This dinner setting is literally a dream date for me except that tears here it's
up but I cannot wait until it's just him and I and it's like a one-on-one I hope
there enjoys her last meal she should probably eat a little bit more of that
fish because she will be having more of it whenever I get through I had a lot of
fun with both of you today and I hope that we have more time to spend together
tonight and just get to know each other better
Cheers well I'm left tonight with a lot of questions I I don't know who won't
want to give the rose to if I could be someplace else I would probably be there
right now I know Jackie will love a man with all
her heart and always be good and Tierra I see that she wants to love someone but
I also feel like that comes with so much drama I went to pull TRS ID and talk to
her on the 101 Tia I'm supposed to tumble in there yes yeah that's good I
am so flustered with my feelings and emotions will be back there is so much
tension in that room and I'm like oh gosh I think Jackie talked crap about me
but people like that try to make themselves look better when it only
turns around and bite them in the butt I want her gone and I'm gonna do what I'm
gonna do how are you feeling nervous no what why
would you be nervous I get scared because I have the biggest heart
I honestly do and I want to just be loved and I can love back you know and
I'm just scared thank do you care to elaborate um wow so
I was it the guy for five years and he was in and out of rehabs Chokin ocarina
mm-hmm so being the type of person I am I stuck by his side no matter what
because I've known him for 13 years and he was my best friend
and he passed away in 2009 and so it was the hardest time in my life were you
together mm-hmm the hardest part about losing him was I lost my best friend I
think that's why - like I'm so afraid of getting close to someone because I
attached myself to people I care about so that's why I am the way I am I I'm
scared of losing someone again see why you would be I'd tried to open
up to him I hope you can see that I'm afraid I scared Shawn off tonight let's
go son I don't want to scare him away that's not my objective here I just want
to find my best friend and I think Shawn could be that guy I want that rose
tonight I just am scared scared of getting my
heart broken hopefully Shawn will see that and
doesn't hurt me
and your fish
I was hoping tonight would be much easier I was hoping that I would feel so
strongly for one and I would know that the other one wasn't for me it would
just make my decision easy I've got a rose to give out and I've made up my
mind Jackie our relationship has been slower
to develop but I know why and I definitely respect that and I appreciate
that um tiara from the very first night
there's just something special about you well since that first night it hasn't
been really easy but with that I appreciate you opening up tonight and
allowing me to see some of the reasons why it hasn't been so easy so thank you
and so I'm left with a very tough decision and I just have to be true to
my heart and what I believe in and with that tiara
will you accept this rose yes thank you and Jackie I'm so sorry
can't walk you out and talk to you a little bit
I hate sending someone home as sweet as Jackie she's such a great girl but she
just wasn't the girl for me you are one of the sweetest girls I've
ever met it's a shame that I don't have strong
romantic feelings for because I know she has a lot to offer I just want you to be
careful with your heart I see a lot of things in the house and I don't want you
get hurt just Paulie all right I feel very confident and keeping Tierra
because I'm starting to figure out why she is the woman she is and why she's so
emotional and why she attaches herself so strongly to men and I'm glad I see
that side it's here because I need that depth if we're gonna move forward
it sucks I mean I don't put myself out there
he's a good guy how if I do is the must be worth and tears not the girl he's
supposed to be with I came into this completely open-hearted and ready to
fall in love and I don't think she did I had something special planned for you I
don't know what he's looking for I really don't maybe it's not me but I
know it's not tiara yeah this is pretty perfect right here oh my god hey-oh
firework
it's pretty amazing it's them it's them right there I want a lot of these girls
to get the boot like Jackie's leaving I feel bad for Jackie now
I saw tears form in her eyes you know I'm like my heart melts like so bad
you