I really feel that I'm on a lazy river and I'm just enjoying the journey and I'm just floating
along and you know I'm like this is fine this is fine this is good it's very enjoyable sometimes
I'll hit a bank and then I'll say I'll focus a little bit more flow flow flow flow flow and
I have desires and when I think about them they still feel good and I think well I haven't taken
any action on them and then I think that's okay I haven't felt the inspired action to
do anything with it yet so I'm like they're still feeling good well what happens is if you're lazy
river feels boring then you'll launch some more rockets that ask for some more movement and then
the inspiration you receive will lead you to more adventure in other words it's the way it
always goes sometimes as humans you get too busy it's so much that you're overwhelmed and then you
focus yourself into things slowing down and then you get bored and then you focus on yourself into
more adventure in other words it's sort of an ebb and flow like that as you began here you
are speaking with a lot of enthusiasm and then the tone changed quite a bit so do you think
that there is a part of you that feels that you should be doing more are you accepting
the leverage of the universe are you accepting how the universe is flowing to you and through
you yeah I mean I really feel really good and so what is your question I don't know that I have one
is there anything that you feel impelled to tell me you would enjoy more movement you would enjoy
Ambassador flow of thoughts coming to you you would enjoy more ideas popping and following
through on those ideas more this is the reason that we are talking about the pictorial cards
with words or a focus wheel or making lists of positive aspects because you are in alignment it
is clear but sometimes what happens is there is a feeling that action is the enemy but
aligned action is not only not the enemy it is a path to even greater exaltation or enthusiasm
or passion and so there's a part of you that's sort of holding back because when you have been
working hard and maybe not as much in alignment as you want to be there time and then you find
the sweetness of alignment sometimes there's almost a tentative nature that makes you not
want to rock the boat so you just sort of play it safe but in the process the momentum sort of slows
down and so that's why earlier we were asking you to be aware of the distinction of whether you're
in alignment in the receiving mode or not and that when you are then turn on the gas a little bit and
so one of the things that Esther's been doing for herself personally of late as we've been
really emphasizing getting ready to be ready to be ready and the satisfaction mode is when
an idea occurs to her she is aware we've talked about this at some length that since you're always
broadcasting a signal depending on where you are you are always in the receiving mode of something
because law of attraction is always responding to you make sense so if you're tuned in tapped
in turned on and in the receiving mode now you're receiving thoughts and impulses from that broader
point of view which is not only exhilarating but really really beneficial and also really really
really a lot of fun and also really really really beneficial and also really really satisfying but
really really really beneficial in other words when you get locked onto that signal it feels
wonderful and it yields good experiences but there is always a receiving mode and wherever
you are you're receiving something from somewhere depending on what vibration you've got going on
and so Astra has recently been saying to herself often when she gets an impulse to make a phone
call or to do something she will ask herself hmm what receiving mode am I in where am I getting
this from have I tuned into Source Energy or have I tuned in to some discomfort or some paranoia
because it could be and the answer to that is how was I feeling moving into this because sometimes
if you're feeling like you're on the lazy river and you're feeling a little bit bored and you get
an idea the idea might not be coming from here it may be coming from this place of guardedness
or from this place of not wanting to get too busy Esther knows that when she sets things in
motion she gets busy she only has to make two or three phone calls to get things going and organize
something then plan little get-together and she's off to the races and then her inbox fills up and
her texts start coming and so she plans the time because she knows when she focuses it's
gonna start happening and sometimes when you are accustomed to being busier than you want
to be you're tentative about starting anything but after a while you get so not only can you
control what comes about what but the speed in which it comes and you rise to the occasion of
meeting it and there is nothing more exhilarating than to say to the univers bring it on and to be
ready for what the universe brings on and you have not always been ready for what the universe brings
on because you've been like a lot of people you get tuned in tapped in turned on and you put in
your request and then you don't stay there and sometimes when it comes you're not ready for it
and then you get overwhelmed and that it kind of makes you a little tentative about what you
asked the universe to bring does that make sense to you yeah can I ask a follow-up question yes
yes okay so I remember about a year ago I got a very strong vivid download of just this imagery
like I was watching myself up on stage with a DJ competition and winning the competition now
at that point I have never DJed I've thought of it you know casually and it was just this clear image
of me and I'm you know I'm going like this and the crowd is going crazy and we can see it can you
and so that happened I think in May of last year and then it kind of took me a little while
to you know take some inspired action towards learning about DJing and you know it kind of
ebbs and flows so when I get when I got I would call that a strong impulse or a strong delivery
receiving of a message first of all when you received that as you said download and that's
what it feels like that's really the receptive mode you know by the way it felt when it came
that you were really in the receiving mode so you also understand from what you've heard before and
today that that's your vortex that's things that are in the vortex being received by you and you
translating it you said something really good in relationship to this as we began you said
how you appreciated Esther finding the words so you realized that we're presenting a block of
thought that Esther is interpreting into these words so you did the same thing you received a
block of thought that you interpreted into that vision and so that vision that you interpret it
into there's something in the vortex that caused you to bring the specifics of that into being
now if you want to step back into a more general place you're sort of a cheerleader of light when
you took to the stage just now the things you said we're uplifting to everyone in the room
you felt your energy and your perspective move the crowd they felt it too you get to choose
in what way you do that and it doesn't matter if it's in that way or another the important
thing is that you recognize that when you're tuned in that it is of benefit not just to you
because you're having fun but to others who law of attraction has put their together with you
now you're also doing what so many people do once they receive something instead of staying
in the receiving mode and letting it play out you're getting too heady about it you're trying
to think too much about it that's why we were talking earlier about notice the difference
between thinking thoughts and receiving thoughts and don't jump in too soon to try to work it out
in other words I better start taking some DJ classes because I really don't know what
I'm doing and I better do some polling of what music is popular and then right away
your energy starts to subside as you introduce the unknown and therefore resistance into the
equation and this is why we want to say to all of you can it not be enough for you to receive
that thought can't you rest in that thought and enjoy that thought does every good idea have to
immediately turn in to a good paying job this every thought that you have need to immediately
manifest because if it does you're gonna do what you did you're going to try to think it
through rather than receive it and that's a whole different thing is this making sense to you to you
it's pretty good well I thought I thought that what I did do it with like let's say what the
deejaying thing cuz it's a good example I didn't rush into anything like stuff would come to me I'm
like oh this looks good I will do this if you're following that out then that's perfect but some
of the things that you said and some of the way that you felt when you said them lets us know
that you got a little heady I did pull a little thinking about it and it's alright that's really
what we're talking about have you noticed that the basis of our conversation with you all is letting
you know that you're more than your physical body letting you know that there's a non-physical part
of you that's active letting you know that Law of Attraction is responding to that non-physical
part letting you know that because there are two active vibrational points of view that's
the reason that you can feel positive emotion as you align with your inner beam or negative
emotion as you pull apart from your inner being these are things that are important to understand
and then it's important to understand that you are the creator of your own experience and the
way that you create it is through knowing what you don't want putting things into the vortex and then
coming more and more into alignment with what's in the vortex one of the very important general
things that were wanting you to hear and receive and come to know is that you are the creator
of your own experience and sometimes you're in step 1 thinking and sometimes you're in step 3
receiving their different steps but humans get it all mixed up they think and then they think smore
you think about what you want and then you think about how you're gonna get it and then you think
about how you haven't got it and then you think about how you want it then you think about how
it hasn't manifested yet then you think about what you need to do that would better and you
think you think you think think you think you think you think you think you know it's sort
of like you can't broadcast and receive at the same time you've had dinner parties like that
haven't you where you just wish that you could get a word in because there's so much going on
or some of your telephones that can only talk or listen but they can't do both so when you're
both talking at the same time neither one of you are hearing what the other one is saying and so
it's sort of like that you need to be aware that step one is when you're asking in step three is
when you're receiving and you'll get really good at asking and receiving and asking and
receiving and asking and receiving and asking and receiving and asking and receiving that's why we
like Step five so much because you know you're back in step one asking another question but
you're not mad at yourself about asking another questions so you're asking the question and still
in the receiving mode and asking the question and still in the receiving mode is this making
sense to you and so we're just fine-tuning with you here we're just answering the bleeding-edge
question that you're bringing to the forum you are usually in a high-flying place but
not always and there is something that humans do where you stick this happy face sticker over
the empty gas gauge and pretend like you don't have to look at how much gas you've got and it's
really good that you know how much gas you've got because you could run out of gas and not know it
because you've got a happy face sticker stuck over your gas gauge and so there's a little bit
of that going on here where you are determined to present yourself in the way that you want to
be seen but sometimes you don't feel it quite the way you are presenting it that's all I didn't have
an experience where I received two packages and they were short on what I ordered and I thought
oh that's weird my vibration must be a little sloppy and sorry it's like I can clean that
up no problem so I just refocus I didn't even care what was going on I said this is obviously
something I've been shorted I don't care so I refocused and within a day I got a voucher for
a free six hundred dollar piece of furniture I was like there you know I just cleaned up
my energy and got it and that was awesome and you're wise to acknowledge that there are two
ways to know how you're doing vibrationally one is notice what's happening because it's
always a clue a really vivid accurate clue and the other is how you're feeling and you've got
going on it's really good something else I just want to say I received this from source for sure
the law of attraction works just like gravity all the time she's really good you can use it
since we gave it to you we might as well