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oh am i live right now
waiting oh i should have told you all when i was coming on
okay so i'm gonna do my makeup this live stream so um yeah because i have plans
i should have um posted that i was going live
but for me i feel like super nervous so i feel like i'm gonna like mess up
i don't know sorry i'm fixing my nose ring okay now that i've been doing my
makeup more it feels kind of more natural i'm not like forced like i used to hate doing it
and then um i think i'm gonna stay at eric and her keys this weekend hang out with them yeah
oh my god i hate doing my makeup on camera i hate it so much
eric underkey so becky's friends no um i think you guys have you guys know now that me and becky
are broken up like obviously so whoever stays in my life whoever stays in my life from who i met
from being with becky then obviously they're my true um friends and true people in my life that
i love and that love me and care about me i'm literally seeing becky's family this weekend um
you guys i don't know i think some of you have like a warped image of things which is fine
um did it make you feel sad that becky said she feels like she can finally start her new life
or finally start her life now in her new vlog she seems so excited to move out
i actually have not watched that video but does that make me sad that she said that um
no because i'm saying in a way i like feel the same way because obviously her and i we're gonna
have completely different lives now that we're not together so um no it doesn't make me sad
i guess it makes me sad that like we both felt kind of like trapped in the relationship i guess
that part makes me sad but um no like i'm happy for her she's she is excited for sure
she made a community post i love you amber but i didn't pay to watch you put on makeup
well what did you pay for exactly no tino shade um like i said i'm gonna
live stream twice a week i never said what i was gonna do in the live streams i said
you know like then don't yeah like then don't watch like i don't mean to be rude but like
i just this is what's working out for me right now is being able to do my makeup while live streaming
and then once i'm done with my makeup i can like answer your questions and like talk to you guys
but i just wanted to do this first that's all that is all but i can always turn it
off and then just come back like i could just do that instead oh my nose is just
i love that for me why does my nose always itch and then i wipe off the foundation
i have really bad allergies that's like the truth of the matter here okay i'm going for it
baby girl the fedex truck just went by and now she's barking at the fedex truck that's so funny
std huh did you wash your hair is it really greasy
okay if my hair ever got this greasy please please someone check on me please yes i washed my hair
um why do you say becky shades you last stream but every live stream you have draw
blems towards her i don't know what that means but yeah we both shoot each other um
why does everyone keep saying he took the car from becky i'm lost i don't know people like
to just have rumors going all the time i guess because i definitely did not take the car from her
wait i feel like my eyeliner isn't matching one another whatever no i don't want that car at all
at all and to be honest even if i did want that car i still wouldn't take it because it's like
she's the one who's driven it like you know i don't drive i don't have a license and i
like gifted it to her you know like pretty much is what happened there
like if i buy someone something i'm not gonna ask for it back
like that just seems really odd to me even if we did break up that's just the way that i see it
do you guys agree with that like what is your stance no but he didn't pay for the car but that's
not the point you know it's her car she drove it she would take it to get you know gas and stuff
i've never pumped gas a day in my life i wouldn't know how so
that's on that but these are all things that i can learn how to do
okay so now that i've done two of that then i use better than sex mascara by too faced
so yeah i don't know where you guys are like getting like rumors from but like
just don't believe like literally don't believe anything you guys see
because half the things that you guys like see it ain't real more than half i would say like
95 of the things that you guys see online is not real when it comes to like my life or whatever
like it's literal rumors and i'm over here just like dang i didn't know i did that
i didn't know that was going on in my life
so yeah
um
so regarding becky trading in her car oh my god like this is no one's business but since she
brought that up like i guess it's appropriate to say
what i'm about to say that car that she had when we first got together
um like didn't work like when i tell you i've never seen so many miles on one car in my life
i mean it there was no ac there was no heater um the car barely worked it couldn't go to a
certain speed like it was literally done for it like it was done so that's when i said
i don't mind getting you a car and i'm actually shook that she agreed to be honest i love that
like cool because i was tired of that car that she had um so um when she traded in
her car it got us i think like 500 off of the car okay thank you like i appreciate that i'm
about to put a little spit on my eye um like thank you i appreciate that like cool but i
don't know what type of like rumors you guys are thinking like that she actually traded in her car
and how many times do you need to repeat yourself exactly that's kind of how i feel becky has a
gofundme for car needs am i gonna donate um am i am i gonna donate to her gofundme no
i'm not did i send her money last night on venmo to help her yes i did
because i feel like i i don't know i feel like if i don't like okay if i have someone in my life who
needs help and like i have the means to help them to like a certain extent like i'm not
trying to have you use me because trust me i've had people in my life [ __ ] use me
i'm not about that then i'm gonna like help you know obviously
but i personally don't want to talk about this anymore i don't want to talk
about becky's financial i don't want to talk about my financial i don't want to talk about
anything regarding that like it's actually nobody's business when you really like think
about it boils down to being no one's business now i'm putting on some foundation foundation
blush i literally just say foundation that's funny nars um orgasm x
and um oh rarity's being so cute
oh she's such a weirdo baby um half the time i don't know what i'm saying anymore okay
just a little blush moment i don't know no someone did not talk in the background unless my cat can
talk now if my cat can talk now we need to do something about it is this makeup for the week yes
no i meant that's funny i meant i'm doing my makeup because i'm going out
tonight today slash tonight which is going to also include me being gone for the weekend does
that make sense babes i'm laughing at you not with you that's sad that you have to say that actually
i think rarity wants a treat moment
can we talk about how much money you'd make if you did vlogs and lives yeah i would definitely
um yeah could be true could be true i could make the most money if i did like just mootbongs
and just live streams for sure but it's like i can't see myself doing that like just having a
bunch of move bombs on my page like i've done that before and it just doesn't seem right i don't know
y'all should i do it the lip plumper moment where's my phone
we're doing it differently this time um
i didn't have a bad reaction to it it was a normal reaction to it for sure
see no touching the skin we're just living our best life oh my god it's prickling okay
rosie i promise there was no voice why do i hate my fans i don't have fans um
would you ever get cosmetic surgery yes i would why the hell not sure
i feel like i'd want a boob job like if i was like already skinny or whatever i feel like i'd want
a boob job yeah i think i'm gonna get off of here though like soon soon because i have to call becky
will you learn to drive soon because becky is gone i've i'm not gonna learn to drive
because becky's gone i'm gonna learn to drive because i feel like it's just like
one of those things that i need to learn to do really
what the hell is rarity doing all the time that might have been wasabi actually i don't know
oh god it's it's hurting my lips for sure
oh my god no one is here if you guys saw the mess that becky has in that hallway which
i understand because she's moving it's fine um the cats jump on it things fall it is what it is
oh my god i don't i literally don't know why i'm laughing don't mind me um
but i love you guys thank you guys for keeping me company and for talking and
for all that stuff and i will see you guys
don't be afraid of falling