what have you done in her life? rejection - who else is in there? anger
how long ago did you enter her life? seven years old
at seven years old and since then what you've been do what have you been doing in her life
what have you caused in her relationships destroying her
marriage what have you done in her finances
you brought spirit of poverty have you touched your health
and you unclean spirit right now your time has expired and you're leaving her body you
anger your rejection your generational curse right now you're coming out you're coming out
out of your body out out of every part of our soul right now you're coming out
you're coming out this is it you're free in Jesus name you're free in Jesus name Angela we're so
happy to have you with us tonight and last night and we saw that you received deliverance would
you please start sharing where are you from and what brought you to this conference
my name is Angela and I'm from Portland, Oregon and I actually saw on Facebook a small clip of
the Raised to Deliver umconference and I just knew I had to be there I saw it last
week and I said I've got to be there I'm packing my bags and I'm going this weekend come on yes
Angela would you please share what was the things that you were struggling
with and what caused you to believe that you needed deliverance I come from a background of
drug addiction and alcohol and through my addiction I drug my three kids along with it and
when I finally got clean and sober I went into a rehab treatment center and my oldest son was too
old to go into treatment with me and he went into foster care and he's 25 right now my oldest son
but the last six years he's been living on the streets homeless and in his drug addiction and
I carried that guilt with me and I've been praying for him like a mother should but I got weary
and I started believing the lies that the enemy was telling me and so unbelief started settling in
and it started destroying my prayer life and the intimacy with the Lord
it started hardening my heart and
I felt like I just I couldn't pray anymore and I needed I was desperate I needed I needed
my prayer life back I needed that intimacy back with the lord and I needed to be able to pray
for my children and so last night when you came here for the first time you were in the prayer
line would you please share with us or what were you experiencing what were you feeling
and going through during the prayer line and right before the prayer line I was feeling the
manifestations already arising in me before I even came through the prayer line as I was sitting down
and I remember even sitting there and I just felt kind of scared but even the message
last night just I remember saying to the Lord I do not want to leave here and not be delivered
I'm receiving my deliverance tonight and I don't care what it feels like what it looks like and
as I remember I kept having to run to the bathroom and anxiety was rising my heart felt like
it was coming out of my chest my mouth was dry it I felt scared but i continued to walk through that
prayer line and as you were in the being prayed for what were you experiencing at that moment
well right before the pastor was praying for me I when i was in the prayer line i remember
just shaking I was shaking so bad my flesh just I could tell these things didn't want to go
and I remember looking down and I saw the pastor walking down and
he was praying for people and I remember looking over like oh my God here he comes
he's coming and he's getting closer and the closer he got the I felt the power I felt the heaviness
the weightiness and the power of God coming even closer to me and I knew and when he
started praying for me it was there was just no going back there was no going back and I
began to just scream and just let this thing out and there was a point where I felt like I don't
know if this thing is gonna come out I don't know if I can do it but just like giving childbirth it
feels like you just can't do it and i just felt my spirit just gave it one more push you got to
and I felt that push I gave one more push that one more scream out for the Lord to deliver me
come on let's put our hands together for the Lord Jesus Christ for his delivering power for his love
come on and what happened next well I was set free
yes you know after the anxiety everything just left I felt when I was on
the floor and gave it that last push it was like I blacked out and I knew I could feel
these things leave my body and I knew I was set free and one of the biggest things that
was and I was like blinded by it by this spirit of guilt and shame but what was so important to
me is that the Lord re-softened my heart and I left that stoney heart on the altar last night
and I can have intimacy and a real prayer life again with the Lord and that was the biggest
thing for me was to feel that softness come on that is such a wonderful wonderful thing
to have intimacy with our father you know the devil comes to steal kill and destroy
okay and he came to steal that intimacy steal the relationship that she used to have but the Lord
Jesus Christ he is loving and powerful he is the one who restores he's the one who delivers
he is the one who heals and he's the only one who is able to break the chains of satan and demons
off of our lives and we're just so happy that it happened to you last night we thank the Lord would
you please also share what happened right after that so last night even before the deliverance
I texted my son's name to have written on the board and I haven't spoken to him
in a couple months you know and
after my deliverance last night the Lord gave me a dream and a vision you see because every time I
saw my son all I saw was him in the natural what he looked like dirty homeless on drugs and that's
that's what I was agreeing with but I had been praying for a long time Lord give me
a vision of what you've called him to be and last night I had a vision
of my son and he walked through these doors and he was all clean and he was healthy and
I could see the glory of God on him just hours ago I got a phone call
come on it's just getting better
hallelujah what was the phone call about
I answered the phone he said mama and she has not talked to her son in two months
I was so excited to hear his voice and you have no idea I was rejoicing in my spirit
and he says mom he knows when I pray for him
he said I just went through a big battle but God is good and I love hearing your voice
come on come on we can do better than this let's give God the glory the praise hallelujah it's
so wonderful when God gives you a different vision for the person you're praying for the way God
sees her son now she sees him like that and we're gonna believe and stand in faith for his salvation
and for his deliverance full deliverance in Jesus mighty name Angela lastly would you
please share a word of advice to people those that are here or those that are watching us right now
and they might find themselves in a similar situation praying for someone their child
is lost or on drugs or they themselves going through some things what would you suggest them
be desperate just what they were talking about tonight having a loved one having
a son or a daughter you get desperate and you even start finding out the things that are in you
when you start praying for your loved ones because I realized I didn't have the faith
and hope that I really needed to get through it doesn't just be desperate be hungry and keep
moving and I don't care what it looks like I don't care how silly how stupid how ridiculous you look
it is worth the freedom it is worth the freedom come on hallelujah praise the Lord thank you so
much thank you so much what a wonderful testimony I loved you know Joe said that desperation
has a sound and that sound is it comes from your spirit and I hope that you have that for
your loved ones today as you pray for them because God is about to answer that prayer in Jesus name