Oh my gosh Raven is such a good friend and she found love in paradise so I'm
excited to let her know about me and Colton cuz I'm just so happy he's such a
great guy and I think she's gonna be really
excited for me did you know it wasn't me me and him today I was shocked that you
decided to bring Colton I didn't he asked me oh he got the jet cool you got
the date card he was like honestly I've tried to talk to other people but I keep
thinking about you I was like I mean obviously that's my hang-up too
we pretty much been a couple since he finally got hit together and like came
to his senses he's treated me like a princess ever since and I've never felt
it from him like this before I'm trying to be supportive at the end I just don't
think his intentions are good
first of all Colton's past dating history has been the it girl you're the
it girl from your season and he reached out to you and then he went on Becca
season and now he's back with you like really bad
obviously it's really I know but like how honestly and good it reached him and
it reading people and I don't know all of his reactions have said something
different I'm really concerned I do not want to see you and heartbreak
you have to really seek the true person that Colton is is this a facade is he
doing just what everybody else wants him to do he's really into you
I'm gonna get it I want you to find someone that treats you like Adam treats
me like you don't you don't know how much I've cried and I've been emotional
upset over that because I know that I deserve that and I know that I want that
you are so deserving you Tia like in the person that you are and how beautiful
you are you should not settle for anything less
than someone who mirrors the best part of you
and if there is a doubt or a question in your mind you have to acknowledge it and
listen to your god-given woman and delicious a best friend is the one who
makes you consider all the hard things that you don't necessarily want to face
and that suit Ravan is to me and these are things that I have thought about but
I don't want to ruin the good time that we call tonight we're having by
introducing all of the doubts in my head to Colton I know where you're coming
from it's just hard because I have had a really good time with it yeah he is
incredibly attractive yes he does sweetly my life very polite yeah
has these great qualities but that can all be masked to who you really are on
the inside no like these are things that I just
didn't even plan to like talk about with them but it needs to happen you have to
say to you
I need to talk to Colton about his intentions to truly know where he's
coming from and to truly know how I feel about him because I want this to
actually work I will support you no matter what but if this ends badly I'm
gonna cut his penis off and he can't ever lose that virginity go together Bob
we saw each other though give me hugs I don't trust Colton and I just don't
want to see you get hurt she's overlooking so many negative
things about Colton it's kind of blurring her vision see ya I hoped he
takes my advice because they need to talk
I value Ravens opinion so much that it makes me question everything I need to
know is this gonna be something that lasts and that is real when we get home
Chuck I didn't expect today to be another like
serious conversation day but the reason I think while Raven is so protective of
me is because we have I'm like tired of crying in front of you it's because we
have like a similar relationship history and that we have dated terrible guys
that don't treat us well and like that's a feeling that I've had like you know a
lot of relationships like I hope you can see where I'm coming from
absolutely like or something I don't want to go through heartbreak again
feeling like
Raven is just terrified that I'm going to continue to have these low standards
and just and just let guys off the hook instead of like
so he's just mine yeah now okay she thinks that I'm just gonna continue
like to be in relationships with guys that don't treat me how I deserve to be
treated you know that's not the case to me that's what I was trying to tell her
because you are just such a good guy you have all these amazing qualities and
it's easy for me to see potential with you but I also don't want to be insecure
in this what do you want out of me these next few weeks inheritance what do
you want out of us I want to know that I'm always gonna be the first and best
option you deserve
all I can ask is that you just be honest how you're feeling
don't be afraid to say anything because you think it's going to hunt me out
whether you hurt my feelings with the truth thank you for meeting with
and I will always let you know where I stand that's one of the things that
attracts me about you what you always speak your mind I always know where you
stand yeah about 1:00 today anyone else here
no I don't need it I'm not going to even entertain the thought of another girl
coming down I mean you're my girlfriend
are you gonna ask me to be your girlfriend yes will you be my girl yes
my heart is Lola we're finally officially boyfriend and
girlfriend I imagine that this was a possibility but it just it still doesn't
even really seem real but this is actually happening I can confidently say
that I could see me and Colton getting engaged at the end
of this
there's nothing holding us back
I'm so hopeful and so excited for our future
you