oh yeah
i'm actually getting ready because we're going to a friend's house yes
my other eye is now bothering me um you know it's just like an allergic reaction
moment that is just ongoing and my eyes keep switching which one wants to be the affected one
i almost prefer when it's both of them at once because just having like one red eye looks so
weird to me how many of you are like go back to the um middle part how i can continue to do this
to myself but it doesn't make me question why i feel as horrible as i do you guys i promise
a middle part looks no bueno on me so that's what i look like the middle part but then
when we have my hair sorry my bra is like totally out uh when we have my hair the way that i want it
it's like this so i know some people prefer it the other way i don't know why
and i'm wearing my new capricorn necklaces oh my god why does that keep flipping i
love the layered looks so much like that's stress kiss i'm pretty excited because i
just i don't know i don't like spending too much time in my apartment i like to get out
of the house even if it's for something as simple as just like going shopping for like
an hour and then coming home me and my girlfriend like to go for car rides but it's just like with
cellulitis i can't leave the house or anything i think i have one antibiotic left cellulitis
for me it comes on at the speed of light but then it goes away really quickly because i take
care of myself like as soon as i get it i know exactly what to do that's my cellulitis update
i definitely feel a lot better hey guys so it is the next day my allergies are still acting up and
to top it all off i got makeup in my eye yesterday so it's like double whammy so i love that for me
so we stayed the night at a friend's house and i think today we're just gonna like chill
um we might go to like an arcade moment which i love arcades i definitely have a
little child at heart i mean i don't know i don't feel like arcades are meant for just
children so yeah i did sleep with my makeup on i know a lot of you hate that about me
um i will tell you one thing showering with makeup on is the worst in the world i just
didn't feel like taking off my eyelashes so they're like kind of messed up right now
but thankfully i'm going back to my friend's house before we actually go out and do things
right now we're just picking up something to eat um i personally want some starbs so
we're gonna get some starbucks and then i'll be able to like touch up my makeup
because with my allergies and like sleeping on my makeup like my eyelashes look crazy
uh i don't know why i'm even talking about this i got two hours of sleep folks and it was the
worst two hours of sleep of my lifetime so i just feel loopy that's me today and i'm just not vibing
as tammy slayton said in uh her show i'm vibing i'm vibing i'm not so
all right so we have a little starbucks haul i got a venti lemonade and then i also got
their impossible sandwich which honestly is one of their best food items in my opinion
that is what it looks like it has a cheese egg and obviously the impossible burger on it
so off hurry up
okay
right here
when i tell you that was close i pretty much
oh my god oh wait i just want to get one good one just staying at the target
i almost got them all perhaps
87. why am i so good
welcome so i got home a little bit ago you guys are probably like your outfit's different
or maybe not but i was so hot sorry my boobs show a little too much in this okay i fixed it
but um i was so freaking hot in my other dress like that has to be something that i only wear
during the colder days but hello look at what i did oh my god i'm an idiot i was giving my cat
i was brushing his hair wasabi animals cats for example they start to shed more than usual like
once it starts getting hotter so i'm assuming it's more comfortable for my baby to be brushed
so it's like excess hair isn't just chilling on his body so i was brushing him and
i literally have no idea um he was enjoying it he loves it he purrs he licks me fun bonding moment
that him and i have and one of the prongs which literally isn't even sharp at all cut me and
i started bleeding hardcore and i'm just like ma'am i don't understand what did i do to you
i'm mad because i have to use this big hair tie for this small ass braid y'all i'm standing here
i'm doing my hair i'm about to take off my jewelry and i'm just over here like worried
because you almost stare at me like i'm a circus freak like i'm just trying to share my life
and i don't know why but my arms are like a topic of discussion and i'm over here just literally
trying to live my life i'm sorry but i am not your standard of beauty and i'm not digestible enough
for you i don't know i just it feels unfair to me that i have to like be afraid to show parts
of my body it's just like not okay like being in fear that i'm being made fun of online is
so insane like i'm 31 years old and i still have people harassing me about my body i don't mean to
make you uncomfortable but if you are what are you watching i don't know i just find it to be
unfair but i mean that's the world we live in am i right okay you guys so i want to show more
of the art scratches that i've done so now for the new ones i love this one and then
we did an a for amberlynn and then some weird design where they're like connected which again
this is another one of my favorites this actually kind of reminds me of this jasmine braid i used to
do to my hair i have no idea what's going on here but it just says music is therapy
and then we have this one sometimes i like to do ones where i start on like the outside corners
and then just like work my way in so that's what i did with this one and then ain't nothing like
some lazy squiggles some hearts and then last but not least this one which i love this one i stopped
asking for forgiveness cause you should know only [ __ ] were the angels fear to go but you keep
save myself by turning into stone so save your judgment cause you just
don't know but some things never change never changed