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Where is my angel
At the end of the day
Someone come and save me, please
Only a sigh after an exhausting day
Everyone seems happy
Can you look at me? Cuz I am blue & grey
Tears reflected in the mirror mean
My colors hidden behind the smile blue & grey
Don’t know where things went wrong
Since I was little, a blue question mark in my head
Maybe that’s why I lived full-on
But looking back standing here by myself
That menacing shadow devours me
The blue question mark
Is it anxiety or sadness
or a regret manifested
or is it me birthed by loneliness
I still don’t know the menacing blue
Hope I don’t get devoured, I’ll find the exit
I just wanna be happier
I’m cold so thaw me
My hand reaching out endlessly
Echo devoid of color
Oh this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
I just wanna be happier
Is it too much to ask
Walking along the cold winter street
Felt the breathing of the heart beating faster
Even now I feel it
Don’t say it’s okay
It’s not okay
Don’t leave me alone, it hurts so much
The usual road, the usual light
But today it feels like a different scene
Am I dulled to it or did it collapse
But it sure is heavy this block of steel
Grey rhino coming towards me
I’m just standing staring blankly
I don't feel like myself at this moment
I’m just not scared
I don’t believe in the god called certainty
A word like hue is ticklish
Vast greyland is more cozy
Here are millions of expressions of grey
When it rains it’s my world
Dancing on top of this city
Fog on a sunny day
For all the dust here
Let’s raise a glass
I just wanna be happier
Feel the warmth of my hands
It’s not warm so I need you more
Oh this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
In the far future, if I smile
I’ll say, “that’s how it was”
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After secretly picking up words drifting in void
I now fall asleep in this dawn, good night