for me, but I feel like for everyone,
you know, I hope my friends are doing okay
I hope that you guys are doing okay
I hope that we can just safely get into 2019
and just try again, you know
2019 doesn't have to be your year either.
I just hope that it's a good year
You know, I'm not really ever expecting too much
with the new year
I think that's kind of what I've learned over the years
is just not to you know
really make such a big deal about the new year
because it's just
another day
time is an illusion
there's no such thing as a new year
It's just literally another day
but we will be okay because 2018 passed, we're here
We're gonna get through another year
but first we're gonna get through finals season.
It's almost over so let's just push through
The thing is I actually know these things already
because these are just the authors and their concepts and theories
but we already learned that through the key terms
so I'm basically writing the same thing again
but you know what that's better for my brain
so it's good that I do this I guess
and I also need to do this
but it's also good that I recognize these things
because that means
I actually remember stuff from this class
I don't really know what I studied or learned
but whose fault is that?
the professor should have been teaching us
you know, what are we paying for?
but that's just that on that
hydration
I'm just gonna give this tip right now
It's probably too late
but I'm just saying
give yourself a lot of time to study
you might have already taken your finals
or you might also be like me where you only
have a few days left, but for the future
if you're watching this, give yourself time to study
give yourself like a week
and if you don't have that time
good luck to both of us
because this is it
This is literally it you guys we gotta do our best
There we go
hmm maybe I should charge my phone
I can't reach the charger
ouchie that hurt
I'm just gonna take a little break
That was a lot of hard work
hmmm someone else joined
I don't know this person but someone else joined
to look at the document, we're all studying together
Well, that was a nice break
time to get back to work
Am I gonna be able to fit this in two lines?
Yes, I am. Let's try it
I completely spelled that word wrong
It doesn't even look like a word
Yay that fitted on to two lines
next
thank u, next
I'm just going to finish one more
concept and then I'm going to end this
because I actually do have to go to
Target for a quick second
I have to get some Christmas lights because priorities
I think that's good enough, I'm tired
I actually didn't listen to music in this not really studying with nina
Usually I do listen to lo-fi hip-hop playlists on YouTube
because they don't have any lyrics or anything
so I'm not distracted
but I guess I took a break from that
but that is going to be it
for this not really studying with Nina
but it was nice hanging out with you guys again
you know what, I got, what
1.5 terms down and these are huge terms
you know, they have a lot of notes
as you can see
so I feel like it did a lot
but I'm going to continue more after I
return from my target run
But I hope you enjoyed this not really studying with nina
and I hope you enjoyed this series so far
This is not the last
video for this year because I have more videos for
December but this is the last not really studying with nina that I plan to do
for this year
it will continue in January
I hope you all are pulling through through your finals
I believe in you
we got this
let's get this noodle
but that is it for this not really sitting with nina
Okay It's actually really warm ugh
thank you guys for watching and I will see you next time
goodbye my frens bring it in for a hug!! bye bye :)