It's getting to crunch time you know hometowns are coming up and I am feeling
nervous I really want to have a chance to speak to Nick just to I guess cement
any feelings I do have Nick do you mind if I take you for a chat
sure thank you that was awesome this is the last uninterrupted time at
the end of the day before Nick makes his decision on hometowns so I have a
surprise for Nick tonight oh holy snap and dapper I've got two
ukuleles and I'll set up like a little Hawaiian theme and just you know get a
little chance for us to escape and do something fun
you know what I've never been to Hawaii oh good because I've been to Hawaii and
it's one of my favorite places so I thought you'd taken it for a little bit
moving to my face yeah yeah like it obviously would have paid no so i could
cement my feelings him to kill away but he wearing hmm
so didn't get a rose that makes her anxious we all feel pretty worried going
through ceremony at this stage if you don't have a rose you're worried there's
only six of us left honestly we're all shitting bricks I
imagine that it'll be mostly serious chats tonight yeah
everybody that has left has told us that they get that vibe after speaking with
Nick that they may be going home I don't know because Nick has obviously
developed connections with all of us here hmm
and the decision is going to be tough on him and it will be a shock for all of us
internally he is facing like an amazing battle yeah I think tonight will
probably be the hardest night he's happy right right next to you I mean to say
that was awkward so - are you gonna get the chance to actually go and speak to
him Laurie I'm really hoping like whenever he's ready whenever he's back I
have something to show him whenever he's ready after his nose bothering or
whatever chat I would love to would you yes okay let's go this way so it's
neither have something important to show to Nick so give him a little glimpse
into my life as you might know there is this little special person in my life
who and he's like literally me it's not just you know like a part of my life or
whatever he is just me in my world and I thought that something just to help you
put a face to a name so I've got a couple of photos to show you
yes oh that's Leon oh my god cool dude yeah she just like learned from my
posing techniques honestly he's just like my little say like he's just copies
everything I do when Dasha talks about Leon their eyes
light up you know there's a mother-son bond there that is very strong so that's
one he was saying goodbye to me oh look at his grip on you
he loved his mummy you can see the face at that bowling that she was upset
she's clearly missing him a lot makes me wonder how little Leon is feeling after
being away from mum this long yeah he's so affectionate he is full of love what
he's such an amazing little boy now we're lucky to have him in my life
honestly goodbye little fingers missing me what
day I don't miss him what he's always my number one priority look I bet I like
just make all my decisions based on his needs
I like I always consider him first yeah you can see him - his face you can hear
it in - his voice how much it affects it a bit away from Leon it's hard to watch
reminds me how much she sacrificed to be here
and I've got a question whether keep them apart any longer is the right thing
to do
you