subscribe for more videos let becky find love duh like please
can you stop being a complete [ __ ] to becky i don't feel like i am i feel like we just have
like a weird vibe and we joke around with each other and people don't understand it but it's okay
i'm not gonna lie and say i'm not a [ __ ] to her sometimes like for real like we both
are like yeah becky can you admit that you just didn't want to travel with amber
which is totally fine if that's true no that's not it okay well i'm just saying if that is it i find
major anxiety about it back then you know i still kind of do but it's not like as bad
yeah because guess what i have a spare but i don't have a jack
don't know what i'm going to do am i tired wait are we frozen again no y'all are we frozen
okay i get that um because i've been in a relationship with with people where um
traveling with them did not sound enticing did not sound fun but then other people i've been in
a relationship with i was just like traveling with them would be amazing it would be so fun
so it's like i get it if that was the thing maybe subconsciously which is totally fine
like i would never like hold it against you that's crazy no because it could have been
okay i'm just like you know like if i'm going somewhere if i want to travel i don't want to be
the one driving the whole time so yeah i've also been more willing had you had your license as well
for sure i told you totally like whenever we went down to georgia to see my family
my dad was like he's like i'll do the driving there and back but if i get tired you can back
me up and i'm like yeah i can so yep uh amber do you think becky truly believed
you would have ever lost the weight to be able to travel no i don't think becky thought
i would ever lose a ton of weight no i don't amberlyn just tried to hit becky no she didn't
okay if you only want to hear from becky this isn't the channel to be at because this is my
channel yeah this is amberlynn reed like i get it i get it you know i will start doing my own lives
please do please do man that means i'm gonna have to do not only your lives but my own life
that's a lot of lives that's a lot of money it is it's a lot of lives though it's a lot of work and
would you feel like you all broke up due to your weight i don't think so
where's wifey is she still in kentucky yes i'm so happy for becky trying to find trying to find
herself instead of being in a relationship unlike alr who can't find her rectum with
peace and love that's not nice acid so um would you cut your hair if wifey wanted you to hmm
probably not becky you a kind soul i want to be your friend
dude i like the dude thank you i definitely get anxiety driving to unknown places me too
it's just like you know i appreciate the support i just don't like
passive aggressiveness attached to it right it's like alr doesn't know she's 600 lbs
well i'm not um she's not that big and i understand like an outside perspective like
when you think of someone my size like you think of people from 600 pound life like you really do
but when you meet me you realize it's not like that i do everything myself i walk twinkie i go
get the mail like i do normal stupid things every single day and it's like it's hard
that like people perceive me as a way that i'm not but it's like
i mean that's just what i have to deal with at this point because i don't vlog anymore i don't
feel comfortable vlogging i think is the thing because i don't want to give too much of my life
away to people who don't like deserve it per se and that's kind of the best way to explain it um
but this is all you guys see this is it you guys see me do my live stream because that is
currently my blog my blog that is currently my job um so i understand in a way where you guys
are coming from but i also think it's very a lot of like fat phobic fat shaming type stuff
that you guys assume because i'm a certain size that i can't do certain things to me that is very
fat-phobic fat-shaming um it's rude and of course y'all get away with it because that's
like the kind of community that i'm surrounded by unfortunately and it just kind of sucks but
i mean the people in my life know who i am what i do and how i am so that's all that matters
and i can tell you one thing right now if i was anything like the way that you guys
thought i was wifey would not be with me that sh she's not she she has plans in her life
and i don't know how to explain it like you guys think something that is like not true
and not real and i feel like i can rant about this for like literally ever but i'm gonna
try not to because it's like kind of pointless at this point so um new game [ __ ] mary kill
wifey becky destiny so mary is [ __ ] and mary it means like you're having sex with them but you're
also with them forever so obviously wifey i will [ __ ] becky and i will kill destiny
what about you what do you mean [ __ ] marry kill wifey uh destiny me
i would probably marry [ __ ] you and kill destiny you'd marry wifey sure but i love
destiny i don't want to kill destiny that's just me me and destiny ain't like that at all
no like i do you guys ever look at an x and you're just like what was i thinking
pretty much all my that's how i feel about destiny
not all of my very much all my exes i don't feel that way about any of my exes besides
that's so mean ain't it but you thought she was just the
hottest thing that ever walked the earth when you were with her
yes weird
becky from your viewpoint do you believe that amber is able to work on herself
while jumping into a new relationship
i think there are some aspects that she should have worked on before getting into
a relationship yeah but i think that some things are changing for the good
her being in one but those other things that need to change i don't know she'll figure it out
right you'll figure it out um i thought that you said you had to practice walking to the
mailbox because you weren't i thought i had to practice walking into the mailbox
as well until i realized i could walk to the mailbox about 10 times over and be just fine
it wasn't um practicing walking to the mailbox it was just trying to get some exercise you
know and you can ask wifey obviously you can't because she's not talking to you guys it's like
it's because she has like a particular job and like we just it's just better to be safe than
sorry she was like telling me like i know you can do it i'm sorry she was like i know you can do it
and all this stuff and i was like no i literally don't think so and i was able to walk
double almost triple the amount that i originally thought i could do so it's pretty freaking amazing
i must say amber you already told us that you don't feel like you are as big as you as you
are so how can you know for sure that your range of mobility is normal my range of mobility is not
normal but for the size that i am i go i go above and beyond someone who is normally my size um i'm
nothing like you guys think i am and it's kind of hard for me to like prove that if i'm not vlogging
it's like why the [ __ ] do i want to prove it because i am who i am and i'm so [ __ ] tired of
proving myself to people that's disgusting so it's like if you don't know me my real life then that's
that's that and if you want to sit here and assume that i am one way because of my size then you are
just literally being fat phobic and you need to figure that out yourself and i really don't care
so that's that amber it's not fat phobic that you're compared to people in sixth grade life
is the fact that it's fact that you are less mobile the bigger you are how are you different
that's not it i get what you're saying but i'm not like the people in 600 pound life i
don't know how much more i can explain that to you guys two years ago 1000 i was i could only
walk for a minute now i'm walking 30 plus you know it's like i i get that like i understand
where you guys are coming coming from but you cannot box us all in the same [ __ ] box
it's [ __ ] up it really truly is it is fatphobic so thank you poppy for saying those kind things
she didn't say like she was in i don't know if she said that she was in what did you say about
your feelings for destiny after getting with me you were confused about it right yeah of course
i was but that has nothing to do with her looks right why don't you do a walking vlog we saw
you get tired walking for two minutes before if you made so much progress why not show it
i've explained this before i don't vlog anymore because i don't want to give
people the satisfaction like when i vlog my body people literally get off on making memes about
my body or the way that i walk the way that i look the way my legs are my arms my stomach
the things i wear why why do i want to give people satisfaction just to continue
doing that so i have made it to where i don't show my body anymore
amber you're the same size you were two years ago i am but yet my health and my stamina
is way better than it was two years ago by a landslide it's just so crazy to me how
the body works like if you really work it and you walk more every day and do more every day
if your weight stays the same you can still build your stamina is is absolutely wild um
i don't know how long these live streams together will last but i do know
whenever i move and i have my own channel and i've got my own everything happening i think
that would be a good time to go separate ways when it comes to channel what are you doing okay
um
yeah lucy thank you
um how would you define your channel now future channel goals
uh i guess that's a question for amberlynn you guys gotta give emberlin a minute um
oh somebody says feel hugged for you
becky can i send you lubes on instagram i know you don't like skinny girls but i want to know if i'm
your type i want to be your canadian waifu i like skinny girls i like all girls i like all girls
no she's not checking out the stream she just needs a minute
thank you shelby and linda
okay i'll think about doing um the members thing um um thank you brittany amberlyn's back guys
let's do something about this angle because i looked up at myself and i was like oh geez okay
what happened to eric's channel i can't find your social media um eric might
have completely took his channel down i don't know did he i don't know i don't know either
becky my messages were ignored because she didn't like the fact i mentioned how she disrespected
you in a while you deserve better well b mason i mean i don't i don't know what said but i don't
maybe it did come off as disrespectful i don't know i don't know what she says
have you ever intentionally tried to disrespect me obviously not
okay then i don't know what they're talking about probably just like me saying things like
i feel like i've said the same things you've said you know oh like we probably might not have been
in love like we loved each other um yeah no y'all these are things i already knew literally i can
promise you right now it doesn't shock me because every relationship i've ever been in it turns out
they didn't really love me so this is nothing new and i'm not that upset about it because i get it
um no i think that uh i don't know we loved each other yeah but it wasn't in love
do you think you're in love now do you think she's in love with you
that's a very nice feeling congratulations i've never had that um i was in love with you
in the beginning i was mean people do suck for real amanda you're right about that
no i was trying my hardest not to have an anxiety attack yeah that's what that was you guys
and it was uh it was scary but i left the room and i was able to
be fine but for real we're gonna have to go you want to get off well i'm starting
to like develop a headache and i've got some stuff i have to do before we leave
be honest it's that you act like wifey is so much better you act like becky did nothing
for you and act like you never cared about her learn respect it's not that i literally
sit here and i tell you guys i love becky and i care for becky she is literally family to me
i'm not trying to act like anyone's better than anyone it's i think that maybe you're
reading into it too much becky has been there for me for over four years and she supported me
in ways that yp has not and wifey has supported me in ways that becky hasn't i mean it's not that
hard to understand and to communicate and if becky had a girlfriend and she was saying the same thing
i would be like your totes right i think that people are just reading into it too hard um i
don't know what else to say about it where are you about to go i've got stuff i've got to get done
oh okay okay look he's leaving like no no bye guys i'm sorry i mean i guess i could get off
too for sure could you love you becky stay daddy stay fresh thanks guys stay daddy love that see
so ya guess i'm gonna get off too
all right
don't be afraid of falling
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