down in cancun and um at the seven day event and uh you hear all these stories
of people that have been before and how things build up and how you're learning the building
blocks of meditation and everything else and it's been an amazing event but on the
i think it's the fifth day you go and you do a cohesion healing event and because of the pandemic
they don't do it in person anymore so you're doing it with a picture of a person that is
potentially terminated terminally ill and this entire room of people are doing this for different
individuals around the world so there's somebody sitting laying somewhere in a bed and there's a
table of us of five people that are basically channeling in to this individual so before that
you go outside and um and you do these you do this walking meditation to kind of basically tune in
and get ready for this healing and before i just thought you know i'm not a healer i'm way too
right brain this is why i'm you know am i just am i worthy enough of being here and all these
all these thoughts creep back into your head and then you obviously you've got you mention it to
somebody and they they tell you the exact opposite so i thought i'll just i'll go with the flow and
i'll roll with it and um so i go outside to do this walking meditation with everybody and um
and you're supposed to basically just get in a space and and keep it very you know just very
present and all of a sudden my younger brother just starts popping into my head and at first
i'm like i'm a little frustrated because it's just taking me away from where i'm supposed to
be but then all of a sudden i realize that there's there might there must be something to it and so
i um i just started you know having this conversation with them and just uh and just
figuring out why i needed to think about them and so i'm going through this and it's a
it's a it's a 20-minute exercise that you go through and and you're walking in this massive
circle on this platform and um and i figured okay you know by the end of that i figured
it's probably just because you know he's a relatively new dad and he's doing an amazing job
but you know just everyone has their challenges and so maybe it's that like maybe i wish he was
here kind of thing and you go back into the room and and you're sitting for a bit before this
healing starts and you have this picture and i have this picture all of a sudden i get taken
back and all of a sudden i realize why my brother was with me on this walk when he was in his teens
and i was in my late 20s my brother and sister my younger brother and sister adopted
and i got a call from my from my parents which i'll never forget and he was in a coma and i got
to the hospital and he'd been in for a day or so and my parents were there and um just obviously
just tons of sadness but tons of love we talked to the doctor and the doctor just said hey it's he's
you know this has been going on for a while and we just have to brace ourselves like if he does come
out he just will likely not be the individual that went in and the individual you know and i just
i don't like telling you these things but this is just this needs to come out and so after that i
i let the family leave the room and
i just had a moment with my with my brother i'll never forget it so got my left hand
on uh on the railing of the um of the hospital bed and my right hand on his ankle and
and i just i mean i just started talking to god and i said
something like i don't even know that i believe you believe in you but i know my
parents do and i certainly know my brother does and so i need your help and if you can
get him out of this then i will do anything for you and uh and that is my promise
and and then i just had some words to tim which is my brother and i just said hey dude you've got to
pull through on this i'm seeing all this for the first time in over 20 years sitting in this chair
in five minutes this flashes into my presence as i'm looking at this woman which by the way
this table looks like a hospital bed i mean it's not supposed to but it's got i've got
this vision of this hospital then there's five of us around it each with this picture of this
woman and all of a sudden it comes forward i realized that i've actually already done this
i did this with my family and everyone that visited my brother when he was in the hospital
and with the help of my brother he pulled through he came out it was a miracle 100 percent recovery
and it was just an amazing experience but all of a sudden 20 years goes by and you just forget this
and i never came through on that promise so and i've had conversations over the years with my
brother and i said you know you just you know i just in in my head i i had moments where i'm
like well maybe i helped but i always felt like oh that's craig being you know that's craig's ego
saying that and i see this picture of this woman and all these all these all these memories come
back and i just realized that it's like this is payback time and not only for me but um for tim
and so it was no mystical experience like tim didn't walk through the door but i just
all of a sudden i turned to the side and i just started having a conversation with him
and i had him pull up a chair he's a big dude so his hands are massive and we were going through
this healing and it was the most unreal experience i've ever had in an environment where i don't know
anyone around i mean you have the births of your children and everything else that are incredible
this and what happened over this 30 minute this this 30 minute healing of this woman
was something i will never ever forget and so we start off and we start off the you know just kind
of blessing her and just getting in her head and just like all of a sudden you just start pushing
the love out and it just tim's there next to me he's got i've got my hand all of a sudden
i've got my hand like like almost like a crab like over the top of her of her picture and his hands
over mine and collectively this group we just start to build this energy and this this flow
that was absolutely insane and at one point my arm my other arm is like doing this snake walk
like involuntarily i can't stop it and as they say in your energy centers you're just shooting
everything from everywhere and you've got this golden light and everything that's flying over
and at one point the table is literally it's it's not literally floating it feels like it's
floating it's going through this wavelength and it's just pumping and pumping and pumping
we're all every single one of us are absolutely bawling like just you know our shirts are wet
because there's just tears of joy and just all the stuff coming out of us into her and just
basically doing everything we can to pull for and my brother's right there and he and i both had
a chance to just pay it back so anyway that's my experience i just you know
thank you for asking me to to give it and it's just been amazing so thank you