can you
remove your headphone please
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max
i know
something's wrong you've experienced
trauma meds
what you've been through
what you're still going through
it's a lot for anyone i told you
i'm fine are you sleeping better yeah
fine
did you sleep
so no more headaches
it's like you're not even here anymore
nightmares
[Music]
nope
it's like you're a ghost or something oh
whoa whoa you're right i'm fine just
drive
[Music]
did something happen please just go
and when you keep your feelings your
pain
bottled up the way you do it doesn't
take much to trigger them again dear
billy
i don't know if you can even hear this
[Music]
max
it was like she was in a trance or
something then the nightmares
trouble sleeping deafness curse these
visions they just they kept on getting
worse and worse until eventually nothing
is going to happen baby you're so real
homeless i don't know how long i have
nothing you don't deserve
i play that moment back in my head all
the time
it was like a dream
a nightmare sometimes i imagined myself
running to you
pulling you away
for you
and then yeah
lidar's like i don't understand it's a
fail-safe
i know it's stupid but i just started to
think what if something happens to me
wait whoa max
things are gonna work out no
no i don't need you to reassure me right
now and tell me that it's all gonna work
out because people have been telling me
that my entire life and it's almost
never true
i just
i stood there
and i watched
you've broken
everything
and whose fault is that
i'm sorry
you think some letters are going to make
things right you know whose fault it is
i'm so so sorry billy
i've been waiting to hear those words
max
waiting
so very long
i mean of course that's what curses me
but it wasn't the full truth
looks like i'm gonna die
you know i think there's a part of you
buried somewhere deep
and wanted me to die that day
what would i ever do without hey
well you know what happens when you lie
that's why you stood there isn't it
high
is almost
at an end
[Music]
late at night you have sometimes wished
to follow me would you like to join them
follow me
[Music]
along
here
it is time
i don't need a letter i don't want a
letter they can't help you max just talk
to me to your friends
we're right here i've really missed that
mr
your life
oh
i'm still here