This disorder has jeopardized every relationship
or ruined it.
Everyone runs away from me.
People are scared of me.
Cleo, the most powerful program,
usually scares a guy if I'm in a relationship,
and they end up blocking me and running away.
My mom doesn't understand my disorder.
My mom disrespects me in front of my daughter,
and it's very upsetting.
It was hard talking to my daughter and saying goodbye
before I came here.
She doesn't understand what's going on.
My daughter doesn't know about the programs,
and I have no plans to tell her.
My family has tried to paint me as demonic or bad,
but I'm a good person.
Okay.
Let me just go on record sayin' you're not demonic.
Thank you.
Just my opinion.
I mean what do I know.
But you're not demonic.
What would you say is the single worst trauma in your life?
The worst trauma?
Uh, right now, it's not being.
I can't talk about that trauma.
We aren't gonna talk about,
we.
Who's talkin' to me?
Fine.
I'm sorry?
What was the question, sorry?
You know the question.
What question?
You know the question I asked you.
What, why is it a question, though?
I asked you a question. Yes.
What was the question I asked you?
To remember, we're fine,
we're fine.
What is your name?
Fine, I'm fine.
I'm Dr. Phil.
What is your name?
Jerica. I'm sorry?
Jerica.
What is the answer to my question, Jerica?
What?
(stutters and stammers)
We can't.
If I'm talkin' to Jerica then you know I asked you
a question just a few minutes ago.
To tell me somethin' about your life.
What did I ask you?
You don't even have to answer it.
I just wanna know what the question was.
What hurts?
What was the most painful time,
the most traumatic time in your life?
The most traumatic event?
Most traumatic.
I don't know.
If you want me to help you,
and if all of these programs are here
to support you and help you,
then they will come together and give you the strength
to answer this question
because it is pivotal in my being able to start leading
you towards reintegration and health.
We can't talk about it.