I want you to know that the fear of being
alone and having no purpose in your life
is one of the most the most disabling
things that you will ever experence in your life
And you need to know the answer of two questions
Who are you?
And what do you want?
For me I realized as a kid, yea there was
a choice I had to make
Either believe what the world said
And only believe that broken pieces are ahead for me
Or believe that God loves me
It was hard
Because when God says in the bible I have a plan
for you. I'm thinking
Really
And I prayed for arms and legs
What do you want
I wanted arms and legs, it's not that
difficult to believe
The God of the bible says he has
a plan for you, do you see this timeline
I'm 8 years old going forwards
into the future
No idea what was ahead
The bible says he has a plan
We don't see the plan
So it's kind of foolish to believe something that you can't see
But faith helps you to do that
Faith is exactly that and
faith comes when you hear
the word of God
When I heard the word of God
I still didn't understand his love
His plan, so I prayed
for a blueprint of his plan
And he didn't come back to me on that request
And when you don't hear from God
You then start to conclude what you believe
From then on do you decide
to keep on believing
and waiting to see what happens
and trust Him
Or do we conclude to do this
There is no God
I'm alone, there is no hope, there is
no purpose. I'm getting bullied for the rest of my life and never
getting married, never going to have kids, never going to be happy
Man was I wrong or what
At age 10 I tried to end my life but I'm still here
All I could see where broken pieces and I had no idea
That there would ever be hope for someone truly disabled
Emotionally, mentally
Spiritually
Physically. The whole thing
I mean on every check box
I wasen't myself sometimes. I was so angry
Angry at my life
And I want you to know in your life there will be times
Where you will feel like you'll be on the edge
But when you look at the word disabled
D-I-S-A-B-L-E-D
When you turn your back on the lies like this
And you come to the truth
The truth will set you free
Do I look disabled to you today
No, when you put a g-o
Go. Walk by faith and
not by sight. And you put a g-o
in front of the word disabled. It spells
God is able
to do what
Ephesians 3:20
Exceedingly, abundantly more
Then you could ever ask
Imagine or retain
What does that mean
It actually means that God has a
good plan, He never with holds
any good gifts
I was 15 years old
and I read John chapter 9
A man was born blind
And no one knew why
Jesus was asked by everyone
Why was this man born blind
My doctors don't know why I was born this way
My parents don't know why I was born this way
And I want you to know that we don't have
any answers
For my bith defect
Jesus said this blind man was born
this way, because
God's works are going to be revealed
through Him
Jesus spits on the dirt, puts mud
on the face of the blind man
And there is no record of the blind
man saying anything, flinching
asking anything
moving backward
Nothing
Jesus performs His miracle
as he is still
I realized Jesus did not
sit the blind man down and say, Mr. blindman
My name is JC, I'm the healer
I'm about to spit in the dirt and give you a facial
and after we wipe the mud off your face
your going to see. He didn't do that
God doesen't need to tell me his plan
I just need to be still
and believe he has a plan
that's when you walk by faith
Why would you need faith
if God told you everything
If I was age 8 and I prayed
for arms and legs and God instead told me everything
He was going to do until the age of 33
You have to be kidding me
I would die of shock
Writing books
55 languages
If God can use a man without arms and legs to be his hands and feet
then who can God not use
He loves you and he can do anything with your broken pieces