We are starting off this video looking very crusty, so I apologize for that but that is like the whole point in this video
So welcome back to my channel
Welcome to my channel if you're new here if this is the first video of mine that you're seeing. Hi, my name is Zoe
I'm really sorry. You had to see me in this state, but we are about to change that very soon
so in this video
I'm really excited because I'm gonna be like documenting my entire experience kind of glowing up for summer
2020 because like let me tell you today was one of those days
My bed is not made
I like huge pile of clothes on my desk chair, and I'm like literally
Filming in front of a blank wall because my room is so disgusting right now
And I'm sitting on the floor like I'm literally at a low point in my life
so I thought since summer is starting that I would kind of do a
Transformation with like my look so that I could have a rock and start just why didn't I just do that?
The first step that I'm gonna be doing is actually tomorrow. It is like night time right now and tomorrow morning at 9 a.m
I'm going to get my hair dyed. It's like my first volley appointment since
January so I'm filming this like the night before because I'm probably not gonna be able to film tomorrow morning
I'm gonna be so tired
But yeah
my first step is to balayage my hair much blonder than it is right now and then I also have to do my nails because
They have literally not been done since March. I also want to give myself a tan, and I don't have any self-tanning products
so I think I'm just gonna like
Document like how many hours I spend in the Sun and like see if I have any difference to my tan?
Like right now, I'm really not tan
So does three things?
Fourth thing is that I'm going to do something about my skin because it's probably fine to like most of you that I get composing
the only reason I'm like upset about it is because I'm specifically on medication so that I don't get pimples and I woke up with
Seven pimples that were not there yesterday
7 like how does that happen?
So I have this huge one right here that really bothers me like it's so big for absolutely no reason
So I've got one and then I have like a bunch on my forehead and I'd like one here
But you can't really see it right now. I'm wearing sweat pants and I'm wearing this shirt. Why am I standing up for this?
Yeah, I'm going to put on a little cute outfit by the end of this. So that's the plan for this video
I'm really excited because I'm just I want to look better. So I'm really excited to see how this video turns out
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Ok. See you guys tomorrow
For you guys it has been like five seconds since you last saw me but in reality
it's been about a week and a half since I got my hair done and I haven't wanted to update this vlog until now because
After I got my hair done, I was like I loved it
But it wasn't what I was expecting
Because I have this like unrealistic image in my head that like if I got my hair balayage
I'm gonna like come out of it looking like a blonde person
But obviously if I'm brunette and I get my hair balayage like it's only a few strands that are bleached
So I was just like not in the mood to update this video
After I got my hair, but now that I've like lived with it for a while
I am getting more used to it and I love it. Like my hairdresser is amazing, but we did take pictures of my hair
So I'll put them like on the screen here so you can see what it looked like right after I got it done
So yeah, that was like a week and half ago. So also my pimples have gone away. Thank goodness
I don't know what that breakout was. But I am going to do a face mask tonight anyways to prevent another breakout
I'm going to be using this mask tonight. I've never used it. This is the glam glow super mud clearing treatment
So let's go to my bathroom. So the instructions say to apply a thin layer to clean skin
So I'm just gonna wash my face before I start that I feel like I look like a baby like my face is so round
When I put my hair up
In case you were curious my night cleanser is the drunk elephant jelly cleanser and my night moisturizer is the Rennes
rescue cream
Okay, my face is all washed now and I'm going to open this nest because I don't even know what it looks like
Oh, it's like a charcoal gray kind of color
it's like very
Liquidy and it smells like mint. Okay. That is not a look
Oh
It's starting to like burn I don't how to explain it but it's like a minty tingling feeling
My skin is so sensitive. So maybe this isn't the best thing to do to it
Oh my god. My skin is burning the package says leave it on for 5 to 20 minutes
So I think I'm gonna do 10 because my skin is really sensitive
And I think this is one like the harsh or face masks out there
I'm gonna go set a timer on my phone and I will see you guys in 10 minutes to take this off
I'm back
It has been 10 minutes and as you can see like a lot of it faded to gray
I guess if I left it on for like 10 more minutes
Maybe more of it would go to gray or like maybe I just put way too much on
I'm like shaving my beard
That would single-handedly like the worst experience I've ever had kicking off a facemask now
There's like black specks in like gray water all over my sink in my parents are gonna kill me. But let's see. Whoa
So when I like fuel my chin or like my nose or my forehead compared to my cheeks, there's so much softer
I think that works as well
So that is it for this little segment of the video and I'll see you guys in the next one
Hi guys, so it is another day another activity for this video today. I'm super excited for what we're gonna do
So basically, I'm gonna be putting on these blue on nails because my nails are just like super short
I don't like painting them when they're short
I like painting them when they're long
But when they're like naked like this, I can never wait for them to get long I go
I just want to like cut them
So I'm gonna be gluing these nails on so that I can feel like I have my nails put together first. I'm going to
Clean out any dirt under if there is I actually just came back from a day at the cottage with my friends
I love the leg
Like I can't go to summer camp this year, obviously
So it just like really reminded me of camp and I was so bittersweet, but I had such a fun day
It was for one of my friend's birthday
It's like our entire group of friends from high school
Was up there and like we went boating on the lake. We went swimming in the lake. We did tie-dye
We played games we had dinner
We roasted marshmallows at the end of the night and made some s'mores
Me and three other girls who I didn't have her own lake houses to go so that we pitched a tent in her massive yard
Like in front of the lake and it was supposed to rain today. So we kind of expected it
well
we put up a tarp and everything like over the tent to
Prevent the tent getting rained on but one of our friends like woke up at 6 a.m
And like we were all like drenched in rain water
So we woke up at like 6:00 and we went back to the house and they like drove to get breakfast
I like Tim Hortons and McDonald's and I'm really tired
I tried to take like a quick nap and
also
That's the other thing like it's raining today and one part of this video that I said I was gonna do is like go tan
But obviously I can't do that today. So I did tan yesterday when I was like at her lake house
So I'm just gonna like insert pictures of that as like proof
All right
so I picked out all my sizes for the
I honestly find like doing my nails so fun. Like even if I paint them with nail polish. It's such a relaxing activity
Like I like to paint my nails while I'm watching a movie
Okay, it's coming along I really like them I'm gonna do like one more and then I'm probably just gonna speed this up
Okay, we've got the first three fingers on I'm like actually really excited to have actual nails
See you guys in like how long is this gonna take me? Okay, it's 203. We'll see
My nails are done and that is 213 which means it took exactly ten minutes to do this
So yeah, I'm really happy with them
They look so pretty I find like especially like the iridescent look and I'm so excited to actually finally have nails
Let me do a little test
See you guys when we do the final segment of this video piece
All right. We are back where we began
I'm sitting on the floor in my room, but I'm feeling so much better than when we started this video
Thank you guys so much. If you watch till this point and went through this whole like experience with me
I am so excited for like summer 2020 and this little globe that I had with you guys
So we got my hair by Oz we did a face mask for my skin. I tanned my skin
Also, I did my nails and now I'm wearing a new outfit
I'll show you guys like what it looks like in full but this is like a dress that I got from princess Polly
Love princess Polly use my coupon code if you want. I feel more put together
I feel more ready to take on the summer and I just feel like there's some new happy glow within me
Which of course doesn't come from like tanning yourself or like making your hair lighter, like that's not the whole point
It's just that I got to like pamper myself with a bunch of different activities
And it just made me feel really good and it's just a form of self-love
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Subscribe to my channel for summer videos every single week. That's all I have to say. I love guys so much
I hope that you enjoy it my glow of transformation as well. I hope there's a difference
And I'll see you guys in my next video. Bye