Good luck hard. Thanks Helen
Ah
Everyone
This week's been pretty incredible
But tonight is like the hardest decision I've ever had to make in my life
It really is
God I'm sorry. This is very difficult for me
Give me one second
Sorry
You know I can I can honestly say that this decision is just incredibly hard so
Before I can make this decision
Kendall can I talk to you? Yeah, sure. Let's go over here
Deciding between you know, lucky designer, whatever I
Don't know
What the hell is going on here Kindle makes the least sense when it comes to a relationship with Ari, but who knows? Ah
Scary I have no idea what he's gonna do
I
Need to know
If you can get there if you feel like there's a chance you can get engaged
If you feel like this is something that you can do
Moving forward like I've not ready for this and like at all
I know it's not about that though. It's about could you?
Be engaged and be comfortable now, you know to me and then that is the real question, you know
I just want to let you know like you know
If you stay someone else goes who's very ready to get married. I know, you know, I just wasn't expecting to
Have this, you know conversation
But I see a lot in you that I see in a partner for marriage and I can't say that at this very moment
I can say I'm ready to be engaged, but I see so much in you that I do love
You know and so much and like me saying that I was falling for you
I wasn't saying that just to say that like I feel that
I don't know what you needed from me
Is he deciding between you know like this this makes the most sense to me, I don't know
I
Just say I love the way that you make me feel I
Love that I can be so open and I can't be so vulnerable with you
And it's hard for me
It's like I don't
Think I'm I don't know some kind of face walls that Heymann know
Existed and it's hard to find him if you don't know where they are
And I feel like I've like worked through so much
and um
It's just like it
my sister said like really impacted me like when she said that she didn't think that you saw safety in me and that has been
Something that's been so important with me with you to this entire thing. So like I feel so safe with you and
The thought of you not sitting that way with me like really really really hurts me. I don't you'll be hurt. I just want
I'm just trying to gain clarity. I know and I know and that's fair
You need to know more about each other make my mom ask some hard questions
Had I not like had that time. I don't know how to answer done
No one has anything in me because he is more. I don't know what makes more sense to me. Don't make noise instead
any honest
I want to apologize. I just I need to get it right you know, so
Becca Becca, will you accept this rose? Of course?
Lauren we accept this
Lady's Bari Savano roast tonight. What? Are you ready? Thanks
Our use the one for me
But there's a lot that we both still need to figure out
It's hard for me to imagine that tonight will be the end
I know how strongly I feel Ferrari and I feel like he feels the same way for me
It would be absolutely devastating I go home tonight
Kendall Kendall me accept this Rose
Tea I'm sorry take a moment say goodbyes
Oh
You know, what's that
You didn't do anything
We got so I got put myself out there
Heartbeat I do
He didn't do anything wrong
I'm so sorry. I
Was that over company that I think?
Thinks too much too much
know what just
Tell me something I don't have a good explanation. I really don't
Believe me I'd sign up all night last night
I don't know. There's just something missing you
Didn't do anything wrong you are an incredible woman and anyone would be lucky to be with you. I
Don't want to feel like
I'm not good enough because I felt like that so many times before and I don't want to feel like that
It's not it's not about
Your worth, you know, you're incredible. It's just about the emotion between two people. You know what I mean?
Yeah, I mean that's what it's supposed to be. That's what this is for it
Oh, I know wasn't anything that you said or did or who you are because you are
Incredible, you know, yeah, I admire you
Did it go
Yeah
You film with your heart, okay, okay
I
Did so it makes me but my walls up like garma are so much
It's telling someone how I feel for them and not feeling it in return
It's certainly hard for me to be vulnerable
Because I've done it before and it's left me feeling like this and it makes me not want to do it
Started feeling long good enough for people
That I can't give an offer I can't they are doing up tired of it
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