So I get up, I have a shower, make a cup of coffee
I usually start the washing.
I bring Master Joe's emails into his email program.
That's one less click for him on the mouse.
Master Joe likes to relax in front of the television
so he tends to sit here in the evening.
I knit teddy bears for the babies in our family.
And so I do that or I might go sew. I sometimes do some scrapbooking.
That's it, end of the day.
You know, it's really just the same as any other
middle-aged married couple
just, the wife doesn't call her husband by his first name.
His first name is Master.
Or Sir, that's it.
Plus I like being spanked.
It might be a good idea to explain, what are your duties as a slave?
My duties are to take care of him, to always have his best interests at heart.
- Always. - To make my life easier.
To make his life easy, that's what it's about.
From my body.
From my heart.
From my soul.
I always ask to go to the toilet, if I'm with him.
Always. Even if we're in a vanilla-type setting.
Thank you.
That's alright, Sir.
Now I'll get mine.
I ask if I want to go to bed. I serve him first.
I don't pick up my knife and fork until he's started to eat.
I don't pick up my drink until he's started his drink.
I don't sit down, until he sits. Unless he tells me otherwise.
I am a collared slave.
A collaring ceremony is basically like, it's as binding in your mind
as a legal wedding.
When it first started, I stood in with the crowd.
I had no shoes on, I just had a skirt on and a top on
because I was coming to him unadorned.
He came into the crowd, and grabbed me by the hair.
and basically said -
'Will you be my girl?'
And took me into the centre of the room and I knelt down.
We had the ceremony of the roses.
You bleed on the rose, my blood first and then his blood over the top.
to signify he will always protect me
Cover you.
Take care of me, be responsible for me... and I'm getting goosebumps.
And then he put the collar on, locked it on, it's a lockable collar.
And then the last part of it was me being put on the cross
and taking my top off, and all the dominants in the room
invited to come and help me on my journey.
So three strokes from the flogger.
He gave me the choice of having a brand, or a tattoo.
So I have a tattoo on my shoulder.
There are people out there who need something
like a spanking, every so often.
You're one of them.
My second marriage broke up in my mid-40s.
I'd always fantasied about being spanked.
And once I found it, it's like
'My God! This is what's been missing in my life.'
This kind of feeling.
It's an adrenaline rush, there's no question about that.
The most favourite would be this, which is the paddle.
Because I just like being spanked and that's what that does.
Careful, I've got a microphone on.
Basically you just kneel here and you lean over here.
If I want to be spanked, I have to be good and there has to be time.
Naughty girls don't get spanked.
And so we have it.
Sexual orgasm.
"I demand" is an aspect of BDSM.
It can be a word.
Or it could be a touch, I had Kim conditioned in less than an hour.
If I was to touch Kim's little finger.
That one.
On her left hand.
Which is well-hidden right now, as you can see.
It starts Kim having an orgasm.
So the little finger, is a direct line to her clit.
My body, everything about me belongs to Master Joe.
It's such a huge amount of freedom
and that may be very confusing to someone who would see me
you know, here she is, she's wearing this collar
it says property of Master Joe
and yet she says she's free how does that work?
It works because I was a single parent for a long time
and I had to be everything.
All the nasty bits were mine, all of the responsibility was mine.
All I have to do now, the only responsiblity I have now, is what he gives me.
That's it.
He's not going to do anything to me
that is going to physically or emotionally damage me.
He won't do it, why would he do that?
Why break your toys?
Why break your toy?
If he asked me to jump out of a window on the fifth floor, would I do it?
Yes.
Why?
Because I trust him to know that's the best thing for me right now.
It's a huge thing.
I've never asked you to jump out of a window yet.
Not yet.