This video. I'm going to be sharing with you the dark side of desire that may be ruining
your life. I'm going to show you a better way to go about the process that can totally
change your life. Welcome back to another video. My name is Aaron and I help people
expand their consciousness. Now in this video, I'm going to be sharing with you the dark
side of desire that may be ruining your life and understanding a new way for going about
the process, and this is something that we may have been told for many, many years. It's
the old school way of going about it when it comes to the law of attraction. It's the
thing I know. I read it. It originally and a think and grow rich talks about a white
hot burning desire and how that can get you success and it is true. Desire can get you
results. However, there's a dark side to it and there's a better way to go about it. That's
what I'm going to be sharing with you in this video. So first off, let me just explain it
like this. When we have a desire and we say that we really, really, what's this pixel
hard open.
Okay.
Anyways, when we say that I I want,
yeah,
which is another way of saying I desire when we say I want something vibrationally, when
we talk about vibration vibrationally it's seen I do not
half,
which then implies because I do not have, I do not have enough.
Okay.
So many times the desire will reflect back to us a luck in our life as if we're already
lacking in something. And many times this is actually derived from the sense of self
worth. How do we feel about ourselves now? Do you remember or have you seen the quote
before of that of Buddha that says the desire is the root of all suffering. Desire is the
root of all suffering. That something that is one of the most classic Buddha statements
that we know that I've heard in many, I've seen it many, many times before and it's a
little bit counterintuitive. You think will desired, brings freedom. Desire brings the
ability to take action, the ability to achieve goals. Well, that might be a more positive
side of desire, but many times what happens is this is what happens. People from the Ego
perspective, here's my classic stick-figure from the Ego's perspective, the ego wants
more desires to become more, just desires to become bigger in some way.
And what it does is it takes action. It does things to get itself to feel better, to feel
better about itself, to feel bigger. But what happens is eventually this person, we'll get
there where they have the desire, but guess what will happen? They'll want more. It's
a mentality. Desire is a state of consciousness that some people remain in their whole entire
lives and for many people can end up ruining their lives. There are many people that become
successful because of desire, because they are making a certain amount of money. They
want to make more and it does. They desire, they take action to make more. But what ends
up happening is once they get that more, they still feel a sense of lack. They still don't
feel worthy, whole and complete. I've experienced this firsthand when in my mind I was very
curious. In my mind, I was thinking, oh, when I started making youtube videos, I was like,
once I hit 100000 youtube subscribers, it's going to feel amazing. I'll have made it then.
But I remember I woke up one morning, I went to bed one night at 98,000 or 97,000 subscribers
and I was like, okay, I'm going to make a video like a, a Q and a thank you Qa to the
subscribers. Once I hit 100,000 I went to bed one night, woke up the next day at 101,000
I had a video that went viral overnight and when it went viral it I got like two or 3000
subscribers in one day.
Yeah.
And I woke up and I was like, Whoa, this is really cool. I went to the gym, I was there
for like an hour. I was on this little cardio bike thing and then what happened is I eventually
sat there and I was like, Huh, this doesn't really feel that much different.
And then I upped it in my mind and I said 200,000. I started identifying with the future
again. And I lived out that pattern for a very long time. Even after I think three or
400,000, about 300,000 subs, I was still living in that paradigm. I was taking action every
single day. I was making daily videos on youtube. I still do today, but I was doing it from
this desperate energy, have always tried to get more. If I could get just a little bit
more maybe than I could finally be worthy. And then I had an experience where I did something,
uh, it's called breath work. I did this breath work where I would, um, called transformational
breath work. I would breathe in a certain pattern. And what that would do is that what
allows so much oxygen in my body that would bring up things that were like deeply suppressed.
And I realized that some of the pain that I went through when I was a kid, because I
had an abusive ex step mom, some of that translated into a meeting that said, I'm not worthy.
So what I did is I put on this armor, this metaphysical armor that said I have to become
this accomplished go getter. I have to accomplish more, especially for all the people that have
doubted me. And uh, I remember I was talking to the, I saw transformational breath. We
were so cool because I'd never had an experience just breathing like that before. And all of
a sudden seeing these colors and haven't my hands clenched up like this while I was in
the middle of it. And it was like this really, I could tell this tenseness in my hand at
the ego trying to control things for 40 minutes.
You're breathing in a certain pattern. And then afterwards I talked to one of the breathwork
instructors and she's like, yes, you can tell someone's personality by looking at their
breathing, just how they breathe. What I did is I take in deep breaths and I clenched my
back. I still do it to this day, but I'm more aware of it. But I like this. And what she
said that is there's like this, there's armor that's around your back that's holding in
your breath and you have to force a little bit more in because you always need a little
bit more. And that was this armor I put on of this kind of person I had to become in
order to be loved. So what she did, even after this breath work of like everyone doing this
breath work together, she stayed with me and she helped me and I would breathe in and she
would like say affirmations and and touched her at parts of my body and certain parts
of my chest like you can let go now.
Yes, you don't have to work so hard. You can just allow things to be easy. Things can be
easier for you. And it was like affirmations tapped into also like more relaxing certain
parts of my breathing patterns so that I can breathe in more loosely. So what happened
is I use that as a yes metaphor for life in general. Where was I forcing things in my
life? Where was I not feeling 100% where the whole and complete already in my life that
was causing more and more of the suffering, more of this resistance on a certain level.
People on the surface would look at me, go, Aaron, successful, he's making daily views
on youtube. He's growing very quickly, but on the inside I was always wanting more, always
wanting more instead of going within for what I was looking for.
Yeah.
And that was causing a lot of uh, uh, causing me to honestly to distance myself from a lot
of people as well. I was so identified with the future and so identified with this level
I wanted to get to that there were people I was neglecting. I wasn't seen as much.
Okay.
Those is a lack mentality that I had. And here's the irony. Once I went beyond desire
and I went into a state of consciousness of being instead of having or doing success came
easier than ever. And I enjoyed the success much more
because then I was in a vibration of being that which I wanted. It's much more loose.
I was having fun with the process. I was doing what I wanted to do. It's the biggest paradox.
I literally took the step back. I said, you know what? I'm going to focus on my personal
life and just have fun for a while. I do. That video started going viral. All of this
stuff starts happening and I'm paying less attention to at all. Now. If you look at that
scale of consciousness that I shared in mini videos, you'll see desire I think resonates
at one 25 it doesn't resonate very high because a lot of times desire is also has this undertone
of desperation and remember, if you really, really want something, you really, really
do not currently have it. That's the vibration because if you had it, it would just be you.
It would just be your reality. The vibration of wanting and the vibration of having our
two totally separate vibrations like imagine the version of you that wants
okay
to make more money. Imagine that the way that version of you carries themselves, imagine
the way that version of you thinks feels the body language of that version of you. Now
imagine the the version of you that has that already. How does that version of you carry
yourself? How does that version of you interact with other people? How confident is that version
of you? You see, when you look at these two different versions of you, there are two different
versions of you. One is I want, I do. It's this. It's this longing for this desperation,
which many times many people have, whether they realize it or not because they don't
know where the wanting is coming from. Here's the thing. The wanting comes from many times.
Most times the wanting will come from an ego that thinks it is not enough, and I see this
a lot of times when I look at, even when I watch shark tank, sometimes I see some of
those people on Shark tank and they're worth some of them over a hundred million to billions
of dollars, but you can see underneath them that they want more money, more money, more
money. Some of them don't. Some of them are in the vibration of just having, but you can
tell that some of them deep down aren't very happy.
They're not very, you can tell and it's not a judgment call. It's not to say, oh money
doesn't mean happiness. If you're doing what you're passionate about, you doing what you
love, money may come as a side effect, but when it's always about I want desire more,
I desire more. It's coming from an ego that doesn't feel like it's enough. Now here's
what a lot of people do is they try to change the ego with the ego bone. Remember Einstein
himself said it, you cannot change a problem from the same level of the same level. The
problem was created and any problem we have is self imposed by the ego. It's self imposed.
It's an inner thing. It appears to be out or the outer reality. Just reflection. Anyways,
so what we been doing is we've been using our ego self. Both self development information
has made the ego changing the ego to become a little bit more, but many times by the time
you become a little bit more and you desire more than you'll design your up it again,
then you'll want to become even bigger and you'll still feel like you are not enough.
Yeah,
and it's because there hasn't been a transformation. A transformation of consciousness occurs when
you realize the truth about who you are. You are not just a three d physical Avatar, ego
body. You are in eternal spiritual being, living in a temporary human experience, and
the more you tap into your heart center is the more you go beyond thinking and having,
those are superficial compared to being, being is about also being in your heart. I know
it sounds Cliche, but if you look at that scale of consciousness,
okay,
you'll notice that there's desire, but eventually you get up to that of love of reasoning. Those
are the levels of the heart.
Yeah.
In order to get there, you've got to let go of desire in the sense of the neediness of
trying to become more desire has its benefits in certain ways. Many times. What happens
though is we say, I really, really want something and sometimes then what happens is the desire
will push us to take action and we become more like this virgin, so it's us giving ourselves
permission to then become more, to become more, to become more, but what you could do
is realize reality works the other way around. It's not have do be. It's be do have. If you
live as the perfect version of you now that is who you are. You are being that version
of you, then you will eventually have that you want, which you want to have and do that
which you want to do. We've got it flipped desire, say new, don't currently have something
is looking to the external reality for validation.
Everything you want is a reflection of your inner state of consciousness. You can feel
any interstate of consciousness you want by letting go of what doesn't serve and by raising
your vibration. It's all within. Everything on the outside is a reflection of the inside,
so it desire is an emphasis on the lack of vibrational consciousness that you have within
you. It's an, it's a, in a way, it's an ignorance that the information be energy is not already
within you. It is in within you already. You can tap into it by tapping into being. You
don't, you don't need to do something and then you can have it and then you can be it.
Give yourself permission, be it now and by being at now you didn't feel in a higher vibrational
state. This is the ones connected your heart and that's when when I started just doing
what I love to do, I was like, I love making do this. I'm going to make videos but I'm
not going to do it. This neediness to get more subscribers, get more status, become
more cause then I'll eventually be worthy of like I am worthy. This is what I love to
do. Also, when we desire something, we are projecting ourselves to the future
or if we desire something in the past would be different. Where project ourselves in the
past being is about being present to the moment, so it's about a tapping into the present moment
and it's tapping into our heart center. Those two things are the alternative to the desire
which is emphasizing a state of consciousness of lack. It's using the ego to change the
ego. It is a paradigm that works, but it doesn't work that efficiently and there's a dark side
to it because you'll find many times that if you remain in that desire level of consciousness,
you always will feel that desire. It's till you raise your consciousness that you then
begin to transform.
You realize that you can feel everything you want from within by accessing those levels
of consciousness they're ready for. They're here for you right now. It's about tapping
into it, embodying it and transforming, not changing. Changing is from the level of desire.
I have this, I changed this, I changed to this and then I give my permission to be this
transformation is when you realize you already are this. The levels of consciousness are
already within you. It's just that we use these little symbols in our mind is what it
takes for us to get somewhere. Once I have the car, once I had the money, that I can
give myself permission to feel a certain way. You can feel all of those now and by tapping
into that use happen to transformation rather than tapping into not enoughness. Desire brings
suffering. Like Buddha said, desire brings suffering. Desires sometimes can bring you
to take action, to then eventually move into the vibration of having, it gives you this
permission in your mind to be or to have something. But if people remain in the desire their whole
life, they'll live their whole entire lives, not feeling like they have enough.
So what I encourage you to do is to focus on what you love to be doing. Focus on being
inside your heart. Do what you love because it's what you love, not because it gets you
somewhere else. This was when you tap more into your identity. Anytime you make something
very, very important, you vibrationally separate yourself from it. When people have desires,
they normally have their goals, their desires on a pedestal, and it's very, very important,
which then means that they're not in vibrational resonance with it. So what I encourage you
to do is to get into being,
to access those higher states of now on July 17th of this year, the shift experience is
finally going live. The shifts experience will help you to shift beyond the three d
avatar ego and into a new state of consciousness showing you how to create your reality from
a totally new perspective, beyond desire, beyond the unworthiness, the limitations that
we impose. You see, our ego is always trying to become more. Our Ego is just in survival
mode, doing its best to stay consistent to the way it defines itself. It's all the ego
does. Many people live their whole lives as their ego, but when you transform beyond the
ego, your whole life begins to change. So if you want updates and first access to the
shift experience, go to put your email on the top of the description box below, you'll
see a link there. That is the coming soon shift experience page.
I will send you the information first as updates as to when that becomes available. It's going
to be the most powerful thing I've ever made. It's 99% done. I'm just adding a couple more
things to it and I'm so excited to release it because it's going to help so many people
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