So
96 I was I was on drugs and
alcohol and
There I was very worldly girl
looking for love
My mother was dying from sickness
my father was on alcohol and very depressed because my mom is dying and
I think I really looked for someone to love me and I wanted to get married
I started to drink a lot of alcohol every night with friends and the parties parties parties every night
I Had a work, but I was not so happy inside
one night, I was that I had a motorbike and
I was driving on my motorbike, and I screamed. I really screamed God. I do not want to live no more
I want you to take my life
I don't want to live no more if if a car would come I would just go into that car and I wanted to really
Just live my life. I did not want to live, but at that second when I screamed in my driving
Something came on me and and was from my head on all over my body
Supernaturally love and hope and
warm and everything filled me up and I felt so blessed and loved
I Knew this I didn't know what is that? I did not know about your Yeshua or anything, but I knew I thought it's aliens
I did not know there is a real God, but from that moment for whole year
I really search for that power. What was it so I went
Everywhere, I went to rabbis of Jews. I went to fortune tellers
I went to Kabbalah I went to crystal balls. I went to tarot
cards I went to
speaking to spirits
yoga meditation in the nature
Buddhism I went everywhere search for that power. I want to know what was it but everybody
confused me more and more everybody had something but no one really cared for me and
So God himself never left me the whole year was with me
I felt him every day every day every day after a whole year of a
beautiful stories with them
I felt to buy newspaper in that newspaper the main newspaper of Israel it called the Yedioth Ahronoth
I never bought it before
So I bought it
and I looked for work and
There it was who ever loved nature and animals and agriculture come and live with us. We'll give you a free
home just come and volunteer
in this
Environment so I said Wow I felt this is this is for me
I called the man, and he's a pastor. I did not know that time is a believer Messianic Jew and
He talked to me. I felt he's like a father
Immediately, I felt so good, and I took my little bag and I came to the farm after
2 weeks only
That's where I met Yeshua when they worshiped they prayed in tongue
Worship in Tongue . I said what language is that and I really felt connected?
Immediately to that spirit. That's what touched me on my motorbike and so they immediately baptized me
I didn't even really understand that they say Yeshua
Any I didn't ever understood what they believe in, but I start to believe in it walking with them singing with them
Living with them, but it took me
like a month and
Then God visited me personally on my tent. I had a tent. I lived in a tent for six months in that farm
So I went into that little tent
It's a snow tent and God entered the tent for five hours
And that's where I met him I came out of the tent in the morning people said what happened to you ?
I was different in my face
Full of light I could not eat for 12 days from that moment. I was I could stop smiling. I was so happy
So happy to live
The hope that filled me up from that day
Was?
Supernatural, I don't think I ever felt that way another time like this so powerful way of hope and then from that
Point I had lots of beautiful
Beautiful blessed relaxing experiences with God and I lived there for six months
and then I start working and volunteer in that farm for three years more until we got married and
Experienced three years of major deliverance
Cleansing sometimes took many good fasting and praying to release us because I was very abused as a child
Very bitten cursed, and I did not know love
so I was in bondage in strongholds of the enemy so it took us a long process to come out and be free and
And and released that to other people now slowly slowly
But that time there three years of big
Process of deliverance and victories victories were used to jump men and scream Yeshua
It was like oh, I'm breathing, I'm alive I'm alive I'm alive and it was so real
So I really enjoyed that time in my life
I really enjoyed that
God start to manifest to me in different ways
Show me angel
That it's awesome
I find just a couple of times angels coming up and down ladder
That coming up on the roof up and down to there and I said wow an angel
Just naturally, but then I said
An angel come to myself up. I was so great and what I'm one time also
she had a big wound in her face because of
She walked in the kitchen right into our oven
She said mama is really hurting me, and I say why don't you pray?
She prayed and I went to the other child and then she said mama mama Yeshua came and healed me and
everything disappeared
We have a very we have a God
We have someone that we can really lay on but it scary sometimes
I understand so I have many reasons to be afraid, but God is
Step by step bring me out and give me strength to
To be Who I am in Christ and I believe that my personality in him is so new I do believe that God
Raised me and let me pass through very suffered life
Because he wants me to bring big victory and help many other Jews
To come out of hell into Jesus and show them that God is real
But the Holy Spirit's power and love
This is the time now in Israel that the Holy Spirit moves from the south to the north in every city
beth Sheva , alight
Hi farty
Beria Galil golan Tel Aviv in every place there are many believers raising up a new generation
With the issuer getting to know the holy spirit
Getting to bring miracles into the land He loves us very much
He wants to bring Good news and up the enemy is very
Powerful from the religious Jews to not bring it
But God wants to now break this wall and bring it into his people the poor people here
The needy people here bring the good news of the kingdom of God
I have a personal experience with God and I know
That God is alive. Yeshua is alive
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