konbanwa okay d welcome to a very very
cool looking Japanese horror game that
Evelyn recommended to me
Oh coyote I think means if it's the same
one means welcome home we've been
watching a lot if any of you watched
terrace house on Netflix it's really fun
we watched the previous season the
closed doors open doors right now we're
watching the new one that's out and it's
just fun to watch Japanese people
interact with each other and learn some
of the language and just get a little
insight into that culture so are you
here ok d a lot what on top of mourning
is in Japanese what is top of the
morning in Japanese
ohayo oh yeah Ohio
that just means good boring though
ohayo-gozaimasu back ladies to another
let's play let's start up this game I
don't think this game is very long but I
was gonna say the art style is cool if
you remember a while back I played a
game called September 1999 or 1997 or
something and it had this sort of VHS it
had this kind of old VHS style to it but
something about this style and the
filter and everything makes it look
really realistic also I've been reading
some Genji Edo stuff recently and kind
of been in the mood for that Japanese
know how to spook you there's some
really good Japanese horror yeah boy
majide Margy they abide home to discard
all the vending machines I went to Japan
once and I already miss everything about
it I miss all the little convenience
stores that are everywhere the vending
machines that were ever here and I miss
the toilets most of all I miss having a
clean ass I'm a dirty ass boy okay I'm
into it so far this is cool
I like this setting in the aesthetic oh
you got game wait wait you don't even
know where your home is
Oh God do I have to go around and click
on several doors to try and figure out
which I was in mine Oh No
okay we'll try it going to the other
direction again you should know where
your home is girl I don't I don't even
speak this language even if there was a
thing that said my home on it won't be
able to understand it this is it this
has to be that's it for sure I found it
I'm gaming genius today mom okay
God oh I don't like this have you
noticed how often I say that in horror
games lately I don't like this we're
gonna get scared hold my hand
hello can you try oh it's deathly quiet
also I'm very tall do any of these
[ __ ] doors open oh I regret my words
and deeds immediately
wait which door opened at all who was
that one maybe it's just me okay
[Music]
am I really this tall or is all these
things tiny am ia giant I'm a giant
Japanese lady so I've always wanted to
be oh no mom's gonna be a demon mom
hasn't been feeling well Japanese horror
game she's already dead I thought I
heard other footsteps Tywin oh it's okay
I don't know what do you watch Tara's
house
Tara's house a lot gone by what Oh God
Jesus mom it's not funny
do you like this house though it's
pretty cool I can't am I blind did I not
see the cat clothes on
Nicko chan anybody oh Jesus Christ
[Music]
hello
wait was that that door or upstairs
check all the doors oh god it curled up
a little feets finding it upstairs it's
not so spooky upstairs doesn't have any
scares apparently cut by god I'm gonna
get dark so quickly
oh the darkness is worse back off with
this okay
I'm not scared I'm not scared even a
little bit
7i - I'm a fan of the number seven it's
actually my favorite number okay we need
that's awkward okay so we need a code 12
or five or 20 past 12:00 I don't know
the cats on it for some reason
well you've no other power in your house
oh it's so deathly quiet oh Christ
what the what the [ __ ] did you hear that
the footsteps behind me oh they were
like right in my ears Oh
put on some headphones watch the rest of
this don't be a baby
if I have to do this you have to do this
Ketel toilet tatami storage my room I
don't know what any of that means I know
what some of the words are but oh that
gave me the heebies all up in my jeebies
I hate that I it's one of my least
favorite things is to hear footsteps
that you can't see what they're coming
from don't do it again for seven four
okay is there a sequence to them
there might be a number in here that I
missed
that's so Derek okay come on Jack big
boy balls Oh sir socks who Jesus all the
furnitures upside down
hey put me in the toilet I want to be at
the toilet said to seven four two okay
oh that's so [ __ ] freaky can they
just light this place on fire and move
how are you not reacting to this that
clocks on - who was that oh my god
suddenly realising a lot of my worst
nightmares seven four to seven okay can
I go back that way
through here that's lady door action I'm
not a fan of it
[ __ ] what is what watch watch watch what
seven four two seven nine fight numbers
oh oh who did this
it's very rude lady how are you not
losing your mind okay I'm just gonna
guess seven four to seven no I don't
know what sequence these are supposed to
be there could be in any sequence oh god
I thought I saw something I'm not cut
out for this man oh this is the sequence
Ketel toilet Tata me I don't know what
that is storage and then my room okay so
I got to get kettle and toilet
okay oh it's so slow so toilet was too
okay I'm gonna write these down number
two was to storage is seven I think this
is it but I could be wrong I basically
just did process of elimination for some
of them okay Oh add it mom mom it's not
cool
turning daughters home she wants food
not scares her that I come from though I
gotta keep thinking I see stuff when I
don't oh Jesus
oh there's a person there oh no oh no
it's not what I think it is oh no mom
mom no what do we do what do we do oh
does a letter wait four hours later what
why am i in a forest it's what I think
gonna happen actually gonna happen so
her mom killed herself you're not going
to do the same thing are you
that is [ __ ]
man that's sad I think it's just gonna
stick on this now oh oh go back man that
was so intense for such a short little
experience so much happened Jesus man
that's really sad okay well first of all
the game itself like as an actual horror
experience was incredible just for the
tiny little thing that it is and it's
like it's not free yeah I had to pay two
pounds to actually play the game but I
would say that that was worth it Saida
it's not a whole lot of money but I
liked the style a lot it legitimately
really freaked me out they this is cuz
it's realistic type of stuff it's not
just so much jump scares of giant rabid
teddy bears that have come to life in
that stuff like that's scary and it's
alright but this this feels very real it
feels very grounded a lot like stuff
that would actually happen and just
hearing those footsteps on soft carpet
behind you and getting that chill going
up your back the art style was super
cool the idea to do it in like a tape
sort of VHS style some people will find
that obnoxious and kind of annoying and
you can turn off the film grain in it
but I think that it adds a lot to it
normally that type of stuff really
bothers me because it's just getting in
the way of the visuals but I think for
something like a horror game it really
adds a lot to it because you get that
sense of not being able to see too much
it's kind of confusing your view is
limited and things are slower and more
obscure and stuff is kind of hard to
make out when if you have everything
right there in front of you it's easier
to make out there's less mystery around
it so all of that was really cool the
sound design was really good as well and
just the general tone the subject matter
is very dark and very heavy so I think
we're gonna have to put a disclaimer at
the start of this just to let people
know
yeah it's it's tough man cuz it seems
like what happened was that she came
back her mother got her mother went into
debt and it he's from my understanding
couldn't handle it so she ended up
taking her own life and then it seemed
like the daughter couldn't handle that
and ended up taking her own life than as
well or maybe there's more to the ending
than I'm actually not looking into but
that's just on a surface level that sort
of seemed to me and that's that's
incredibly sad because I think no matter
how hard anything might get for anybody
out there that that is never a
dissolution I've said this type of stuff
before playing these types of games and
dealing with this type of subject matter
that that that might seem like such that
might seem like the way out for a lot of
people in that headspace but as I've
said before all it takes is that one
tiny moment of clarity in the middle of
that darkest abyss that's in your mind
to bring you out of that situation
and as someone who has had thoughts like
that in the past and I thought that
maybe the world would be better off
without me and maybe I shouldn't be here
or that things just got too hard and too
difficult and too overbearing I can
speak from experience that I might not
have been in the darkest moments that
some people have been in but I know I
know what darkness is I know what
bleakness feels like I know what
hopelessness feels like and like misery
and I can attest that the fact that
pushing through that and fighting to
stay here and being here and trying to
live life to the best of your abilities
is absolutely worth it life can be
extremely hard and difficult for a lot
of people but it can also be absolutely
wonderful and I hope that any of you out
there watching that these words are
affecting can find that type of
happiness and that type of clarity in
your life and that kind of drive and
purpose it's not easy
I'm not every day will have that and not
every day should have that not every day
is going to be the best day of your life
and not every day is going to be great
and not every day is gonna be smiles and
happiness even for me that's not the
case even right before recording this I
had huge swells of anxiety for seemingly
no reason there was a lot of stuff going
on a lot of planning and a lot of stuff
that I had to give answers to and it
just felt kind of overwhelming and
beating down on me and I knew I had to
record videos and everything as well
which I loved doing and I wanted to do
but I still had that like heart
palpitations where it just felt like my
heart was beating so hard and I had this
big swirl of anxiety in my chest and it
was felt very constrictive and then 10
minutes of proper meditation and it
pulled me out of it my heart rate came
down and I was able to just sit here
record a video and have a clear mind set
again so please take care of yourselves
please take the time to try and get that
clarity in your life and take that time
to
I'm down and take that just take that
moment for yourself
to think a little more clearly and I
promise you that things can get better
from there anyway thank you guys for
watching the video anyway thank you guys
so much for just watching any of my
videos really in general it really means
a lot to me that a lot of you are still
here after doing this for almost seven
years so thank you very very much I
really appreciate it
I Reno Alice to finish off a video like
this because at the end of this is very
somber so I'm not gonna do the whole
like and subscribe kind of thing I'm
just gonna leave it here and say thank
you for watching and I hope that you
make the most out of the rest of your
day