hiding inside my closet I feel like this
is like a hostage video or something I
rented up cause it because this is day
five at home six seven hundred at home
with the kids
anyways I decided to do this video today
because you reach some amazing
milestones with the company and just
myself like with my community today we
just hit six hundred thousand on
Instagram and tik-tok has been a whole
other world that I'm exploring which has
been really cool and obviously my
youtube fan this is where it all started
so I decided to go and watch my first
ever YouTube video that I made I've been
getting messages saying how do you
really feel like I'm coming into my own
and kind of owning my voice and I kind
of feel it as well I feel like I'm
becoming a woman that is unapologetic
about who she is and that's the beauty
of you know getting older and wiser
almost 30 and I'm just now starting to
feel comfortable with myself oh my god
my first video was three years ago and
it is a come to work with me blog I
started with vlogs interesting I decided
to take you with me to work today just
to show you kind of what I do the energy
is not there obviously Jake is here he's
demanding all kinds of things right now
he's just looking at me trying to figure
out why am I talking and his cousin he's
so little I didn't remember even that he
had a steak with like lying on the floor
he would only drink milk on the floor
I'll never forget that looks disgusting
what am i eating
enhancing actually blueberry oatmeal
that I made in the quark ball oh my god
I used to have time to cook with crock
pots I obviously shot throughout the day
but it took me I think like three days
to edit it I had no idea how YouTube
works whatsoever
so obviously iMovie was a great just way
to achieve creating a video file
they found me you found me you found me
I'm just looking at my first ever video
that I posted online you want to watch
it too do you know that I saw you look
look how little you want yeah okay
that was you a senior here yeah that was
our old house okay I'm going
what is this interesting we're going to
this video back then I didn't know this
copyright music what was a shooting oh
my god I remember I oh no cuz he weren't
there this was a shoot for Suzy sheer oh
you weren't there I remember how
embarrassed I was to shoot because no
one understood why I'm just sayin he
walking coldly well three years ago when
how how old was I I remember I would run
into the frame but then ask them to stop
and run out to put my camera so I can
vlog and then run back into the frame
and they were just like Logan me like
are you crazy why are you filming
yourself little did they know you can't
hear anything do you hear what I'm
saying I look so pretty and fresh you
like in your dancing it does look like
dancing if someone takes a picture of
you and they take a picture quickly they
do
so you start here's a camera and you
give them different look so the first oh
yeah got it yeah what are you gonna put
the video and like a place
how do you know well you yes but how do
you be so smart so sorry I didn't know
oh my god the makeup artist was really
sweet and she showed me I'm all you cute
in the comms Thanks
my hair is very dark
you don't like it oh really
look at her smile do you prefer lighter
I prefer a lighter could not go go I
already like it you don't like the dark
alone oh I'll think I'll do a video
about the products that I love how cute
in my arms I think I'm gonna do a video
about the products that I like literally
I didn't think it's gonna continue past
this video I'm not gonna now it's time
to go home and cook dinner and put my
hair in a bun wear sweatpants and get
down and dirty with the diapers don't
forget to subscribe
that is so G can you believe this oh my
god jakey you know what when I said when
I made this video do you know how many
people were laughing at me no yeah a lot
of people were being like why are you
making YouTube videos you have two kids
this is so silly and I didn't listen to
them and I kept doing what I thought was
the right thing to do it's a very good
lesson for you because I continue doing
it because I really loved it and I kept
shooting videos and I became better and
better and better now and now you are
love subscribers and you famous - I'm
not famous I just have an amazing
community online and I get to do what I
love every day