okay tony
i'm gonna need you to take this all
right away
should shelby really be in the front
lines of this considering the that
i got this uh all right
if i put this in your hand can you take
it i'm not gonna take from you
it'll save your life johnny you're
taking the damn pill it shelby just
give it to me i'll do it daddy
give her the pills give her the
picture he's just crazy
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shelby's been shelby's been amazing
what the are you wearing
this may surprise you but i'm not just
some delicate indoor princess okay i go
hunting with my dad all the time
so you do one hardcore thing
that doesn't mean you're not mostly an
indoor princess how many pillows do you
have in your bed
bet you've got one of those mega beds
with like 50 pillows jermaid lupe she's
got to keep taking him off and putting
him back on and it's making her want to
offer herself am i right you know i'm
right yeah well i've also shut down a
10-point buck
snapped his neck to finish the job and
butchered him in the field all by myself
that builds us to contain multitudes
tony
turn around
i have to be
plug your ears
plug your ears or i'll have to sing
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oh you gotta be kidding me
oh you're
you're gonna be just fine i mean the
swelling just means your body's on the
job all right i got this by the way she
doesn't need like a ton of people
crowding around her
oh so what are you elevating it like
you're supposed to um i think at
this point it's better to immobilize
than to elevate so that's my bad martha
okay i really should have splitted it
yesterday i was just thinking you
probably should have spotted it
yesterday just an fyi i was a candy
striper at amarillo general last year
where i learned that the biggest
obstacle to patient recovery is
infection
and
negative energy
how does hades today
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every religion has their version of him
greek said hades
islam has johanna
southern baptists have the fire and
brimstone kind
yeah i'm pretty sure this is hell of
angles do you lecture
maybe it is
hell is where the lord sends us to try
and teach you something
i know he's trying to teach me patience
i do bug you
they knew it i just don't understand why
you run so hot all the time
martha said it's not just about me
you've always been this way
that first day
why haven't you told anyone about how i
smacked you at the branch
because it was an accident we both know
that it wasn't
what are you waiting for
i'm waiting to get off this island said
i never have to think about you ever
again
i bet you think about all the different
ways that you can get back at me
if you had the guts
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you got a lot of people here thinking
you're all rainbows and unicorn
but i see you
is that all you got
i have the strength for lots more but
i'm not gonna waste it on you
you're not worth it you know who clings
to religion
people like to tell themselves a nice
story about who they are cause deep down
they're hiding some pretty up
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damn tony you're plowing right through
them
you're trying to stay on brand you know
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well i mean okay you've got to admit all
right the shape of these things shape
and texture yeah right i mean you know
it's kind of like a
like a
if you want to know how to eat this soft
beautiful treasure i can show you and it
does not take garlic butter all it takes
is finesse
this is the most action any of us have
gotten
i've never watered
so badly
would you stop
okay
that was hilarious and shelby has no
choice excuse me i have chill
i guess i
just i don't see the humor in that sort
of thing hey what do you mean that sort
of thing you know
pornographic gestures
i'm a christian all right from a very
christian home so i'm allowed to be a
little scaved out look at the cross out
of your ass it's fun to be filthy i mean
that's not all that's going on here
don't me shelby because the
vibe that's coming off you right now
i've felt it a few too many times not to
know what it is what are you saying tony
i'm saying that she can't stand that i'm
gay marty that's what skeeves
are out
that's not true
look i'll be as honest as possible
because you all deserve that
i do believe that way of life is a sick
can't believe it i'm sorry but
everything that i've ever known has
taught me that
hey look there is no hate in my heart
i just feel sorry you
if i put this in your hand can you take
it i'm not gonna take from you
it'll save your life johnny you're
taking the damn pill it shelby just
give it to me i'll do it daddy
give her the pills give her the
thing he's just crazy
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swallow the pill
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do you have any idea what it's like to
have to be pitch perfect every second
to be watched like a hawk for the
slightest bit of weight gain or the
tiniest wobble in my heel or if my hem
is just a center meter off regulation or
i say the wrong thing about
international politics well
god help me so you're complaining about
being judged when you literally signed
up for that
i know i
i know but
but i'm not just
talking about pageant stuff
it feels like everywhere i go
somebody's
asking me to like
to meet some kind of expectation
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it's a lot it's all
the pressure
yeah well
my dad's been a no-show since day one
and my mom's in and out of rehab like
it's a white castle
so nobody expects from me
it doesn't feel great either
do you know how many field trips i've
had to bail on because no one's been
there to sign my permission slip
you know i don't give a about going
to the planetarium you know it just
would have been nice to have someone
there to say that i could yeah
but like what shelby you know if you're
trying to outside me it's a losing
battle but you're free don't you
see that you don't have to answer to
anybody and neither do you
not right now anyway i mean
you're on a deserted island a million
miles away from whatever
expectations that you left behind you
know you're free here shelby if you're
not taking advantage of that then i
don't know what the to tell you
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hmm you tell me
tell me why
stop
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what do you want shelby what do you mean
what do i want okay you avoid me all day
and now you're hovering i can't really
figure out what you're doing apart from
getting hammered so you probably should
just tell me
what i want is to know exactly what you
and martha were talking about
um well she's ripped out of her skull
right now so
food or maybe the cloud that she thought
would like her uncle
you told her didn't you you told her
about about the whole
did you tell her no
i would never okay
because you're that ashamed
no you are obviously the one with the
shame okay
i'm not gonna lecture you on
how or why or how fast you should figure
things out for yourself but you know all
of your hateful church is not gonna
help you figure out who you are
i know exactly
who i am
i cannot wait
to get home
and get back to her
how bad is it
not bad
i mean
looks like you get your hair cut at a
salon staffed by toddlers but not bad
thanks
i have to pee oh uh i'll just
okay
it's not happening performance anxiety i
can walk farther away or
you can sing
i'm gonna pop some tags only got 20
dollars in my pocket
michael moore where did that come from
first thing that came to my head
it's random i like it
i i'm hunting looking for a come up this
is freaking awesome
you know the first time that songs
playing on the radio i thought they were
singing pop some cats
oh wait i thought the same thing
are you just saying that make me feel
better when would i ever do that
true
yeah i didn't know until i got into the
principal's office for singing a song
about armed robbery
oh way oh my god
lychees oh
my god
oh my god
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oh my gosh is the best thing ever
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um if we end up hurling after this it'll
still be worth it
hey mmm
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i'm
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so
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you