don't be nervous
so basically this video is um i wrote a
song
by a bunch of women that i had a crush
on and you are one of those
women oh god let me you told me
tangentially it's like yeah you know you
are
in some way related to this song and i'm
like what way let me open up
okay song yes should i pull it up now do
i play it yeah okay three
two one
it has begun okay
oh i like the guitar
oh
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i've been trying to deny
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i love the piano
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dropping that bait
i can't wait to ask questions
oh i really like the production
i don't
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oh i love that line it's hard enough to
find someone
this is really good who produced this
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um
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it's a very heartfelt
oh i love it it's such a vibe
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or i like the harmony
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empowering but sad it's like you're like
people don't see you or whatever
it's kind of good oh i love the message
remember being in relationships where
it's like erased it's so cool are you
dating men and they're like
no no yeah your bisexuality is not real
anymore
yeah no no no so you're kind of
invisible
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or they're sort of like make you feel
bad about it
wow wow wow i love to hear
you sing you sound so good yes no no no
see i really like it though yay it was
very uncomfortable to sit in
silence for three minutes and be like
did you know i had a crush on her this
entire time oh
no no i didn't know that yeah the title
of the video is uh my crushes
reacting to a song they inspired or
something like that so
so much for inspiring me you did not
you do not you did not you did not
cheers cheers um so thank you so much
for
inspiring this song i mean you already
know i had a crush on you at some point
because i told you that is not true
this is the first time you've told me
that all the it's like all the
bi feelings uh put into like
you know a way that people can
understand it in a simplistic
way right with color okay so who else is
on the list
um my friend my best friend michelle who
i had like really intense feelings for
she probably knew about that right she
did she did okay
okay okay cool especially i mean then i
was like going it was like after a
breakup
and you had just been out of a breakup
too and now i'm glad we're best friends
i know it's so it's so interesting too
because i was like oh is this
what being bi is where you're you are
legitimately so
like appreciative and and love someone
as like such a good friend that you're
like oh this could potentially [ __ ] that
up and that's
horrifying i feel like you were aware of
those feelings when you were
young and you're like it's not that i
just like really like them we're really
close friends
or was it something you felt like you
discovered like when you were older or
did you just come to terms with it when
you were older
definitely came to terms with it when i
was older when i was younger
i had a crush on a girl and my friend
told me
i was just trying to be interesting and
when people have a real strong reaction
to bisexuality i'm like
is that because you have bisexual
feelings you're denying yourself
because you don't want to be told that
you're just trying to be interested
yeah i mean i think there are a lot more
by people that would not you use the
word or would not
identify as such and so you're right
like you know you're invisible
and then someone sees through you which
is kind of an interesting metaphor
because
they see through you're invisible to
some people and they're seeing through
you in a negative way
and then you're invisible to some people
but they're seeing through you in a
positive way so thank you so much for
reacting to this song and inspiring the
song thank you so much for playing it to
me
i love you i admire you thank you for
sharing it with me i appreciate it
bro i love you so much oh i love you so
much baby girl
and if we you know then you know you
know our plan that like if [ __ ] gets
weird or
we marry people and they die we can just
[ __ ] each other then
yeah you know i honestly when we're like
60 to 80 like i think that's when our
time is
is gonna happen like when all of our men
have died because
men die so young like all right we're
just like [ __ ] all of our female
friends now
perfect all right baby girl have fun