I just want to tell them that I appreciate them,
and sometimes I feel like I don't know how to show that enough,
and sometimes they are worried that they don't know that enough, and...
I worry that all the time, actually.
Hmm
Umm...
I would regret not telling my family and friends
just how much I appreciate the support that I always get from them.
Earlier today, I was in a little bit of a dispute with a close friend,
I would really regret not apologizing and mending that friendship.
I would have wanted to tell my dad...
and let him know how... ...crucial his undying love and support is.
I think it's because I want to believe that they already know.
I'm not a very expressive person.
I don't see her a lot. She works a lot.
So I kind of took a step back.
She struggles to let us love her.
She'll struggle to let people love her,
and I think it damaged our relationship
I'm worried that they will feel good,
and it will make them feel like, you know- like it will make you feel appreciated
and then I'm worried I'll let them down.
It's- It's messed up, but I guess...
in my mind if I keep that level manageable,
then I don't risk hurting them in the long run.
Okay, sure.
Do you want me to do it now? - Yeah.
You want me to do that right now?
If she doesn't answer, this will be a big flop.
Yo, you got a minute to talk?
Hi, Ma. How are you doing?
Don't be alarmed, but I just wanted to take this opportunity
To tell you that you're very special, and I'm very grateful for everything you've ever done for me,
and no, I'm not dying,
I will be coming back home, and we will hang out together,
but yeah, I just- I just wanted to say thank you.
Is that an okay?
Alright, I love you, too.
I've had quite a unique few months,
umm...
having lost a really close friend
and it's made me think a lot -
a lot about the people that I love,
and so I've really made an effort over the past few months to just tell everyone
that I love them and
just everything that I'd want to tell them
if I didn't have another chance.
So maybe it's unique circumstances.