I had a heart attack on 22nd of December
2019 and my heart stopped for two
minutes and half I received CPR and then
I went to the hospital in the hospital
they told me that I had a heart attack I
was hospitalized and everything did done
for me next day I had a catheter in the
catheter they found two arteries main
arteries blocked one 95% and one 85% and
two secondary 30% and 50% and I refused
to put instant I told them I caused this
to myself and I can heal myself of
course like they they try to convince me
by either meaning talking to my family
my children to convince me to do the
stent I refused totally refused they
gave me medicine I should take it to one
year and then reduce take one one and
I'll continue my life on the other
medicines I told them I will take it for
one month only because my children
because they are I can encourage me to
take that medicine they told me they
will put battery to my heart because my
heart stopped so maybe it will stop
again I refused because I thought it
will be for temporarily for two weeks
one month they told me it will be for
life I said no I want my heart to be
clear I don't want I think in my heart
so I fused also and after I've been in
the hospital six days I told them please
I want to go home and I went home really
I was so weak I couldn't walk I couldn't
breathe good I was on my medication and
my medication like it was like health
you know it's like my head always I feel
my head is huge I feel a lot of pressure
in my head and I feel always like this
blood coming it will come out of my my
nose but it will not but I feel like
really nervous
and stressed and I keep taking deep
breaths because I want this feeling to
go I was bloated all the time I really I
wasn't comfortable with this medicine
and I know I will stop this medicine but
I was taking it because of my children I
started to do the blessing meditation
with dr. Rowe and I would concentrate on
my heart and I imagined that I have like
all the healings and no it's opened and
I like these things then when I came to
to the course really I couldn't walk
from here to there like 100 steps
without not like this I can't go but I
was so excited when I the course began I
came here and I started talking everyone
I was talking to everyone and really I I
felt the energy inside of me I was so
excited so I didn't know how I was
walking I wasn't concentrating on the
walk or anything else I was walking and
hugging everyone I was so happy that I'm
here but I had this pain and it was so
painful really it was all from here till
but like it's like it's like a belt from
here to there it's like it's like
sucking all the air from my body but I
ignored it because I was so excited
because the excitement was I didn't give
any attention to this pain so I was
walking and I was doing everything and I
was so happy then we began the
meditation ok next day the second day
this is in the meditation it was so
beautiful it was so beautiful really I
am and I had the attention to hub the
body of design hub of the 25 years old
and here there is another story that I
ranked three centimeters because I'm now
54 so my height was before 165 so when I
went to the hospital
I realized I
i shrank three centimeters it was two
before but this 26th of December I found
that I'm 162 so in the meditation I had
the intention that I won't might my
height again after the meditation really
I was so I don't know why I can't I
can't express what happened to me there
but really I felt that something else I
feel the energy inside of me was amazing
but still the pain that was there but
it's less but it's it's there but I
can't I can't see it as the way that it
was before then next day I felt that I'm
taller I measured myself here in the
hotel
so really I was 165 and one oh my god I
was telling everyone so in my mind if I
regain these three centimeters more can
happen to me another thing happened I
used to have asthma okay so I can't sit
anywhere with small anything small I
mean anybody smoking shisha strong
perfumes I will carve and really I was
like I can't breathe oh they go out of
the room that day my friend we went down
to the restaurant and we want to do the
mind movie and I told him please I don't
can sit here because I have a and the
word wasn't doesn't not coming out so my
friend what I said no I can't I can't
say it you don't know the word no no I
know it but it can't come out so she
said maybe you don't have it so I said
yeah I don't have asthma so the word
that came I don't have asthma I was so
excited and really i sat down I bet it's
nothing there it's like um I can't feel
the smoke of the shisha or the cigarette
I was amazed oh my god if this happened
so what else what more can happen next
day there were a lady on the stage
didn't care story about arthritis and I
have I had in my hands what she was
talking oh my god
my pain also went out and I was doing
like this there's no pain my rolls in my
hand it was amazing
hockey's hang up if this has happen what
else can happen
what's excited really you I can't
describe the ex my excitement really I
can't excite describe happiness and I
was so grateful I believed that I caused
this to myself because I was grieving my
husband who passed away from five years
but I was clearing clearing everything
in the house I was Litton him go and
this I think this is this was the
grieving way because I'm little my
husband go because I felt something like
pulled from high heart so this is was
the heart attack cause so I'm aware I
did this to myself and I'm aware I can
hear myself I can deal with my emotions
I I bought his online
intensive and progressive course from
two years and half even rewired its own
gaya now I'm following it every day and
I I see washed out the series first and
second and third until until I know I'm
my mind is doing everything I'm hearing
so I know by watching this series I'm
changing all my programming from inside
and it was amazing
I can breathe with no pain I can walk I
can run and be me you know it's like the
state of being and I'm so grateful for
this