Hello Friends, Welcome!
In 1995 I had a spiritual calling...
An awakening, it started in 1994 the calling...
and I was working, at the Guildford Borough Council...
and I met a dear friend Peter, a man I trusted with my life!
and I was finding my rent hard to afford...
and he said I could move into his home and I did.
Within a week of being their, he revealed to me one night, he was the Son of God!
Here to begin an Awakening of the world!
A spiritual awakening!
That Father God had planned for this world!
And that God would prove himself to me...
and God did in many ways, prove his reality and existence to me!
And I then knew Peter indeed was his son!
And Peter was my teacher...
and he taught me some things to set my on the path...
for which Father God wanted me to tread!
I was conspired against by criminals in the spirit realm...
Organised crime, that wanted to stop the awakening here...
Because they stand to loose of course...
Because the better the conditions upon this world...
the less people that are going to use their vice in the spirit realm!
So they have spend millions, conspiring against Father God Awakening!
To the detriment of Mankind upon this world...
But! It was all taken into account by Father God...
Because the experience of me being attacked by spirit...
With highly sophisticated technology...
where they got installed into my light...
Has taught me many lessons!
Because! I thought nothing could go wrong in my life!
and then everything did! :)
So! I have been through many lessons!
and I have fallen down every hole, there was to fall down in the road!
But Peter taught me some things...
During the Awakening, during my awakening...
Which was three months, in the spring of 1995 it lasted.
But one of the things he taught me was, where Father God come from!
and he said!
Father God come about from the Big Bang!
and that when he come about...
he called out! Father! Father! Father!
Calling out for his Father!
and there was no answer!
And later, when Father God had brought about, Christ and Citadel...
That's Peter, Peter Citadel and Jesus Christ!
When Father God had brought them about, some point after that...
Peter said! He had heard Father God calling out for his Father again!
So! Father God does entertain the belief...
That there could be another God out there that brought him about!
But the other possibility is!
That if you look at Father God's creation...
He allows things to naturally evolve, from a very basic beginning!
So life upon the earth, we know that science has proved...
Started as very basic forms of life...
Like! Algae, singular cellular life...
and has evolved, over the last 3. something billion years, into what it is today!
So that is Father God, he allows things to naturally evolve!
And the same thing happens within the spirit realm!
That as individuals...
we can evolve ourselves spiritually, within the spirit realms...
and travel to higher planes!
Now! Peter told me in my awakening...
I was here to serve and be a Shepherd of God upon the earth, a world teacher!
That, that is not that time yet!
I am not that world teacher...
But I am still in the service of God...
And to give my insight and perspective, might be meant for me to do?
So that you can see, what understandings I personally have come to?
So! That is what I am going to do!
So Father God, come about from the Big Bang!
The Singularity that caused the Big Bang!
Now! Science says! Energy always exists. It does not come form nowhere!
It always exists in one form or another!
So! The Singularity, was energy, a great amount of energy!
And it probably existed before the Singularity, in another form!
So!
My contemplation is, know that...
Father God, could of come about from another God...
That chooses not to reveal themselves to Father God at this present time?
But the other possibility is that!
In infinity, a vast expanse of nothing...
Something was there!
Energies or something existed...
Partials, energies, whatever it was?
Existed out there...
Maybe very spread out!
But slowly over time...
Over, who knows what immense amount of time!
The some of those partials, collided or were attacked to one another, in someway...
But they were different energy, different natures...
Those of positive energy, those of negative energy for instance!
And those of positive energy, were attracted to one another!
and those of negative energy, were attracted to one another!
So you had two basic, natures out there...
That began to evolve, over a countless period of time, they evolved...
and they collected together, every becoming more evolved and more powerful!
And in the end, they began competing for, dominance in infinity!
That maybe the nature of positivity...
did not, pursue trying to destroy, the natures of negativity!
But negativity lets say, is a destructive force...
and positivity a beneficial force!
So the negative energies, tried to dominate and destroy or take over and control...
the positive energies!
But hey were of equal amounts, equal forces...
Whish you know! Exactly equal!
Neither could overcome the other, if they tried!
But! If they spend all their time in conflict!
That was apprehending their evolution!
And it become futile in the end!
That all they were doing was conflicting with each other all the time...
and not getting anywhere!
So a compromise was reached!
and they had intelligence of nature!
Great intelligence of nature!
That they compromised to work together...
To allow, the natural laws that we know exist...
That govern all natures, to come into effect...
To govern them!
Now! When you govern something...
It cannot surpass, what it is governed by!
So! If it could surpass what it was governed by...
Then most probably in the end...
Conflict would begin again between two completely opposite natures!
So it was not allowed!
So in the end, over a vast period of time...
once the natural laws were in effect...
and maintaining order...
That one could not overcome the other...
and given the power to do so.
That! They did come to an impasse, of not being able to evolve any further...
and it was in their nature, both of them, to want to keep evolving!
So! Communication between the two, yet again took place!
and compromise between the two, yet again took place!
and it was decide, formulated between the two...
a calculation, beyond our understanding!
To bring about the Singularity and the life of God!!!
and that both these natures, would go and be sucked into the Singularity!
and fuse together in the intense, intensity of heat and energy within there!
They would fused and melded together!
and bestow themselves, all that they are, upon God!
So God has the natures of all things that existed...
and most of the energies, of all things that existed, within himself!
So he has the nature of light and dark within himself...
melded together and fused together, as one nature!
So! We have that one nature too...
But they are quite opposing...
We can find ourselves sometimes. We can be negative sometimes, we can be positive!
But, all the energies basically of the singularity...
Just about all went into Father God!
So! Most of the power and energy of the Singularity...
is in Father God, bestowed upon him!
and his power, is unlimited!
And Peter said to me!
"There is nothing that Father God cannot do"
His powers are so vast!
So! There is nothing he cannot do!
and Father God come about as a spiritual being, with a mind!
With an intelligence far beyond those natures that exist!
But they still made him up, to be what he was...
and then he come about!
and the Big Bang happened!
And Father God, whether he caused the Big Bang...
or the Big Band naturally happened itself...
He was come about and he was born!
And he come about calling out for a Father!
That was his initial reaction, to call out for his creator, for his parent!
and there was no answer!
So there maybe another God out there!
Or natural evolution...
within eternity, within infinity, has taken place!
That energies have congregated together, in like kind!
and ultimately, come together...
to fuse together, to bring about and bestow themselves upon the life of God!
Now when God come about!
He had both natures of light and darkness bestowed in equal proportions within him!
And it was like us!
It was not a big conflict for him...
Having both natures within him...
Because they were, one!
One nature!
But you can still have two different sides to yourself, can't you!
You can be positive or a negative person...
and Father saw that, progression for betterment was the best way to be...
and that to be destructive, to follow the darker natures...
would be self destructive and destructive to everything else!
and he had a vast mind and he could see the light of positivity!
So! Although he still has those same natures...
He has cast out his own darkness!
and become a being of immense light and graciousness :)
And the Universe!
Also contains, all those natures melded together as they were in the Singularity!
So! The forces of light and darkness exist within all things within the Universe also!
Now! Father God could of brought about a spirit realm...
and let us all begin life within a spirit realm!
But he believes in natural evolution!
and if life were possible to begin from his coming about!
Then it would be in the Universe!
Therefore he has decided to create upon physical worlds!
and let them, also naturally evolve!
And they are governed, not by God!
But by the same natural laws that exist out there, they still exist!
So the natural laws govern this would and the Universe and what happens in it!
And it maintains an equilibrium!
Even there!
But we have the forces of light and darkness within ourselves!
And some people, do turn to the dark side!...
and some people turn to the light!...
and some people walk the middle road!
So! Whether there's other God out there, who knows!
But we do not really have to concern ourselves with that!
Father God knows all things!
And he has put a lot of protection in place, as well!
So I will go onto that in other videos!
So I thank you for your time :)
I hope that this does not upset anybody, me doing these insights!
Because I am giving it as myself, Neil!
Not as an evolved awoken being and a teacher of God!
I as an ordinary man, which I am..
and not a very bright one at that :)
So! I hope you glean something from that! :)
I hope that helps in someway to...
Because I know it is true that Father God come about! :)
So Father God himself...
Come about when the singularity happened..
and I think that is something like, thirteen to sixteen billion years ago!
So that is how old he is!
So anyway, I thank you for your time...
I Bless You!
I will be making more of these videos!
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and got to the Playlist to see what other videos, I made in this series.
Bless you!
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