as an observer of the world I have to acknowledge that where I'm sitting right
now I am observing the world that we all imagine that can be a world of harmony
community and individual sharing and individuals being in love and I just
really would like to say that this was not my life when I started out on all
this adventure like all of us we have programs I had a program to be
successful so I went out to become successful so I worked and when things
didn't work right I really it provoked a lot of anger in me because it's like oh
yeah keep working at it and try and bend the world to make it fit and all that
kind of stuff as I mentioned in my talk it was in this part of my life where
spirit spirituality had no relevance I was a doer I'm going out there to do
something program to go find that so-called success it was through the
teachings of the most profound teachers I ever sat before to have the
opportunity to learn the lessons that were so magnificent that I can't fully
in two words and who were those teachers they were the cells that I was working
on in a petri dish talking to them watching them day by day seeing how they
live and then opening to the message and the message that I got from them was
twofold number one they showed me from my point of view and my reference to
life that there was something called spirituality that I didn't know existed
and the moment I saw the mechanics of how a signal from the universe comes in
to my bodysuit my virtual reality suit and was
running this there was this instant of recognition as that oh my god I can't
die I'm not even in here that concept of immortality was one of
the first and most important lessons I had why because all of us when we grew
up as children there was a point of learning that people died and that you
are people and that you will do so yourself and your parents will die and
your friends and loved ones will also die and we got so caught up in that the
moment of reality that I couldn't die was the most uplifting experience I
could ever imagine because the fear that we are programmed with that you may not
say everyday oh I'm afraid of dying you don't have to say it it's built into
your subconscious it's running your life every movement you make every action you
take there's something in your mind it says how's this going to affect my life
and am I gonna threaten my life by doing this I saw another person gonna threaten
my life and get into that so for me the truest knowledge I got was not a
devotion to spirit it was an only of spirit it was owning it without saying I
think it's this way I owned it and the moment I owned it a way that I ever knew
I was even carrying around disappeared because I became free for the first time
to recognize I here for something other than my life the cells taught me this as
well and the cells also taught me what I mentioned briefly the other day the next
important fact one you put the two together and that is that we have been
programmed in this world not to love ourselves we've been programmed to be
criticized we have parents have criticized us we have teachers who
criticize us we have people all around and criticize as to what does that mean
every action you take there's something back there the program of
critical criticism that says are you doing it right or doing it right and
then you live by this criticism when you learn that you're part of spirit as real
and you realize you're a part of everything that is you're a part of if
you want to say god god how can it be critical of God and all of a sudden I
started to realize I cannot lead my life in that critical nature I'm gonna own
Who I am I'm a spirit that has come to this planet to experience and to create
and to manifest heaven on earth and I have now two lives I have previous
learning life struggle anger control trying to fix everything and I have post
experience a calmness an understanding that it's all driven by love even if
other people can't see through their filter of criticism you're still driven
by love every one of you is a piece of all that is every one of you and if that
critical mind comes up and says not good enough in any sense there's a point
where you have to stand back and say that's not me I am more than the program
and when you let go of that problem of self-criticism you learn an experience
for the first time in your life self-love and why is this important
because as I've learned through years I could not love the people around me
until I could learn to love myself it was always simple it was a joke in my
head somebody say they love me and I go what kind of quality control of these
people have I can't love me how can they love me and I would reject and push away
the love because I couldn't own it to accept it and if I could leave one
message behind about love is that you are loved you are a piece
of God that came here to create the most beautiful thing in the universe planet
Earth as we go outside and see nature and the glory of this planet that's why
we can understand how beings from other places are if anything jealous not to
come here to share in this beauty so if I could
just leave you with this understanding you came here to create heaven other
people took away your power by programming you to criticize yourself
own who you are because then your creative abilities will come forth and
guess what I found out I didn't have to go out and make it happen I didn't have
to go out and beat the world to find success to bring it in I just walked out
in love and it all came to me and so recognizing that was a choice there's
the choice to say do I want to be the filter or do I want to be me and we
start to recognize me as not just this isolated thing but me as every one of
you joining together as one collective all that is the glory of life on this
planet cannot be built by anything else in the universe than what you can do
here you are creators own your creativity own your spirit it's not
words it's not devotion it's a true knowledge you are spiritual and that
it's the opening of life because when you are spiritual then you recognize
that everything else is spiritual the indigenous people the world lived that
way they lived in a garden they maintained a garden they lived in that
peace and we need to bring it back and you represent the community the seed
that spreads that vibration through the world it's all of you we are mirrors
to reflect who you are I just wanted to share that because I'm just sharing you
with me and that's who you are and that's why my life is beautiful
because I'm with you