Aah, good day everyone, so it's just me and Wolfie
"Wolfie over here!"
"Look at the camera! Say hey"
So I got a haircut, you guys saw it a little bit in the previous time that I vlogged
I saw my reflection, and that scared so much
But I like it! It's short, ah but it's good it's like a summer-cut
This is what I'm wearing today. Oh my gosh cutie patootie
I love this necklace it's my absolute favorite
you guys probably. . . *incomprehensible jiberish*
Did you guys used to um
when you'd like want to speak another language make one up yourself and ask someone
like ohh, did I say something?
like I think I had spanish friends and I was like: *random jibberish*
and I'd be like, "what did I say??"
and they'd be like nothing, and you're also racist.
and I'd be like, but I'm like, 5. I don't even know what racist means!
that was me
So, I just felt like, uh, sharing a little part of my past with you guys
uh, it's really nice out, I should've gone swimming today, I didn't
that pool looks so good right now *gasps* I just wanna stick my little tongue in there and drink it all up!
uh, I am actually trying to drink this Kombucha
it's the "Mystic Mango", I think it's my favorite flavour
but it was in the fridge, in the back and it's become iced
Ice'd-d-d
which is a good thing...
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
You thought I was going to push you in the pool!
hahaha!
okay well anyways, Megan is on her way here, and we're going to see inside out which I haven't seen... I'm super excited to
I also haven't seen Megan, uh since, a long time ago. So it's good that I'm going to see her
bringing my mom
my mom has never met Megan and
yeah okay let's go
awww look at all these sunflowers
what happened to this one wolf?
what happened to this one?
did daddy have to clean it up?
Now he's going to fart flowers *gasp*
*Squeaky Voice* You think so, he's gonna poop flowers
*Squeaky Voice* yeah
Megan's here we actually just saw Inside out and it was really good
All the feels that were in that movie
were so real
It's so funny because Megan's always like
been the one to be like
"just feel feel your feelings like it's good to cry because then you'll feel happy
and you'll get it out,"
Megan: Exactly!
Joey: Did you invent this movie?
Megan: I maybe talked to them a little bit about it...
I was like, "hey guys we need to have a movie about feelings" and they did it.
She directed it. She uh was actually all the feelings because she has a lot of feelings
I'm Amy Poehler, I'm sadness, I'm all of them
You're also the girl from Mean Girls there's a lot of feelings
She just has a lot of feelings
and you mister are in big trouble.
Look at this this is like a magic trick... "sit."
Sit down
Megan: Play dead!
Joey: Play Dead
Dead
Wingardium Leviosa!
*mumbles* It starts like floating up in the air
Megan: That was great
Joey: I know that was some gold
Mom what did you think of the movie?
It was awesome...definitely hit every feeling:
anger, sadness, a lot....
She doesn't remember the rest! haha
She just remembers angry and sadness
And joy too because I was with my son
awwwww
Mom: I was with Joey
I actually just got some of the photos from the thing that I did the murder mystery dinner
Surprisingly, the same night Megan comes over I give her her pictures but
these are so cool this was such a fun night
I don't know if you guys remember that vlog but it was a really fun thing and
I'm excited to talk to you guys more about what that project's turning out to be
Megan and I are going to go get some din din so I guess we'll see you at the dinner
Yay my drink came! Where's yours?
I drank it all!
Joey: Oh my god well I have a bunch I might be able to share with you
Would you want some?
yes
Oho
ahaha
I blew that out
It's back
It's like making my eyes go crazy
I'm like trying to have a conversation and
were going to party tonight and their like do you want one glass
and Joey's like no, lets take a pitcher
Hehehe
Hey guys so
As you can tell by my eyes
I've been crying for a little bit
I'm suprised the tears are still coming out
Today has been really rough and
*sigh*
But i'm deciding whether to vlog this
Part
I've already been so open with you guys about my life if you read my book and
I've never talked about before
My mom is a recovering alcoholic
and
I tried so hard to
Like
*Sigh*
Believe and like put up this wall that like
There's chance that things could go bad again
and
I just thought that things were finally good
and
*Sigh*
Today I found out that they are not
*Sigh*
Umm
I had to
I had to call --
I had to call the ambulance
For my mom
For
Overdosing on pills and mixing with alcohol
It was so scary
It was so scary and so sad
Because
It was
Like I was
That same kid
Dealing with
My alcohol parent
It was very similar to
That time when
She ran out of the house and was like
On the grass looking up at the sky and like
Telling me that she was going to die she
did
Similar thing without
Like it being in my house and
Her telling me that her life was over and that she was
Gonna be gone and
I wasn't gonna see her again
and
*sigh*
Just that feeling of just like
Being
Still sad and disappointed
And confused because everything was going so great like
Today I had
Like
Planned on us getting our nails done
I made appointments
Which sounds so gay
It sounds so gay but it was something fun to do with me and my mum
and
She was here visiting because she was going to be
Getting surgery on her back so she was staying with me
For a little bit at my house
and
Everything was going so good
She went to the movies with me and Megan
and
That was 2 days ago and then yesterday we had a fun day out
And then today everything was fine and
All of a sudden she was acting different and I could tell that like something was off
And so I asked her I was like
"Have you been drinking?"
And she said
"No"
And she told me that she took pills and I was like
"Well you can't stay here anymore mom like"
That's not ok
Umm
And so
I went upstairs to talk to
My sister, my step dad and
Then all of a sudden she was yelling at me and
Telling me to come downstairs and talk to her
and
I did and
That's when she told me that she was like
Leaving this world and stuff and
That she took a bunch of pills
And I later found out that she had taken alcohol too
Umm
So I had to call
The police and ambulance and stuff on her
It was so hard
Something that you don't want to do to your own parent
I thought I finally escaped that
Moving to LA and not having to deal with that
And I let her back into my life
And I let her stay at my house
And she did that to me and I just felt so
Angry
I'm so mad at her
For making me feel this way
And right now
I can't do it anymore I can't
Let her in my life
Anymore not for a very long time
It just sucks so bad
It sucks so bad
I just thought that everyhing was going
To be fine
I thought that she was secured
And that she was better here
But she's not
This is the disease that she's gonna have forever
*sighs*
I hate it
I hate it so much
And of course David comes home from his trip like great
As this is all happening
And thank God for him because he helped me out so much through this
I would have been so bad if I was alone
I hope none of you guys ever have to go through
So right now she's at the hospital
She's probably gonna go back to rehab
But I don't plan on seeing her at all
For a very long time
Changed around that back
So it means I'm so sorry to
Shed this on you guys, umm
Just wanted to update you...
Alright
I love you
Thanks
I'm gonna go
Bye
Ahhh, good day everyone!
and welcome to my first get ready with me video.
So, here I am sleeping in my bed.
Waking up, trying to find my phone,
Today's a big day because it's the first day on my tour stop, and,
Of course I am running late
Because that's just me I like to sleep into my alarms #jetlag
Anyways, there I am
*gasp*
Oh my god, what's that, is that sasquatch?
Yeah, it certainly looks like him
What do I do???
I know what to do!
That's right!
I need to use my "Braun" razor.