The day I created Freestyle,
I was really hurt.
I was broke, cause nobody ain't
never, ever took nothing from me.
They didn't take nothing but,
somebody stole something from me.
Me being with my big heart,
it's just it made it worse.
I was in the studio with my cousin
and I was already mad for a week.
It was a week straight I was already mad,
you know what I'm saying?
Just like going through it.
So when I went in there,
it just came out right then.
So the whole vibe in the studio
was just like "Damn, for real?"
You know what I'm saying?
Shit was crazy.
It's based on a true story.
I said "You stabbed me in my heart."
Even though you said sorry,
you still did it.
You know what you did either way.
But you still did it. You knew it was gon' hurt me,
but you did it anyway.
You know what I'm saying?
You done had chance after chance.
You struck out every time.
You ain't even get a home run,
not one time.
You struck out.
So now I'm done with you.
See my mama's one of my best friends.
See my mama always tell me who right
and who wrong.
My mama was crying really,
my mama would start crying
cause she knew how hurt I was.
She don't like seeing me hurt because I been through a lot.
If I look at her
and a teardrop in my eye
and I tell her what somebody did wrong to me,
she feel some type of way
and she get all sad and stuff like that.
That's why I don't really like talking
because when she cry,
she wanna make me cry even more.
I'm like "Come on now."
You know how Dora on the thing,
every time she be like,
"I'm the map, I'm the map, I'm the map."
You feel what I'm saying?
Dora's a girl,
Dora girl.
So I'm like, "Just like a bitch,
I knew you was Dora.
I showed you the map,
just for you to explore it."
Because I done showed you it's more to life.
I done took you state to state, show to show.
I done showed you more than anything.
I done showed you how to do this, that.
You know what I'm saying,
I gave you the leeway.
I showed you the leeway.
"I thought about killing my brother,
for stealing from me."
Because like I say, I was hurt.
So you know out of anger,
I felt some type of way.
Nobody ain't never played with me like that.
Now I feel like you an outsider. You know what I'm saying?
So, you an outsider.
So now, you no longer a part of me.
When everybody found out that I found out,
they all was like,
I felt like they all had something to do with it.
You feel me?
So they was on something like,
"Man, I'm sorry bruh" type of shit.
"But this how, this what."
You know what I'm saying?
Such and such like.
"You should've never did that."
You feel me? Nah I should've never did it,
but you knew it.
So now, you just as guilty as him now.
You know what I'm saying?
So, I don't know.
So now I feel like,
now you can't ask me for nothing.
Now my brother, he can't come nowhere.
Like I say, he can't come nowhere near me.
So now you can't get new cars I get.
Now you can't come in my new house
cause you gon' probably steal my shit.
So I can't trust you around nothing. You can be in my house.
What you doing in my house? What you got going on.
I gotta double check, make sure all my lamps and shit there.
Know what I'm saying?
My tables and my money and shit. You feel me?
I make sure my chains good.
My brother's keeper, locked in forever.
I can trust you. I love you. You gon' have my back forever.
Never thought you would creep me.
I never thought you would cut me.
Before I said it, I said some fly shit.
I was like some shit with Shaggy and Scooby, feel me?
But it was too much.
Around me you got an opportunity to be something.
You got an opportunity to do something with yo life.
So even if you want to be a cameraman, or be this or
own this business, now you got opportunity.
I put you in a place to make millions and you blew it now.
Now you done stole from me,
like I said I love you from a distance.
Now you can't come around me, can't get nothing from me.
Know what I'm saying?
So it's like, I love ya, I put you in a place
to make millions, you blew it.