am I gonna regret using only natural
lighting for this probably should I have
this second cup of coffee
definitely not hello oh my god I can
already feel the second cup of coffee
what happened what's going on how's it
hanging cool how other people start
their videos is that it's shy how did
they do it hey what's up you guys got it
got it got it hey what's up so I had my
youtube channel for five years that's
the longest I've ever done anything in
my entire life what am i what am i what
am i yep nothing can't commit so it's
been five years that's a long time for
me that's a fifth of my life that's it
Wow Wow
what oh my god okay okay okay so I feel
like it's time now to just reflect on my
journey and like watch old videos this
is my worst nightmare
but the fact about me once I upload a
video I never watch it again because one
time I was in an uber and driver asked
me to describe my videos and I said
obnoxious so so yeah that's what we're
gonna do today we're gonna watch some
old videos the main video I just don't
want to reflect on it's my first video
which is what we're here to do but I can
because I can't because I can't because
like I can't hide from it any longer I
just need to accept it I've spent years
and years and years trying to take down
my first video because it keeps getting
reuploaded by like everyone and their
mom but if people are gonna watch it
they might as well watch it on my
channel because I need the Adsense so
although another thing that I've been
doing for years now has been telling you
guys to check out audible audible is the
best place to get audiobooks from they
have so many just so many audiobooks as
one would say they have an unmatched
selection of audiobooks and if you go to
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/ Ali you can start a 30-day trial and
get a free audiobook so it's free and I
just gave it to you hello take it take
it right now I'm listening to get your
together by saronite cuz I need to get
much together it's a really good book
about just like getting your together
and organizing your life and being
motivated and all sorts of things I like
to listen to it on my way to get coffee
in the morning because then no one will
talk to me while I'm walking because my
headphones are in but if you have a
morning commute to work or you're stuck
in traffic or you also don't want people
to talk to you on your way to getting
coffee then audible is the way to go
it's just a really good way to like
transform your commute and make it you
know like a positive time instead of a
commute and again it's audible.com slash
ally ALL why haven't you started your
free trial yet what is fun with you so
thank you once again to audible for
sponsoring this video they've sponsored
many a video before but those are not
the ones that we are about to watch
we're about to watch the ones they don't
want to watch this is torture this is
actual torture to me I hate this so many
videos to look back on that we don't
need to look back on that we're looking
back on why are we looking back on this
let's check out a private video except
that one or that one or about one oh god
no not that one
oh my god okay this video is private and
I don't even know why because I loved it
but no one else did I think that's why
it's private I'm here from the fireplace
so it's [ __ ] okay
honestly like your coffee oh I wish I
had that mug still what a good mug why
was my face a different shape the amount
of space that I leave in between my
clips was good lot of space I needed the
space I needed space that didn't even
sound like myself
I left so many gaps for people to for
people to have time to laugh you know in
between all my funny jokes fall is also
the perfect time to bake things it's
also a lovely comedy comedy that's what
that is what else
by the way four out of the first four
videos that I uploaded on this channel
are now private because I came up
because you know here comes honey boo
boo this is the video when I was like
I'm gonna become a youtuber I'm gonna
start making content last night was a
huge event in American history I can't
wait first of all everything's different
I'm so soft-spoken and my hair is so dry
so dry
Adamo makes me hot honey oh my god do
that impression ever again please
I might just making up the child part or
is this just like what is going on
what's why do I have a following how did
I get subscribers also not like my
eyebrows have gotten any better but
they're doing the actual wave in this
video there is so much emotion that that
games cuz that's the thing oh my god
shut up
no I want to dislike this video join the
actual pageant what else what else how
about my third uploaded video because
that was a fun one
it's
mmm my friend made me take it down
because she was like hey trying to you
know like get a job understand the boss
so many British people in my house and
by a lot I mean six laughs that is a lot
um but why are they like whisper
screaming you know hey guys I'm here to
show you what I'm gonna show you but I
got me a little bit right about it cuz
my mom thinks I'm asleep lost wages like
lots of babies lots of wages go to lost
wages what were you thinking what okay
you know I'm just gonna let it go
whatever
singing whose bed have your boots been
under by Shania Twain who's been happy
boots been under oh my god okay first of
all wasn't that bad second of all I oh
my goodness I'm obsessed with Shania
Twain I'm being Shania Twain for
Halloween I can't believe I am still so
into Shania Twain this is the part she
told me to take off the internet oh my
god oh my god I'm so glad this is not on
the internet anymore choke of
embarrassment let's see but it could be
my hair back it always blows it to the
side how did I get so much more
obnoxious and not even notice but also
prefer it okay let's do it
in the first video that I ever uploaded
on this channel will haunt me forever I
made a love song gee I
I made a love song to someone who is now
a friend and it's awkward it's so oh my
god I can't I don't I can't I don't I
love you but like in a weird leg I don't
really know you but I'm pretty sure
we're meant to be together
yeah that's weird that's a weird that's
a weird way I would be classified as
[Music]
yeah yeah things have changed things
have changed
I'm gonna demonstrate cuz I don't I know
nobody was home when I filmed this and
I'm still whisper screaming this is six
minutes and we've only gotten through
one and it feels like an hour and a half
wait my favorite part about this is that
I took the time to put a sheet up I
chose a sheet with the stains so many
sheets were available just stains why do
I like my hair so much better in this
also loved that dress did I peek already
oh I try an a cure stay once you accept
the fact that this is just so cringy
it's kind of enjoyable
[Music]
I swear I make things wait
oh my god get out of here
[Music]
Wow okay cool
didn't know that was at the end well
there you have it now what there's
nothing that could embarrass me anymore
I did it already ha ha ha
if you really want to watch the entire
thing it's back up on my channel any
food I hope that you enjoyed watching
all of that creme make sure to give the
video a thumbs up and subscribe for more
cringe that I won't realize it's cringy
until like a year later or what I have
to be watching and thank you once again
to audible for sponsoring this video if
you want a 30-day trial and a free audio
book go to audible.com
anyway I think that's it for me so I am
gonna see you later suckers goodbye
it's so dark it's so dark
how am I gonna edit this it's so dark I
feel what do I feel
caffeinated that's what I feel I felt
caffeinated