Rule number one, when you're a real nigga, never beef with another man over a female.
Me beefing with an ex, I feel like that lowers my value as a person because who the fuck
am I to beef with somebody you were with?
Now if there's jealousy, which there usually is, sometimes the ex feels a type of way.
I mean, that's how you feel.
I'll see you when I see you, but I'm not going to dwell over it and I'm not going to be like, "Fuck."
It is what it is.
Sometimes people feel a way.
Get out your bag, go get a bag.
Honestly, I wrote this song about a girl.
I don't want to say who, obviously.
I don't want to give out clout.
It's like "I'm trying to be with you, but it's hard" type of record.
People could relate to that.
When you're trying to be with somebody and it's like, "Fuck, it's so hard."
There's just certain things that go into being in a relationship.
Everything has to be perfect for the things to align the right way.
As far as me being in the friend zone, I wouldn't know about that.
I could say... I guess.
I'm lying out of my ass right now.
I've been in the friend zone all the time, but there's ways to get out of it, there's
ways to maneuver and just flex.
Sometimes girls just be dubbing you to dub you.
They can like you, but they're not going to tell you and usually you never really know.
You know?
When you're in the field making plays, you got to do what you can to survive and just
better yourself.
And at a young age, I always wanted to just have money.
I felt like, where I came from, money was rare and we had to come up with ways to get
money because it wasn't given to you. You know?
I've been in positions with me and the girl, it's very awkward and it's like, "Oh, fuck."
The whole trick to it is to not think.
I used to fuck up like that.
I would be nervous in front of girls.
I'm talking all this shit like, "Yeah I'm a player, that and the third."
But then I see the girl, I'm over here shaking and shit.
I'm over here nervous but it's a mind game.
You've got to be able to just mentally prepare yourself for anything.
When I’m with you, you could feel my energy.
I feel that's one thing about me that people could say.
My energy is very solid.
Sometimes they feel somebody in my position, they'll be like, "Oh shit.
Like you're genuine, you're humble, like you're down to earth."
I've seen people disrespect other people on some cocky shit.
And it’s just like, I feel like, in general, I try to bring my energy and just have it
there all the time.
In general, I don't want to hurt you.
We in a relationship, I'm trying to love you.
I'm trying to give you what other people don't give you.
So if you're feeling pain, it's like, “Shit.
I'm not doing what I'm supposed to be doing.”
"Oh, you changed," a lot of people said I changed.
That's another thing a lot of people say that in general.
Scratch the whole relationship shit, even people I grew up with, like, "Oh, you changed."
But it's like my surroundings changed.
The income changed.
The way I move probably changed but for my benefit.
If you don't level up, you're used to the same shit.
So when another nigga level up, we look at them like they changed.
Like, nah, I just, I leveled up.
But you wouldn't understand that.
When you're new to things, you fuck up and
make mistakes.
I didn't know you can't mix liquor, dark liquor, light liquor.
So, I remember one time I went to my cousin's house.
I'm sipping on patron shots, tequila shots, Hennessy shots, jello shots.
I'm not going to lie, I didn't feel it.
I'm like, "Alright.
I've drunk less than this I've gotten tipsy."
So in my head I'm like, "What the fuck is going on?"
So, I'm taking more shots.
I go back to my other cousin's house.
I'm sitting down, I'm chilling for 10, 20 minutes.
I stand up from the seat and I collapse and I fall on my face and I'm over here throwing
up and shit.
I'm just hurt, like fuck.
I’ve probably, yeah I've broken some hearts, I guess.
Unintentionally and then maybe some of them were intentionally because even when you leave
sometimes you break their heart because you're leaving to better yourself.
And they don't realize that because it's like you're a toxic person.
I'm trying to get away from you and then may be hurt like, "Oh you fucked up."
But it's like you're fucked up too.
You feel me?
So it's like, we're both fucked up.
It's amazing to be in love, it's dope to be in love.
It's a great thing.
I feel like people take advantage of it and they use it for the wrong things.
People could be manipulative.
You can deal with all types of fucked up shit because love is blind at the same time.
But you could just tell off the energy and the vibe you receive when you give it, you know.