- Whoa
(exhaling)
- (exhaling) Wow
- Oh no, this is scaring me.
- I don't wanna read this (laughing)
- I don't think you can do that!
I think that's like cheatin' at a board game.
- I'm tired a cryin'.
- Okay, well then don't cry
- Okay,
- (laughing)
- What in the–
- Fragganackle fool is this?
Goin' on over here.
- Oh shit.
That's not okay.
- Where are you going?
- Where am I going (laughing)?
- Why do I think of death with this question?
- So, do I die or you die?
Or just the world is–
- No, I wanna die, I wanna die tragically
like, you know that one Hollywood actress
that died in her bathtub and
it was like the Nancy Drew thing.
Remember? - No.
- Okay, if it's our last conversation
like if I don't see you once we leave here,
- Yes
- What would I want you not to forget?
- Like one thing?
- Well, something.
(laughing)
- God forbid, but that I love you.
- I love you.
- I love you a lot.
- Yeah, I think I would say the same thing.
- I know we say it all the time but like
- I really have mad love for you
- If I had more love to give you, I would.
Like I think if God dropped another ounce of love
and mixed it in me tomorrow
I'd be like, here, take it, that's for you.
- Like I say this like full-heartedly that
you are and were
and forever and always
are my greatest love.
Seriously.
- Like, you
(nervous laughing)
- I'd, I'd, I
the reason I'm at a loss for words
is 'cause I've never, I can't,
it's physically something that I can't explain.
You're the kind person.
You're what people want to have in their lives.
- (laughing) I'm a Cancer.
- You've had a great effect on my life.
- Thank you.
- I think more so than most people in my life.
- Wow, what a responsibility.
(laughing)
- I don't know, I think you're like
the greatest human (laughing).
- Oh gee - You are, like
- I really feel like you can do anything.
- You could've done this without me.
You just don't think that you could.
- Mm-mm
- You could.
You're a strong person.
I'm there to catch you, but you never fall.
- Trust everything.
Trust, what you feel.
Trust what you think.
Trust what you do.
Trust it all because
- In you being, in in
in you doing all of these things
for yourself you're able to do that
for so many other people around you.
That need you.
There's a lot of people that need you.
- Wasn't expectin' that one, huh?
- Right, no.
- If this was our last conversation,
I would want you
to remember that even though I made many mistakes
over the 37 years that we've known each other
none of them had anything to do with you.
- Even though, like, we have our moments where we don't talk
or you know, life happens and we kind of separate
but when we come back, it's just like,
I'm here for you.
- The time that we have spent together,
has been a lot of growth for me.
And you've allowed me to trust in a way
that I don't normally trust.
And I really needed that, from you.
- But I definitely, like, if this was our last conversation,
I would want you to know that I never, ever meant
to really, truly hurt you.
- I know, it's more difficult for me to express
to you how I feel and sometimes I wonder,
does she actually know?
Um, do you know?
- Yeah
- Consistently?
- I wouldn't want you to forget that like,
you're like my person.
Know what I mean?
- Yup Like through everything.
- There will be no one ever that I love more than you.
Ever.
- Yeah.
- So, I wouldn't want you to forget that.
- And you have been the number one woman in my life
that is always been there for me.
- oh my god that question is a hard question.
- Sometimes I just think about moments where like,
you're not around and I cry.
But then I realize you're still here.
- Yeah, I'm here.
- And we're doing a lot of things.
Going to see the opera.
- Yeah the opera and the circus.
(laughing)
- I don't think, you'll ever know,
how important you are to me.
- My favorite hope is that we will always be together.
And, uh, I definitely would dread the moment
of not being with you.
- And that no matter what, in this mortal life,
that me and you are connected forever in spirit.
And I'm always gonna be your son.
- I'm always gonna be your mom.
- And I love you to eternity.
- The same thing I feel and more.