So tell me this is who you are
They tell me I've got something more
And oh, you could be loved
But I don't want the lights to
Find me when I'm dark and lost
But never on my own
Cause I just wanna swing like Sinatra
Singing like I can't stop
Cause I could never rock like a Rolling Stone
I just wanna live like the ones before
Yeah, and maybe I could play guitar like Hendrix
Or save the world or end it
Then maybe they'll remember me when I'm gone
That's all I could ever want
That's all I want
So I got ten minutes to be all or nothing, to
Whoever wants to hear
And I got ten weeks of talking bullshit on repeat
Till I'm burnt out and disappear
But I owe you nothing
And I own my luck
Oh, they say you'll never be alone again
But I don't think you understand me or what I fear
And you could be loved
But I don't want to lie to tell myself
I'm more than all the mistakes I've outrun
But I'm only here for a minute
And I don't care what you say cause I know
You're only here cause I'm winning
But I can be my own kind of rock and roll like
I don't really care if you say you don't fuck with me
And I can say what the fuck I want cause it's down to me
I got love for you even if you are doubting me
Like, oh my god, I just can't stop
Cause I just wanna sing like Sinatra
With ethanol my soundtrack
Cause I could never rock like a Rolling Stone
I wonder how it feels to burn out young
Cause I just wanna die before my heart fails
From heartbreak or cocktails and
Then maybe you'll cry once you know I'm gone
That's all I could ever want
Oh, that's all I want, yeah
Cause I ain't scared of living
Does it get easier?
No
(No, I ain't scared of living)
Yes, it gets easier
Oh yeah?
(No, I ain't scared of living) Look at you
Cause it's all we've got
What are we breathing for if we ain't living? (No, I ain't scared of living)
And I don't want your love
I just wanna feel like I'm still living (No, I ain't scared of living)
And if there is no god
I'll know the day I die, I lived through heaven (No, I ain't scared of living)
And that I gave it hell
And if it hurt, oh well (No, I ain't scared of living)
At least that's living (No, I ain't scared of living)
And the more you know who you are
And what you want
That's all I want
The less you let things upset you
That's all I want
I just don't know what I'm supposed to be, you know?
I tried being a writer, but I hate what I write
And I've tried taking pictures
But they're so mediocre
You know, and every girl goes through a photography phase
You know, like horses
You know, take, uh, dumb pictures of your feet
You'll figure that out
And I'm not worried about you