[Adrienne] So Shabnam
when I saw you, you were not in a good state
and I'm just wondering what was in your head at the time?
I was thinking...
this is a place with 50 people lost their lives.
Well not 50, 41 here
and...
I ended up watching a part of the video by accident
and that was a part where the girl was running for her life
and he shot her and he shot her again
and then he drove over her.
Just looking at the the curb
I can imagine her lying there
and it hurts.
It hurts that he -- he enjoyed it.
Someone welcomed him with open arms
and he took all their lives.
And those included children.
What did children do to you?
What were they gonna do to you?
How do you know in 20-30 years time
this will road would have been even more peaceful
and they would have been part of that
and you took that away from them.
[Adrienne] You didn't intend to watch that video?
No, no, no, no.
I was warned by my colleagues.
I was warned -- warned by my friends.
"Do not watch the GoPro video."
And I didn't go looking for it
but unfortunately I was on -- can I say the social media?
I was on Facebook
and I think Facebook has this thing where
if you go past the video it just starts playing automatically
and at that point the video had reached stage where the girl was running
and I saw her get shot
and then I saw her fall get shot again and have her head blown off
and then he drove over her with his car.
[Adrienne] And you can't get that out head?
No it haunts me.
Especially because I can see it.
I can imagine that.
It just replays in my mind every single night.
Every single second.
How do you -- how do you fall asleep knowing this actually happened
so close to home.
[Adrienne] What you were saying before is a you're not from here.
No.
[Adrienne] So you came here a long time ago...
Yes.
[Adrienne] Why?
Well, we came from a war-torn country.
My parents and my sister came here 22 years ago
and
we came here to seek refuge.
To be to be safe.
To have a life
and now this happens here.
How? Like why?
What did we do to you?
You dedicate your entire life to take 50 lives.
Those 50 lives changed the world.
You brought us together
and you failed.
You failed.
This is our land.
This is our people
and this is our soil.
You failed.
I want him to know that.
[Adrienne] You're worried for your mom though right?
Yeah. I was on Auckland on Sunday
and I went out with her
and we're in a big crowd
and I was just looking around,
scoping the area to see who would attack my mom.
She wears a scarf.
I don't wear a scarf, could you tell that we were together?
Would I have got killed if I was running through the park
because my hair is dark?
I'm scared for my mom.
She's in Auckland, I'm here.
How can I protect my mom?
Who's gonna protect my mom?
Who's gonna protect my dad?
[Adrienne] Is your mom scared for herself?
Of course.
Every single Muslim is scared for their lives.
[Adrienne] And so when you hear what the Prime Minister is talking about
and the way she has acted pretty swiftly
and talking about guns laws will change in this country right away...
She deserves a Nobel Peace Prize.
[Adrienne] Really?
I think so, we all agree.
I know every single Muslim agrees.
She deserves all the blessings in the world.
We love her.
There's no one like her in this world.
Jacinda, we love you.
I hope she sees this.
[Adrienne] And what is it about what she's done?
Is it the way she's reacted or is it decisive action?
She's just so compassionate.
She's --
I don't know, it's like she opened her arms
and she just took all of us in
and she defended us.
She showed the world that we deserve to live in peace.
To leave us alone.
We're not gonna hurt you.
We don't want to hurt you.
We are you.
I contribute to the society.
Don't hurt us.
We just want to be with you guys.
[Adrienne] What do you make of the statement from her about gun laws.
That the rules are going to change drastically
and they're going to change fast.
Good.
America should take note.
This should have -- well the thing is
we didn't realize such thing would happen here
that's why and, you know, the gun laws didn't change before
but the fact that it happened
and she made it change so quickly.
She's a hero to us.
She's a hero to every single person that lives in New Zealand.
She's removing harm from this country
and I'm proud of her for that.