This is a beautiful lie, my last lie
Even if it kills me, I'm hiding under a mask for your sake
I see myself in the mirror and ask myself
Will it really make you happy if I let you go?
I'll throw myself away completely
because you need some time by yourself
Did I say those things without even meaning it?
As I replay your face when you screamed 'go away'
I'm tainting our memories that were beautiful
I haven't imagined a life without you yet,
but please be happy, so that at least my lie can shine
I'm letting go of your tightly held hands, but my heart is still the same
But, I'll let you go
I'm letting go of your tightly held hands, but my heart is still the same
I think it's best for you if I end it right here
This is a beautiful lie, my last lie
Even if it kills me, I'm hiding under a mask for your sake
It's alright if you leave me
I want you to be happy
Oh, I'm..
You keep shedding tears in front of me
It was an unexpected line that led to the next chapter
You told me to take back the words I spit out
As you held onto my face then collapsed to your feet
This isn't the future I thought of
It felt like a sin to look at you, like a lonely tied up dog
So I'm swallowing up my feelings and letting you go
You must promise to live better than me
But the moment I said that, you turned around
I won't hang onto you, I'll smile
This is me, don't hesitate anymore
Leave me
This is a beautiful lie, my last lie
Even if it kills me, I'm hiding under a mask for your sake
It's alright if you leave me
I want you to be happy
Oh, I'm...
It's time for me to give you the last bits of my heart
The fact that we loved is beautiful
It's time for me to give you the last bits of my heart
The fact that we loved is beautiful
Me, with iron shackles attached to my legs, is more like me than ever before
(You turned around, ran to me, told me not to say stupid lies)
(As you smiled in front of me)
It's a beautiful pain
Letting you go
I have to die inside, swallow my tears
And put on a smiling mask
I feel so relieved now
Please don't worry about me
Oh, I'm...
I'm a beautiful, no, a cowardly liar