This week has been the most challenging with yet saying goodbye to Hanna last
night was the hardest thing that I've had to do so close yeah you guys like
the train you say we hop on board and check the views out heading into today I
don't know what today is gonna bring as much as it rose means it's a lot more
than just giving somebody a rose it's an open invitation to meeting their family
we just move doors I think heading into this date the
biggest question that I need answered is who is ready and who is it
yeah because if I'm meeting their parents want to make sure that I know
that they are ready at the end of this I know today is gonna be hard but I'm
not giving up on what I came here for and I'm not giving up on what I'm
looking for at the end of this coming into today I want to make sure that we
could remain focused on progressing our relationships and really evaluating know
where we're at I do want more than anything an engagement at the end of
this I do realize you know love is a two-way street so I'm hoping you know we
could use today especially before hometowns to be sure that if you are
going to introduce me to your family that you feel confident and where we're
at coming into this week I was really feeling like I needed time with Colton
just to really deepen our connection but that didn't happen I'm looking forward
to spending time with each and every one of you guys here today the gravity of
what it means to take Colton home to meet my family
I've been thinking a lot about it ah it's not just a casual hey this is my
family it's this is a guy I really see a future with how are you good
I think this week's has been pretty tough you know and I don't I mean
there's always gonna be the doubts and did I make the right decisions can I
trust my gut and all that and it's hard I'm like no I
Colten like here's something so special but right now I just don't think that
it's fair to you to take you to my hometown if I don't know 100 cent
confidently that I'm ready for that I feel like Heather's been curious to
see where they stand maybe that's what she's trying to figure out right now
yeah I mean if it's not like a hundred percent there that's the right thing to
do she just wanted to get across how she's feeling and make sure like that
she knows enough going in before hometowns just to feel secure can I walk
you out
I think Heather wants to make sure that any relationship she's ever in is the
most genuine one especially at this point did you hear it she's getting on
it's
it's just way more serious because he's figuring out whose families he wants to
meet and he's deciding today yeah like right now yeah
to
no at all that's gonna happen yeah everything's gonna be unexpected today
is a make-or-break day to have how they go home was very
surprising and I've already raised concerns with other girls and haven't
talked to Colton about it yet but I've been concerned about Cassie I'm nervous
about the whole Taoiseach Katelyn thing I don't want that to like follow me I
heard about it and I mean I heard the rumors back in Asia from Katy so no yeah
so bizarre with Cassie just from my observations and in my opinion I think
Cassie's still trying to find herself a little bit in life I just don't think
she's ready for his lifelong commitment I'm just so caught off-guard by all of
this like so by incited I have no problem if Colton asks about the
situation asked for more clarity I don't want him to be blindsided at the end of
this so I'll just let me know that I think Cassie just needs to go
you